On these Nights of the full Hunter’s Moon, which marks the end of Harvest and the first communal preparations for winter, when Odin rides to gather the souls of the fallen heroes and we go forth by night to hunt, a cosmic event of enormous powers of change and transformative rebirth, let us embrace our monstrosity as Bringers of Chaos in the destabilization of Order, disbelief and disobedience of Authority, subversions of Law which serves power, violations of normality and other people’s ideas of virtue, transgressions of the Forbidden, and seizures of power from Authority in revolutionary struggle.
To all those who would enslave us as tyrants of unequal power, let us bring a Reckoning. Such are ever our right and just prey.
Now is the time of the Wolf and the Stag, of the sacred hunt as love and as solidarity in liberation struggle, dyadic forces of the embrace of nature. Here is a ground of struggle signified by the figure of the wolfman as embodiment of our true nature uncorrupted by the subversions, lies, and falsifications of Authority; the image of human nature and our best selves.
Who are we when liberated from the legacies of our history and systems of unequal power? What is this truth we pursue, in the pursuit of those truths immanent in nature and written in our flesh?
As I wrote in my post of February 14 2022, On the Redemptive and Transformational Power of Love: the Case of Valentine’s Day and the Festival of the Wolf; Valentine’s Day is a holiday we can celebrate as an unambiguous good, without conflicted historical legacies; named in honor of a man who was executed on February 14 278 AD for performing gay marriages in defiance of Imperial law, adelphopoiesis or brother-making which refers to his marrying Roman soldiers not to their girlfriends but to one another, the wedding of same sex couples legal under Christian law which Emperor Claudius II forbid as related by John Boswell in his Same Sex Unions in Premodern Europe.
The modern custom of sending messages to one’s lover, whether a forbidden love or not, originated in 1415, with a message sent by Charles, Duke of Orleans to his wife while he was imprisoned in the Tower of London.
So we have in one holiday defiance of authority, transgression of the Forbidden, and the injunction to seize the gates of our prisons and be free.
But this holiday is far more ancient, dating from the sixth century BC and encoding the historical memories of primordial rites of fertility called Lupercalia, the Festival of the Wolf. Rites which echo through our flesh and find form not only as Valentine’s Day as a celebration of the uncontrollable and liberating power of love which exalts us like a madness, but also as a form of the Wild Hunt which we know as the story of Red Riding Hood and the Wolf.
Angela Carter got it nearly right in The Company of Wolves; so also with season two, episode three of The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina.
Midnight approaches, and as I ready my wolfskin for the sacred Hunt I think not of the ravishment of our passion but of the redemptive and transformative power of love, of its unique function as a force of healing and reconnection, and of transgression of the Forbidden and defiance of authority as a seizure of power over the ownership of oneself.
Of this I have written tonight a spell of poetic vision, awakening, and transformation, which I share with you here. Good hunting to you all.
Love Triumphs Over Time
When first I learned of love,
And realized that in loving others we humans were not merely escaping
the boundaries of our lives and the flags of our skins
As transcendence, rapture, and exaltation
But discovering ourselves and those truths written in our flesh
And the limitless possibilities of becoming human
Among the unknown topologies of being marked Here Be Dragons
In the empty spaces of the maps of our Imagination
Beyond the doors of the Forbidden
Where truths are forged,
And in the years since I have always known this one true thing;
We are more ourselves when we are with others
Who see our truths and make them real
Because humans are not designed to be alone
For we are doors which open one another
And restore each other to ourselves in an indifferent world
When we are savaged and broken and lost;
Love is the greatest power of all the forces
which shape, motivate, and inform living things
Love creates, love redeems, love transforms,
Love triumphs over the pathology of our disconnectedness
From Beauty, from the Infinite, and from the community of humankind;
Love triumphs over Time.
Thus for the embrace of the wildness of nature and the wildness of ourselves as love; also it manifests as solidarity in Resistance, seizures of power, and revolutionary struggle. As I wrote in my post of May 24 2022 The Problematization of Tuesday: Why Do We Celebrate Tyr’s Binding of Fenris One Day Each Week?;
How much of our humanity are we willing to sacrifice in order to confront and limit evil?
This is always the true question of Resistance; not of the origin of evil in the Wagnerian Ring of fear, power, and force, of the renouncement of love as the cost of power nor the redemptive power of love to free us from its grip and from those who would enslave us, not of our dehumanization, commodification, and falsification as theft of the soul nor of our power to become Unconquered and free in refusal to submit to authority, not of addiction to power and the hierarchies of belonging and exclusionary otherness of hegemonic elites of wealth, power, and privilege and fascisms of blood, faith, and soil nor of seizures of power and revolutionary struggle for the ownership of ourselves against authorized identities of unequal power. The questions we must face are simply this; how much of ourselves are we willing to trade for our liberty? How much of our humanity can we trade to secure the humanity of us all, without becoming something less than human?
Resistance is always War to the Knife, under imposed conditions of struggle against those who do not recognize us as fellow human beings, and who have shifted the ground of struggle beyond all limits and all laws, beyond the limits of the human and the boundaries of the Forbidden to subvert and degrade our humanity and all human being, meaning, and value, and here is where we must meet them.
This is a space I know well, and have lived in since Jean Genet swore me to the Oath of the Resistance in 1982 Beirut, and from which I speak to you now. I am become the Abyss which gazes back into you.
Who so ever acts to subjugate us beyond all laws and all limits may hide behind none. I am a hunter of tyrants and fascists, and mine is a hunter’s morality. Anything which takes away our power to resist is a lie of the enemy; and here I mean the false moral equivalence of the violence used by the slave master and the violence used by the slave to break his chains, as Trotsky teaches us in Their Morals and Ours. Let us give to fascists, tyrants, and all those who would enslave us the only reply it merits; Never Again!
Here the myth of Fenris and Tyr may illuminate us, for in sacrificing his hand to bind the wolf which represents his animal nature as all devouring need there is an exchange of qualities, a hierosgamos and transformative rebirth as they unite and become dyadic forces. It is a myth which reflects and refers to the human transformation of wolves into dogs, our competitors as apex predators into partners in hunting and war, the key event of domestication which gave us a crucial edge in survival over our own predators, and in which the breaking of the oaths and bindings which create and sustain the universe, human nature, and civilization are part of the processes of self creation and transformative rebirth, the work of Chaos in the reinvention of the world and our liberation from imposed orders of meaning and authorized identities.
Of Chaos as the principle of freedom I have written often and will again, for I am a Bringer of Chaos and a maker of mischief for tyrants; but here I wish to speak to you of the true nature of the myth of the Binding of Fenris as a metaphor and allegory of our primary ground of struggle as our relationship with the wildness of nature and the wildness of ourselves.
For there are two paths we can travel in this; that of control and domination of our nature, as Freud described us with his delicious phrase as “polymorphosly perverse”, chthonic forces to be surmounted and harnessed in becoming adults, or that of Jung, who wrote of shadow work as unification with our monstrosity, especially that which provokes disgust, revulsion, fear, and horror in us.
Here is a myth we can interpret and live as binding our animal nature in terms of domination of nature, or as binding together with our animal nature as equal partners in interdependence and as a primary human act of becoming. One leads to exploitation of nature, doomed attempts to control nature, and inevitably to our own extinction; the other to harmony, interdependence, and a sustainable civilization.
First we must situate the figure of Fenris as an archetypal wolf in the context of our fear of nature and its myths and allegories, and then interrogate the consequences of our denial of our own nature for how we have chosen to be human together.
As I wrote in my post of October 27 2021, Of Monsters, Freaks, the Limits of the Human and the Tyranny of Normality: the Figure of the Werewolf As Controlling Metaphor For the Wildness of Nature and the Wildness of Ourselves; Many of our modern pathologies of disconnectedness from our nature and from one another are born of the need for control and of fear of our inchoate passions as threatening otherness, an internalized oppression which has riven the human soul, divided and abstracted us from ourselves as part of the processes of nature.
This is a madness of inauthenticity, power, dominance, vanity, greed, myths which valorize war and authorize elite hierarchies of belonging and exclusionary otherness as fascisms of blood, faith, and soil, all of which arise from an Original Lie of separation from and ownership of nature as in the allegory of Adam Naming the Beasts.
Patriarchy, racism, sectarian division, and other identitarian forms of power, operating in mutual interdependence with capitalism and its prefigural developmental stages of elite hegemony and political forms aristocratic monarchy and nationalist imperialism, all find anchorages in civilization as control of threatening nature and our fear and hatred of ourselves.
Jung described the primal disunity we must heal within ourselves; “The psychological rule says that when an inner situation is not made conscious, it happens outside, as fate. That is to say, when the individual remains undivided and does not become conscious of his inner contradictions, the world must perforce act out the conflict and become torn into opposite halves.” He was speaking of psychosis and the work of reintegration and becoming human, but it applies equally to dialectical civilizational processes of history wherein we have found ourselves conflicted and at war with nature on multiple fronts. Here Jung has given us a great power; how we may free ourselves of the legacies of our history and authorized identities, and escape the limits of time and fate as the unfolding of design beyond our own choosing. Like the works of Gertrude Stein, Jung describes a process of liberation and self-creation as a teleological revolution which unbinds us from the laws of the universe with which Authority seeks to harness our nature in service to power.
Here I think also of Camille Paglia’s magisterial critique of Patriarchy as a civilizational task of controlling nature, Sexual Personae: Art and Decadence from Nefertiti to Emily Dickinson. In the case of Emily Dickinson, metaphysical ax murderess whose poetry is a savage and relentless struggle with Patriarchy and avenging of its countless victims, she writes;” Even the best critical writing on Emily Dickinson underestimates her. She is frightening. To come to her directly from Dante, Spenser, Blake, and Baudelaire is to find her sadomasochism obvious and flagrant. Birds, bees, and amputated hands are the dizzy stuff of this poetry. Dickinson is like the homosexual cultist draping himself in black leather and chains to bring the idea of masculinity into aggressive visibility.”
Personally I adore Emily Dickinson as a figure of Liberty; she reminds me of an ancestor of mine who was a member of the Paris Commune, an anarchist revolutionary, abolitionist, and suffragette called the Red Queen in reference to the character from Alice in Wonderland, after her preferred method of assassination. Once the true nature of our captivity and enslavement by elites has been realized, and Authority exposed as a seducer and betrayer whose apologetics of power are but lies and illusions, the choice between freedom and rebellion or dehumanization and subjugation becomes horribly clear, a chiaroscuro of terror and the grandeur of resistance.
So also with the plunder and capitalist exploitation of our common natural resources in service to wealth and power which is driving the existential threat of ecological collapse and human extinction, for it is rooted in the same fear, drive to dominance and control, and internalized oppression as in the sexual terror of Patriarchy or the white supremacist terror which threatens our democracy.
Our lives become expressions of the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and to others. This I call the Narrative Theory of Identity, and in the context of liberation and revolutionary struggle to win a reimagined humanity which heals our disunity with nature through the embrace of our otherness and our true and authentic selves which dwell among the chasms of darkness of our passions, through transgression of the boundaries of the Forbidden, refusal to submit to Authority, violations of normality and other people’s ideas of virtue, and other Acts of Chaos and Transformation, we may heal the flaws of our humanity, the brokenness of the world, and the origins of evil in the Wagnerian Ring of fear, power, and force which Schiller identifies as “the disgodding of nature.”
We are beasts with the souls of beasts, and this is not a degradation but an exaltation and a glorious thing, for nature is beautiful and so are we.
Here I look to stories of our own to balance those of submission to Authority and denial and control of our nature. William S. Burroughs, whose bizarre fairytales haunted the nights of my youth, forged such a myth in his novel The Wild Boys, which I describe in my celebration of his work as follows; The Wild Boys envisions feral youths in rebellion against the Authority that created them, set in a dystopian future in which man’s animal nature has been betrayed by civilization but which also has the power to redeem him, the final part of his Anarchist trilogy which extends his recurrent theme of werewolves as symbolic of our essential wildness and unconquerable nature and a type of Nietzschean Superman; beyond good and evil.
As he wrote it during the period of his visits, I have often wondered how much of it was drawn from his conversations with my father, who mythologized our family history with the absurd claim that we are not human but werewolves, beings of the Wild Hunt, otherness, magic, and darkness, unbound by any law and with the blood of ancient terrors in our veins; historically our family had been driven out of Bavaria in 1586 at the start of a forty-four year period of witchcraft persecutions and the savage Cologne War and Protestant Expulsion, a prelude to the Thirty Years War which killed a third of European peoples among its theocratic horrors and is a direct cause of America’s principle of Separation of Church and State and why a secular state is foundational to any democracy. Martin Luther, then a notorious witch hunter and torturer of innocents, called us Drachenbraute, Brides of the Dragon, a unique term of Othering which I regard as an ancestral title of splendid grandeur and a cherished legacy of my family history.
The Wild Boys extends the Enlightenment ideal of the natural man as uncorrupted by civilization and unlimited by its boundaries, as truths immanent in nature and written in our flesh, a historical development and like the Toad which Nietzsche feared he must swallow and Burroughs claimed to be possessed by a line of succession from Rousseau to de Sade to Nietzsche to Bataille to Burroughs and then myself, in a reversal of Freud’s ideology of civilization as restraint and control of our nature.
David Bowie created his character of Ziggy Stardust based on The Wild Boys; Anthony Burgess’s A Clockwork Orange and H.G. Wells’ The Island of Doctor Moreau here mingle and intertwine. Certainly it is among the many stories I have adopted as part of my personal myth and identity, which include Milton’s rebel angel, the visions of William Blake, Mary Shelly’s Frankenstein, Cocteau’s film Beauty and the Beast, and the iconography of Hieronymus Bosch and of Gustav Klimt’s Beethoven Frieze as pantheon and ancestral origins with the wonderful image of the titan Typhoeus as a chthonic ape with his three gorgon daughters Madness, Illness, and Death to one side and the triple goddess of Lasciviousness, Wantonness, and Intemperance to the other; really, what more could one ask for?
Such myths offer models of harmony with nature in the figure of the werewolf as a controlling metaphor for the wildness of nature and the wildness of ourselves. Rather than a thing of clay animated as the toy of a tyrant God of alien and unfathomable motives who seeks to bind our nature to his laws as in the Abrahamic faiths, we can free ourselves from the dehumanizing legacies of our Patriarchal and Authoritarian histories by looking to counter-narratives of freedom, such as the werewolf defined as a being of wildness and uncorrupted nature.
Myths about were beings tell us how we humans view ourselves and our relationship with the natural world in specific historical contexts.
The bite of transformation is an interesting metaphor, especially as a metaphor of coming out and of truths written in our flesh, and is akin to other forms of the medical model of madness which describes transpersonal and other states of awareness as a degradation or dehumanization rather than participation in something greater than we are, and as an intrusive force from outside rather than a sign of our natural condition, which Freud so deliciously termed polymorphosly perverse; allegories and metaphors of the desacralization of nature and the falsification of ourselves, part of the story of the human cost of the industrial and authoritarian age like the loss of magic.
In terms of story, there are many unexplored possibilities for the reimagination of were beings as heroes of authentic being versus normality and the tyranny of other people’s ideas of virtue, and champions of the powerless and the dispossessed, the silenced and the erased.
Like the exhibitions in a carnival freak show, monsters help us define our limits and establish boundaries and normalities by providing examples of the truly other.
What is human?
Transgression explores and redefines our boundaries; indeed is necessary to growth and the discovery of possibilities of being. Let us parse the meaning of our reactions to violations of norms and to the truly other with great care, particularly with regard to the use of social force and control to authorize normality and codify virtue.
As the anthropologist Sam Dubal relates in his book Against Humanity: Lessons from the Lord’s Resistance Army, modern Uganda provides a case study of the tribal warrior societies our werewolf myths are based on, a group who modeled themselves on gorilla warbands to achieve a higher state of being than human and reawaken our connection with nature and our natural selves, and whose acts of terror were in part ritual transgressions of the Forbidden. While the anticolonial warriors of the 19th century Leopard Society in Africa, Boxers in China, or Thugee in India may not be accessible to us, in the LRA we have ready examples of the use of savaging and primalism in war, such as I grew up with as a family legacy, and in the struggle of enslaved peoples to free themselves from the dehumanization of our civilization as imperialism and capitalism.
When thinking about werewolves we must place our mythologies in the context of stories told about them as monsters and figures of terror by their enemies, just as the Christians did the Viking berserkergangr with whom they struggled for dominion of Europe, a civilizational conflict of tyranny versus liberty.
The people they fought for tell different stories; in Romania they still perform the Bear Dance in honor of an ancestor of mine, a deified Roman general whose name, Laelianus, is on Trajan’s Column in Rome.
All divisions and hierarchies of exclusionary otherness authorized by those who would enslave us demonize the many in service to the power of the few.
To make an idea about a kind of people is an act of violence.
How we imagine and honor the wildness of ourselves is reflected in how we imagine and honor the wildness of nature; our idea of the werewolf reflects our relationship with our animal nature, and with nature itself. If you think of your animal nature as evil, hostile, subhuman, barbaric, a thing of bottomless appetites to be controlled as Freud conceptualized what he provocatively called our polymorphously perverse nature, it is a fearsome thing, a degradation checked only by the restraining force of law; the doctrine of the innate depravity of man, corollary of original sin, being the basis of all law and of the carceral state, an idea very useful in the centralization of power and subjugating us to authority.
But if instead our freedom and wildness is beautiful, and nature to be celebrated rather than feared, humankind is restored to wholeness and harmony with nature. This is perhaps a better way to study the idea of our wildness and harmony as animals and beings of nature expressive of its forces; look inside yourself and question your feelings and ideas about sex, death, and the possibilities of becoming human in a universe of imposed conditions which owe nothing to normality and other peoples ideas of virtue, and in which good and evil as absolutes or inherent laws of nature do not exist, for these are human words and become real only through our actions.
To be a Wolfman is to be without limit and free, Living Autonomous Zones, to transgress the boundaries of the Forbidden and dwell among the unknowns of our maps of human being, meaning, and value. To live in harmony with our nature is to abandon dominion and live as one wild thing among others in a free society of equals, without tyrants, elites, or inequalities, for all living beings are equal and merit honor, especially the ones we must consume or meet in battle as brother warriors to find the truth of ourselves.
Do not be deceived by the lies and illusions of those who would enslave us and steal our souls; our wildness is a thing not of terror or debasement, but of freedom and of beauty; and it awaits within you as a wisdom of your own darkness, which holds nothing which is not yours. Claim your wildness, and be free.
As written by Octave Mirbeau in The Torture Garden; “Monsters, monsters! But there are no monsters! What you call monsters are superior forms, or forms beyond your understanding. Aren’t the gods monsters? Isn’t a man of genius a monster, like a tiger or a spider, like all individuals who live beyond social lies, in the dazzling and divine immortality of things? Why, I too then-am a monster!”
I question and challenge the idea of normality, the authorization of identities, and the tyranny of other people’s ideas of virtue.
One could think of the Binding of Fenris as slavery, abjection, degradation to an animal state or pathological denial of our nature which results in unequal social power as patriarchy, hegemonic elites, capitalism and ecological devastation; or its mirror reverse, marriage, interdependence, and harmony with nature.
When you begin to question the boundary and interface between normality as authorized identity and transgression as seizure of power, between subjugation and liberty, the grotesque and the beautiful, idealizations of masculinity and femininity, of madness and its forms as love, transgression, and poetic vision, and to challenge the tyranny of other people’s ideas of virtue, you enter my world, the place of unknowns and the limitless possibilities of becoming human, marked Here Be Dragons on our maps of human being, meaning, and value.
As we glory in the liminal time of this year’s Halloween celebrations, I say to you all, my brothers, sisters, and others; Welcome to freedom and its wonders and terrors; to reimagination, transformation, and discovery. May the new truths you forge bring you joy.
Thus I write of the wolf that lives within us, in celebration of Halloween; sometimes you have to let your demons out to dance.
Rites of the Hunt, from both sides
The wolf
WERWULF by Roger Eggers – Official Trailer
“Do not fear the darkness; embrace it.”
Berserker rite of transformation in Eggers’ The Northman
and the Stag
Pan’s Labyrinth trailer
ANTLERS | Official Trailer
Rites of the Moon, a retrospective of my writing in 2026
September 26 2026 Nights of the Blood Moon and the Corn Moon: Chaos and Transformation
Of course there is the myth of Actaeon , the Hunter who is Hunted by Artemis; here I signpost that Artemis the Huntress is the Daughter of the Wolf. But there is so much more.
Pan’s Labyrinth: The Labyrinth of the Faun, Guillermo del Toro, Cornelia Funke,
Horns of Power: Manifestations of the Horned God: An anthology of essays exploring the Horned Gods of myth and folklore, ancient history through to modern times, Sorita d’Este (Editor)
America’s upcoming midterm elections on November three which will determine which party controls Congress and whether the Trump regime’s criminal and ruinous sabotage of the institutions and ideals of democracy on which our nation is founded will continue or be reversed offers us an answer to which fear is greater as a motivator of political will and action, economic collapse and ruin as we descend into a mass precariat and loose the American Dream of upward mobility which is part of the Republican agenda of centralizing all wealth and power to a handful of plutocrats and of turning citizens into subjects, or the fear of otherness, racial contamination, and loss of white supremacist privilege which is the primary motivation of the Republican voter?
Politics is the Art of Fear; but which fear controls our actions?
A friend has asked me to call the election, and I must reply that I predict a Blue Wave on the 3rd and Democrats taking control of Congress, despite vote suppression. Gas is five dollars per gallon here in Spokane and escalating toward eight dollars in some major cities like Los Angeles, and will not subside til the Iran War is ended. People are limiting driving to grocery runs, and sectors of our economy are spiraling into ruin; this is compounded by the mad tariffs of Trump’s voodoo economics, and if not reversed before his term is ended factories will begin to close and goods will begin to vanish from the store shelves as the supply chain is broken. And everyone knows that millions will be thrown off medical insurance this winter and left to die by laws already enacted and must be reversed. These two immediate and personal existential threats will override any other motives, and our nation will change course and once more begin the Restoration of America and of democracy globally.
This will be neither simple nor swift; if possible, rebuilding our institutions and society to a pre-Trump Regime state will take twenty to forty years or one to two generations. The high probability is that Restoration proves impossible because we must fix the flaws in that created the Fourth Reich in the first place, and this will require near-total reimagination and transformation of human being, meaning, and value and of how we choose to be human together. Normal doesn’t live here anymore.
There is a chance that people not already under threat of poverty and death will choose differently, ignore their duty of care for their fellow citizens as guarantors of each other’s rights of liberty, equality, and justice for all, and choose instead to protect their elite hegemony and dominion as white privilege in order to continue the Trump regime’s primary role as white supremacist terror and ethnic cleansing and secondarily as patriarchal theocratic sexual terror.
Such a changing of the tides would mean the global collapse of the Fourth Reich; as Julian Borger writes un The Guardian, in an article entitled Ten days that could shake the world: democratic norms at stake in four pivotal elections: Brazil, Israel, Serbia and the US are holding elections within the space of 10 days. Will the authoritarian right cement its global gains, or can pro-democracy forces make a comeback?; “Four elections on four continents within 10 days could profoundly reshape global politics, propelling the world further along its current authoritarian trajectory or marking a limited comeback for democratic norms.
In all four contests, basic democratic norms are at stake at a time when autocracy is advancing worldwide at an alarming rate. According to the Sweden-based V-Dem Institute, which uses multivariable assessment tools, the democratic freedoms enjoyed by the average global citizen are down to levels last seen in 1978 – long before the fall of the Berlin Wall and the collapse of communism in Europe.
The cluster of four pivotal elections could either halt that trend or reinforce it. In each contest, pro-democracy parties are in close races with current or aspiring autocrats. The outcomes in each case are likely to have spillover effects in their regions and beyond.
On Sunday, Brazil will hold runoff presidential elections with a candidate from the far right in the lead. If he wins, Flávio Bolsonaro is threatening to “change the constitution”, pardon his father for plotting a coup, and ease environmental restrictions, a critical issue for the Amazon rainforest.
On the same day, the semi-autocracy run by Aleksandar Vučić in Serbia for the past 12 years will face its stiffest challenge in the form of an unconventional student-led protest movement, fielding a slate of little-known academics and technocrats running on the simple slogan “Serbia or Mafia?”.
On Tuesday, it will be the turn of Benjamin Netanyahu to face his challengers at the polls. Israel’s leader for 19 of the past 30 years has overseen a prolonged period of democratic backsliding and spiralling human rights abuses. He is wanted by the international criminal court for war crimes and crimes against humanity in Gaza, and risk heightened legal jeopardy from an ongoing corruption trial at home if he loses. His far-right coalition is currently trailing an opposition block.
On 3 November, at the tail end of this potentially historic 10 days, Donald Trump’s imperial-style presidency is facing a rebuke from US voters in midterm elections, with at least one chamber of Congress, and possibly two, likely to fall to the Democrats. They will then however face an uphill task in seeking to rein in Trump’s excesses which have seen the US plummet down the V-Dem Institute’s Liberal Democracy Index.
By the time the US counts its votes on Tuesday, the world could look a markedly different place. Not only are the four looming contests bunched together, they are also interwoven. Trump’s Maga movement has given overt political support to Netanyahu, Vučić, and Bolsonaro. Israeli-built Pegasus spyware has been found in the phones of student and pro-democracy activists in Serbia. Bolsonaro is strongly pro-Israel and is promising to follow the US lead and move the Brazilian embassy to Jerusalem. The US has provided much of the ordnance for Netanyahu’s wars. Serbia is committed to spending $2bn on Israeli defence systems and in September, the two countries opened a joint plant making surveillance and attack factory.
Victory for the authoritarian right in one country will bolster counterparts in others, and conversely win for pro-democratic campaigners in each contest will give hope and encouragement to their allies around the world.
The four elections may be closely interlinked, but the struggle between authoritarianism and democracy takes on very different forms in each country. The odds are different in each case, as are the stakes, but they are all close races.
Brazil
Democracy index ranking 28
Brazil has enjoyed a democratic resurgence since Luiz Inácio Lula da Silva took office on the first day of 2023, defeating an attempt by his far right populist predecessor to overturn the October election result. According to V-Dem’s measures, it now has better democratic credentials than the UK, and far better than the US.
The loser in those elections four years ago, Jair Bolsonaro, an ex-soldier who served under Brazil’s 21-year military dictatorship and still admires it, was sentenced to 27 years in jail for trying to stage a coup to hold on to power. Now his son, Flávio, is seeking to follow in his footsteps, and goes into the second round of the election on Sunday with a small but significant lead over Lula.
The younger Bolsonaro has not only pledged to free his father, but also to punish members of the judiciary involved in his prosecution. If he wins, he will have a supportive rightwing majority in Congress to work with and has vowed to change the constitution and “re-democratise the country”. The term harks back to the transition from military rule in 1985, and for the Brazilian left, it has a chilling Orwellian ring coming from the mouth of an avowed admirer of prominent members of the junta.
Bolsonaro has campaign on hard-line law and order policies addressing the chronic issue of high crime. He argues for lowering the age of criminal responsibility to below 18, sending more teenagers to jail, and calling for judicial reforms, which his critics suggest he intends to mount an attack on the independence of the courts.
Serbia
Democracy Index rating 112
Over his 12 years as president, Aleksandar Vučić has steadily corroded the pillars of Serbia’s democracy. He and his allies have taken over almost all the country’s broadcast channels, with the result that he is the overwhelming presence on the nation’s television screens over the course of the current election campaign. The future of the last two independent news channels is now in doubt, as they were bought during the campaign by a Portuguese investor with links to the ousted Hungarian regime of Viktor Orbán.
The ruling Serbian Progressive party (SNS) has turned ministries and other state institutions into political tools to the extent that, in the words of Raša Nedeljkov, the programme director of the Center for Research, Transparency and Accountability, “the line between the state and the parties is almost deleted”.
Until now, the opposition parties seeking to curb Vučić have been weak and divided, but Serbian politics was transformed two years ago by the collapse of a concrete canopy on a crowd of people at a railway station in Novi Sad, killing 16 people. The tragedy crystallised a deep reservoir of disillusion across the country, and produced a student-led mass movement which has survived state intimidation since then, and is now fielding a full list of candidates against the SNS.
The candidates, like the students who nominated them, disagree among themselves on key political issues but they demonstrate a purist adherence to direct democracy. Decisions are taken by large plenum meetings, and no one has been allowed to emerge as an identifiable leader.
To win on Sunday, the students will have to break the mould of Serbian politics, and in particular, Vučić’s hold on his loyal base in the countryside. If they come close, there is a risk of unrest and violence. The SNS has a record of paying bands of thugs to disrupt opposition rallies, and those gangs may appear at polling sites if Vučić feels threatened. The students too have vowed to take to the streets to defend the victory they expect on Sunday.
Israel
Democracy Index rating 48
Israeli democracy has always been partial. Palestinians in the occupied territories do not have the vote or many other rights, while Israeli settlers next door to them are treated as full citizens and provide vital backing for Benjamin Netanyahu’s far-right coalition government. That government however will be fighting for its survival in Tuesday’s parliamentary elections.
Palestinians with Israeli citizenship are about a fifth of the population but are consistently under-represented in the Knesset. They turn out to vote in smaller numbers than Israeli Jews, with many viewing participation as pointless in a system which systematically excludes them. The main opposition bloc challenging Netanyahu is ruling out a coalition with Arab parties, even if it means the difference between a clearcut victory and an uncertain deadlock, once Knesset seats have been assigned.
Netanyahu has been Israel’s leader on and off for most of the past three decades, but in the nearly four years of his current term, in coalition with extreme settler-backed parties, he has mounted an offensive on Israeli democratic norms, seeking to limit the independence of the judiciary in the name of “reform”, putting pressure on the independent press, and politicising the police, army and internal security service, Shin Bet.
The opposition bloc, led by former general Gadi Eisenkot, shares much of Netanyahu’s outlook when it comes to Palestine, largely supporting the war in Gaza and refusing to countenance a two-state solution. But it is determined to expunge the corruption of his government and its autocratic excesses. It is expected to win more seats than the government coalition in Tuesday’s election, but fall short of a clear majority. For that they may have to forge an understanding with Israel’s long ignored Palestinian minority.
The US
Democracy Index rating 51
No western country in modern times has “undemocratised” itself as rapidly as the US in less than two years of Donald Trump’s second term in office. With a Congress dominated by loyal Republicans and a mostly acquiescent supreme court, he has forged an imperial presidency, frequently governing by executive order decrees, and turning state institutions into political tools – including organs of internal security, such as the justice department and the FBI – which have been weaponised against political opponents, independent prosecutors and journalists.
Administration policy, domestic and foreign, has been used to generate self-enrichment opportunities for Trump’s family and friends.
Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) has been vastly expanded with lightly trained but heavily armed recruits, and deployed across the country, trampling the civil rights of anyone, predominantly Latinos, suspected of being an illegal immigrant.
With the president’s approval ratings at record lows, the Democrats have a good chance of winning a majority in the House of Representatives and the slimmer possibility of winning the Senate too.
Even if they gain control of both chambers, however, there are limits on how far they can go to rein the authoritarian excesses of the Trump presidency. He can be expected to use his veto freely, and Democrats will not have the votes required to overturn it, or to defeat a Republican filibuster in the Senate.
In theory, Congress has the power of the purse and could try to make funding for government departments and agencies conditional on reforms. A Democratic majority would also use its control over committees to open several investigations into corruption and other wrongdoing, issuing subpoenas to government officials.
On both counts, though, the Trump administration could simply choose to ignore Congress and refuse to cooperate. The most immediate outcome of a Democratic win is therefore likely to be prolonged constitutional crisis before there is any recovery in democratic norms.”
Have we lost our humanity? This is among the questions which our upcoming elections will answer.
Let us give answer, friends, in solidarity of action and show the Fourth Reich the door.
Ten days that could shake the world: democratic norms at stake in four pivotal elections: Brazil, Israel, Serbia and the US are holding elections within the space of 10 days. Will the authoritarian right cement its global gains, or can pro-democracy forces make a comeback?
The Addams Family are clearly a pantheon as well as royalty in exile, if one forgotten or unknown beyond their own society of Others. Here I use the term Others with intent, for above all else they are outcasts and champions of outcast who gloriously perform their otherness on the stage of the world for all to see, a form of theatre as revolutionary struggle.
Clearly they are Miltonic Rebels and figures which reference a key text among Milton’s sources in Paradise Lost, the Book of Enoch which recounts the myth of the War In Heaven and the descendants of the fallen angels, the Nephilim.
On Gomez
Gomez is an underworld figure like Pluto, of buried treasures, wealth, and secrets of power as well as chaos and death. He is also a classic Byronic hero, and living in ecstatic rapture and the embrace of his inchoate passion and a totalizing love of Morticia, a love performed as sacred rituals of adoration and as transgression of the Forbidden, the violation of normalities, and inversions of authorized identities and the tyranny of other people’s ideas of good and evil, three things I also perform as sacred acts in becoming human and in revolutionary struggle.
From eighth grade I understood him as a Nietzschean superman, and from childhood wanted to become him as a primary model of both how to be a man and of how to be a lover. In the great love of my life as Dolly and I intertwined ourselves, and reimagined and transformed each other as we grew up, his was the image to which I aspired.
As a character, Gomez can be interpreted both as an Underworld King in a version of Persephone’s myth, and as an Orphic hero who has become without fear through what Freud called death transcendence as a path of total freedom in a world wherein fear of death acts as an instrument of subjugation to Authority. This is why I tell fellow makers of mischief for tyrants that we must change our victory conditions to that of resistance itself as victory which confers freedom, a power inherent to our humanity which cannot be taken from us. We can be killed, captured, imprisoned, but we cannot be conquered so long as we refuse to submit. Non Serviam, as Milton’s rebel angel declares. Thus we may claw our way out of the ruins to make yet another Last Stand, beyond hope of victory over forces of oppression which are unimaginably ancient and vast. As the line in Frankenstein goes; “Beware, for I am fearless and therefore powerful.”
As my father once said to me when I was nine, in the wake of my confession to him of poisoning my classmates at school for putting a wad of gum on my seat; “You have discovered politics. Politics is the Art of Fear, and fear is the basis of human exchange. Fear is an unreliable servant and a terrible master, and to escape control by others and seize power over them you must demonstrate that you do not fear them, and that they must fear you. Fear precedes power; so, whose instrument will it be?”
On Morticia
Morticia has dominion of life and death, a figure of magic, sex, transformation and rebirth, like the Morrigan and Kali, but also births monsters like Lillith. Her dress originally was the shadow of an octopus, and tentacle beasts grow in her garden, referencing Japanese erotic horror and Lovecraft.
While Wednesday, Morticia, and Grandma Ma are clearly a form of the triple goddess as they are often described, for myself Morticia is primarily Persephone as Queen of the Underworld and of the Dead, still a figure of living myth as my aunties once described themselves to my mother as hereditary priestesses of Dread Persephone. As the family had been living in isolation in Bayou La Teche Louisiana in a stilt house built from their ship since the end of the Napoleonic wars, the approach guarded by cannon which had once been fired in battle with Nelson, I regard this claim as a legitimate survival of classical paganism from Roman times. In my flesh live the Gates of the Underworld and the Crossroads of the Dead.
On Wednesday
Wednesday is a Bringer of Chaos named for Wotan like the day of the week, but who inverts his role as Authority or returns Wotan to his origins as a wandering wizard who represents the Stranger and is called Oathbreaker because he unmakes the oaths and binding of the universe as liberation struggle and as allyship with the powerless and the disposed, the silenced and the erased, all Others whom Frantz Fanon called The Wretched of the Earth. Also she is a Brunhild like avenger, but of the oppressed and the outcast rather than an enforcer of Authority’s laws. This was the role of her namesake, before the influence of Christianity made him a king.
But most especially, she is a Trickster figure, echo and reflection of Loki, Beetlejuice, Pan, Puck in Midsummer Night’s Dream, Coyote; in the full spectrum of meaning as a bringer of chaos, a maker of mischief, a truth teller, and a champion of justice over law and of outcasts over the tyranny of normality and other people’s idea of virtue, beauty, identity, and authorized truths. This and her powers of vision make her a character who for myself is easy to identify with.
If Wednesday also forms a Maiden figure of the Triple Goddess with Morticia as Selene and Grandma Ma as Hecate, that makes her Artemis the Huntress, which illuminates the role of Pugsley as the sacrificial Stag.
On Pugsley
Pugsley is Wednesday’s brother and partner in sadomasochistic games, referencing Cocteau ‘s novel The Holy Terrors; his role as the bottom in the aforesaid being greatly aided by the fact of his indestructibility. He survives the Guillotine, the electric chair, and other implements of execution, his role as a prisoner and criminal signaled by his signature prison stripe shirt; he is a regenerating human sacrifice in the mythology of the Addams Family, who plays the role of the sparagmos in Dionysian rites of ecstatic trance as in The Bacchae of Euripides, but not merely so as he gleefully submits to punishments which are also doled out by Uncle Fester and Gomez as training in the arts of war, torture, and rulership.
As these include myriads of arts of personal combat from many cultures throughout history, most especially swordsmanship, and some very modern ones like the use of explosives in the sabotage of infrastructure, an adult Pugsley should be a total badass, though in the current iteration of the canon in the telenovela Wednesday he has not yet become so, and his power as a caster of lightning bolts like Fester, which references Dr Doom and appropriates the signature weapon of both Thor and Zeus, is put to good use as a necromancer who raises one of the show’s major villains from the dead. I too believe in raising buried truths to visibility.
Though in the main Pugsley is thematically identifiable as the Dionysian Orpheus or as Zagreus son of Hades and Persephone in his role as a sacrificial resurrecting man-god, a role historically assimilated by Jesus along with similar elements of the Osiris and Adonis myths and the Mithraic ritual we know as the symbolic cannibalism of the Catholic Mass, in terms of storyline and character he is also a king in waiting. In the Wednesday series his actions in season two set in motion the death of the thief of his father’s powers of lightning. As an avenger he doubles his sister, who together function as gendered halves of a whole being.
It is important to remember that his father and uncle are training him for a role in the global crime syndicate which is strongly implied as a source of the family fortune and power along with inherited aristocratic wealth and privilege as the Addams family is both a royal court in exile and a pantheon of ancient and near-forgotten deities who have faded to shadows of themselves through lack of a living cult of worship. And I suggest that the establishment of such a cult would be their primary multigenerational family goal, a requirement of the full return to power; the power of gods is a function of the faith of those who believe in them. Our tyrannies and empires have been mining the waning power of a dead god for centuries.
It is also established as canon in the original series that Pugsley is what the Wednesday series calls a Da Vinci, a Tony Stark like genius who in season one episode eleven of the original series, The Addams Family Meets the VIPs, invents a Disintegrator Gun that annihilates things, including Cousin Creep, offhandedly for his own amusement as a prank. What might he come up with when hell bent for vengeance?
Pugsley is also the first clearly queer main character in a television series, a landmark usually attributed to the 1971 show All In the Family’s character of Steve. In season one episode six of the original series, Morticia Joins the Ladies League, Pugsley has what can only be described as a transgressive queer and cross species relationship with Gordo the Gorilla, whom he converts from performances as Gordo the Killer Gorilla to Worlds Most Domesticated Gorilla, appearing onstage at the circus in drag as a maid. Pugsley is actually shown in bed with the gorilla, grinning cheerfully in his romantic conquest, and how that passed the censors in 1964 I cannot imagine. Nor can I fathom how this aspect of the character has not become his most definitive to modern audiences. Like Loki the Trickster who shapechanges genders and species, or like Virginia Woolf’s Orlando who can change genders at will, Pugsley is either explicitly queer or what Luce Irigaray called gender fluid. One may be able to claim all manner of wonderful adventures, but how many can boast of adding a gorilla to their personal bag of conquests? I can well imagine holding ones peers spellbound with the tale at Harrow or the like.
On Fester
Fester references Igor, sidekick of Frankenstein, and Lurch is one of their race of supermen made of animated unlike parts, powers Fester displays with a lightbulb as a gag. But he is a lightning caster, bearing the ultimate power of the gods to create and destroy, depicted as a hieratic monk who among other forms of abjuration of the flesh and self-mortification sleeps on a bed of nails and also practices torture as an art form, a master of weapons and a criminal master thief as well as jovially mad. In this discontiguous image like the Hobgoblin’s Broken Mirror Fester is alone and unique among mythic figures, but two correspondences stand out; Dionysus the god of madness and Loki the Trickster as the god of outlaws who restores balance to the world by stealing what the wicked have stolen from the powerless.
His signature power, however, clearly places him as a Miltonic Rebel and his earlier version Prometheus, who wields the stolen fire of the gods and like Victor Frankenstein has used it to create Lurch “to disprove the existence of God” as the line in the film Van Helsing goes. This is revolutionary struggle and seizure of power from Authority, in echo and reflection of the rebellion of the Rebel Angel. Fester bears the marks of all of this, Dionysus, Loki, Prometheus and The Rebel, and his name signals the putrefaction of death which connects to his monastic self torture for in so doing he makes of his flesh a dead thing beyond control by others through its needs. In this he is truly fearsome, a master of the arts of death, war, and torture who cannot be compelled and is also mad. And all of this is also an inheritance of his nephew and niece whom he trains.
On Lurch
Lurch is both a zombie-like bound spirit and a figure of Frankenstein’s monster, and identified with the Addams family home itself as ancestral memory. I suspect Fester of being his co-creator as Igor, and I still find Young Frankenstein with its Putting On the Ritz scene the most delightful version of his myth. For the most terrifying, I refer you to the series by David Koontz; for the most beautiful, the Guillermo del Toro film.
On Grandma Ma
Grandma Ma is a witch who just showed up and moved in without anyone questioning whose grandma she was, though as a title Grandmother refers to Baba Yaga. Gomez both claims her as his mother and is startled when Morticia calls her his Grandma Ma and he replies; “I thought she was on your side of the family!” Throughout the canon her exact relationship to the Addams family changes, but what is important is that she does the work of feeding and healing the family as a giver of life. She presides over this role from her boiling witch cauldron as if it were her realm and center of power, the maintenance of bodily life, a function which also goes unquestioned, which I think very wise if she is actually Baba Yaga, whom even an ancient family of death gods and goddesses might fear.
As a figure of the Guide of the Soul on Underworld journeys Baba Yaga might help a hero on a quest or eat him on a whim with her fearsome iron teeth; she is an initiatrix who poses Sphinx-like riddles and battles ferocious monsters on behalf of the virtuous or unleashes them to terrorize humankind, and reminds me of the Hag of Battle, Scáthach of the Shadows, who teaches the hero Cú Chulainn the arts of war in Irish myth, and Durga who slays the demon Mahishasura in the Hindu mythos.
Her first distinguishing characteristic is her awesome power as a goddess of chaos and death, her second is her role as a guide and source of Forbidden knowledge which is linked to riddles, and the third is her inscrutability of motives and moral ambiguity as human ideas of good and evil have nothing to do with her whatever.
She is also the source of the Addams Family power, primordial and wild like the Devourers of Frost and Old Night in Norse mythology, or an ur-Titan in the Greco-Roman myths.
With this my interrogation of the Addams Family as a pantheon is complete; Hades and Persephone as Gomez and Morticia, the Trickster and Zagreus as Wednesday and Pugsley, elements of Dionysus, Loki, and the Rebel Angel sharing one flesh in Fester, Lurch a Frankenstein’s monster and ancestral bound spirit, with Thing a liberated spoil of war, and Baba Yaga or Grandma Ma reigning over all as an Underworld Guide and arbiter of fate.
Original Series Full Episodes
Untamed Love: Gomez and Morticia
Gomez
Best of Gomez
The SECRET Identity of Gomez Addams (Why He’s the Scariest Addams of All)
The DARK Truth of Gomez Addams (Why He Can’t Die)
Morticia
Best of Morticia
Morticia Addams being iconic for 10 minutes straight (1964 series)
The SECRET Identity of Morticia Addams
Fester
Best of Fester
Fester: the Most Dangerous Addams
Wednesday
Best of Wednesday
The MYTHIC Archetype of Wednesday Addams
The SECRET Identity of Wednesday Addams
Pugsley
The Untold Story of Pugsley
Grandma Ma
Lurch
Both a bound spirit and a figure of Frankenstein’s monster, and identified with the Addams family home itself as ancestral memory
Best of Lurch
The SECRET Identity of Lurch
Thing
The SECRET Identity of THING
The SECRET Identity of the Addams Family (Why They’ll NEVER Die)
To read is to share the thoughts of others, to journey untethered through the deep well of time and memory. For with the invention of writing we humans surmounted the limits of our form in the struggle to realize our uniqueness as both discovery and self-creation, becoming human as a collaborative work with others as informing, motivating, and shaping forces of identity.
Ideas of the cosmos and our place in it have always been central to the work of becoming human, and magic has always primarily been about changing the rules by which we live as seizures of power, a liminal space of play wherein nothing is Forbidden and we alone become the arbiters of what for ourselves is real and true.
“Magic lets you break the rules” as the line of John Constantine goes in the telenovela Legends of Tomorrow; what is magic, and how does it work?
The work of a magician, like that of a poet, is to collect powerful emotional experiences which can be used as the raw fuel which powers the reimagination and transformation of ourselves and of the universe, to be deployed through will and poetic vision in becoming a fulcrum and changing the balance of power in the world. A magician worships nothing, no gods and no masters as Blanqui teaches us, but sets out to become a god. This is an art of revolutionary struggle and seizure of power, of liberation from authorized identities and of self-construal, as is true of all human beings as we grow up. Always there remains the struggle between the masks others make for us and those we make for ourselves; this is the first revolution in which we all must fight, the struggle for self-ownership.
How did I come to a theory of magic as self creation, revolutionary struggle, seizure of power from Authority, and a form of poetic vision?
In the wake of a primary trauma of being Most Sincerely Dead for moments from the pressure wave of a police grenade which had hurled me out of my body in the most terrible incident of state terror I know of in America during my lifetime, Bloody Thursday 1969 People’s Park Berkeley, in which I lived myriads of lives in alternate possible futures as my consciousness stood outside of time and free from the limits of my flesh, I processed this catastrophic event through the help of two mentors, my partner Dolly, then my childhood crush and best friend, and William S. Burroughs, my father’s partner in practicing magic and a kind of unofficial uncle. Where Burroughs taught me and included me in the rituals he and my theatre director father staged, Dolly and I tested our limits and invented an enormous backstory of previous incarnations together from shared dreams, respectively my first storytelling and my first historical research project.
During seventh grade I began to learn French in addition to the Chinese and Japanese I had begun at the age of nine following Bloody Thursday, the latter part of my martial arts and formal study of Zen Buddhism, and soon developed an interest in the literature, art, and cinema of Surrealism which provided a basis for my magical studies.
By my Sophomore year of high school my obsession with magic as a means of control and empowerment in a terrifying and unpredictable world began to give way to my teen fanboy stage of idolizing Ludwig Wittgenstein and James Joyce. So began my lifelong quest for a universal language hidden within the unconscious which held out the tantalizing possibility of overriding our divisions and forging a United Humankind, concurrent with my hobby of learning languages where ever I wandered in my many travels.
What Wittgenstein and Joyce offered me was a set of universal principles by which to understand how languages worked and why, which reached into and beyond the field of linguistics; an underlying grammar or rules for constructing reality, very much like and replacing in my affections the occult arts of my earlier years, because languages work so much better as windows into the thoughts of others than ritualized poetry. Though poetry has remained my primary instrument of self-construal and of processing my experience, and for this I have the influences of magic and of Surrealism of which it is arguably a part to thank.
Among all of my treasured collection of magical grimoires there was one which survived this transition of my life as I grew up, and of course it was the one that got away.
As I wrote in my post of November 16 2025 Defining Moments Part Three: A Library of Possible Selves Through My Languages and An Atlas of Myself; Among my treasures where live the voices of my cherished companions through life which rest bound in leather or cloth, gilded and illustrated and written in strange inks or simply printed on creamy paper and smelling of vanilla and old saddles, histories of our conversations across vast gulfs of time and space awaiting the moment I need them again, lies brooding a symbol of the unknowability of the Infinite and the Conservation of Ignorance, the Sefer ha-Zohar or Book of Splendor.
Heart of the Kabbalah written by Moses de Leon in Spain and first published about 1275, I discovered this single volume edition in our family library, wedged between Encyclopaedia Britannica and the University of Chicago’s Great Books of the Western World series as a teenager while reading through both in their entirety over several years, and claimed it as my own.
This was during an enthusiasm which began as a high school Freshman for Ludwig Wittgenstein’s Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus and his disciple James Joyce’s attempt to reinvent humankind through a new universal language in Finnegans Wake, and I recognized immediately that Kabbalah was a project of like intent, within the context of Tikkun Olam or Repair of the World.
Written in a secret language? And filled with bizarre and utterly ambiguous symbols and metaphors? Of course I loved it.
That it was a forgery written for profit by a charlatan and reimagined by a madman just made it better in my eyes. This is the real book fictionalized by Lovecraft as the Necronomicon.
But like the visions of the Infinite and the alam al mythal it contains, the Book of Splendor remained beyond my grasp, dancing in and out of my awareness like a shifting fire of darkness and light. That which fascinated, intrigued, and compelled also warded questioning and ultimately escaped me; as it was written not in Hebrew for which I might have found a teacher but in a coded scholar’s cryptodialect of Aramaic and Andalusi Romance, a precursor of Spanish and Portuguese which uses Arabic script, languages which remained opaque to me. And even if translated one must be thoroughly familiar with the symbolic system it references in the Talmud and Midrash before Kabbalah becomes comprehensible. This was the only thing I ever gave up on, entangled with the Moebius Loop of language like Ahab lashed to the whale by the lines of his harpoon in his mad quest to break through the mask to the Infinite; though I read Gershom Scholem’s foundational study Kabbalah when it was published during my Freshman year of high school in 1974.
Among all of these voices of possibilities of becoming human stands the Zohar in its silence, voice of the Infinite, and it says; “I bear secrets; open me.”
And I with Ahab reply; “To the end I will grapple with thee.”
“Do Not Read From the Book” scene in The Mummy
Grimoires, a reading list
As these were written from within extinct paradigms of Christianity and scholasticism in a prescientific age, employing symbolic systems remote to us, they are opaque and possibly useless as tools of active imagination. But they remain superb models for organizing ones own thoughts, the invention of our own unique schema and the authorship of personal ceremonial practices.
Eight years ago in October of 2018 I founded my publication Torch of Liberty to create actionable policy, strategy, and ideological guidance, and to provide intelligence briefings to the constellation of networks of alliance and organizations of liberation struggle globally which in the subsequent years have come to include Antifascists, Living Autonomous Zones and collectives, International Brigade volunteer forces, Resistance to tyranny and state terror including the Trump regime and the capture of the American state by the Fourth Reich, and democracy movements, and I write now in celebration and reflection of our journey together in the glorious quest of reimagination and transformation of human being, meaning, and value, of how we choose to be human together, of our solidarity and role as guarantors of each other’s humanity and universal human rights, and of the limitless possibilities of becoming human which we share.
Observant readers may have wondered why I haven’t posted my usual garden photos since the start of summer; I returned home a few days ago, in time to celebrate my partner Dolly’s 71st birthday here at Dollhouse Park, having gone walkabout much of these last four months. What mischief have I been up to? Putting out the fire with gasoline in Buenos Aires and Paris, and encouraging as I might the Cockroach Party in India and the election of Lula over Bolsonaro once again in Brazil, among other places and things, quite recently, while a very long and shockingly successful campaign to force America to abandon her military bases and imperial allies in the Middle East played out in fits and starts through the summer and early fall, in which I was a not impartial witness, including efforts by the people of Yemen to unify their nation and win independence from colonialists and their proxies. Threaded among all of this are my local actions here in Spokane Washington as a Precinct Captain of the Democratic Party to show the Party of Treason the door on November 3; I would never allow my duty of care for others in solidarity of action to interfere with my duty to my nation as a co-owner of the state in a free society of equals, nor long tarry from the company of my wonderful, brilliant, and compassionate life partner Theresa (Dolly) McKay. Must have been other adventures, but I cannot recall precisely what.
But one can always refer to the written record, wherein I have published my daily briefings, musings, and stray thoughts here in Torch of Liberty and the myriad platforms I publish it to. Two thousand nine hundred eleven and more unique essays and counting, something between personal daily journals in which I process our shared public trauma of current events and interpretive and predictive essays in which I parse their meanings and work through the consequences of our histories and possible actions for our lives in this moment and for our future. Herein I sort among futures, using critical tools of literature, history, psychology, and philosophy, the instruments of my field of study since my teenage years which is the origins of evil as violence, inequality, and systems of oppression and dehumanization, and sort between tyranny and liberty, degradation and exaltation, to refine the human from the monstrous, the legacies of our history, and systems of unequal power, from falsification, commodification, and dehumanization.
This mad Quixotic quest has taken me to places liminal and strange, wherein our possibilities of becoming human are destroyed and recreated beyond the boundaries of the Forbidden in the uncharted places of our maps of human being, meaning, and value; the blank spaces and unknowns marked Here Be Dragons.
Here among the Dragons we may lose ourselves, find ourselves, dream the impossible and make it real; for beyond the limits of authorized identities we are Unconquered and free.
These past eight years encompass the whole struggle to save democracy against subversion by the Fourth Reich which has captured the state in the First and Second Trump regimes, the fight versus Trump’s ICE white supremacist terror force and its campaign of ethnic cleansing, the historic Black Lives Matter protests for equality and racial justice which seized fifty American cities and in which we Antifa direct action teams fought both police and Homeland Security forces and their deniable assets, brownshirts, and militias like the Oathkeepers and Proud Boys who were engaged in a destabilization campaign of arson, looting, violence, and the kidnapping, torture, and assassination of protestors as state terror and repression of dissent at the orders of the Triumvirate of Trump, Barr, and Wolf, which ended with the surrender of the United States to its citizens as the Triumvirs declared New York, Portland, and Seattle as Autonomous Zones, and Antifa emerged as the only force to have defeated the federal government of the US on its own ground or within her borders since Little Bighorn.
It’s a strategy of centralization of power, manufacture of legitimacy, and capture of the narrative Trump has tried several times before and is now re-enacting as in the performative morality play of his Antifa Roundtable to shift the blame for the violence his forces inflict on the citizens who protest against it, as he sends armies to Occupy cities which are bastions of liberty like Chicago, Portland, and Los Angeles. Among the most vile and criminal acts of terror committed by his terror forces is the 2025 pepper ball shooting of Pastor David Black by ICE in Chicago. And this we must Resist, and as before we will be victorious for all refusal to submit to tyranny and state terror confers freedom, and we become Unconquered and Living Autonomous Zones bearing seeds of change which can liberate others. “Fire catches”; thus saith the Mockingjay.
Grandeur to match the glory of our victories over the tyranny and terror of Trump’s regime and the Fourth Reich was found in our seizure of power in Seattle’s Capital Hill Autonomous Zone, the first of many which I helped to found throughout the world as the originator of the Living Autonomous Zones idea and networks of collective action and revolutionary struggle.
Though I have often failed, as I did in the Last Stands at Mariupol in Ukraine 2022 though we survivors of the breakout founded networks of Resistance to take the fight to the enemy within Russia, Panjshir in Afghanistan 2021 after the Fall of Kabul, and near-continuously since Black Saturday 2023 in Palestine and Lebanon against the brutal terror and genocide of Israel and her war of imperial conquest and dominion, though in the Red Sea Campaign to counter-blockade the Israeli blockade of humanitarian aid to Palestine we were victorious even despite Biden’s and then Trump’s drone attacks and attempts to kill me personally in Yemen, still we were victorious in refusal to submit to force and control and we remain Unconquered and free.
And in forcing the United States government to abandon its network of military bases in the Middle East, we may have begun the collapse of American imperial dominion and hegemony which relies on the strategic resource of oil as much as it does the belligerence of its client fortress state of Israel. For when America is no longer able to fund and arm Israel, it will become nothing, and Palestine will be free.
As the Oath of the Resistance given to me in Beirut 1982 by the great Jean Genet goes; “We swear our loyalty to each other, to Resist and yield not, and abandon not our fellows.”
This, friends, this solidarity, this refusal to submit, this will to claw our way out of the ruins and make yet another Last Stand beyond hope of victory or even survival, this, this, this.
May we make a better future than we have the past.
As I wrote in my post of February 9 2024, Why Do I Write, and Why Am I Writing To All of You Here, in the Nakedness of my Life, my Voice, and my Truth, as America Begins Her Last Stand Against Fascism in the 2024 Elections; Now and then I poke sleeping dragons with a stick, among them my own normalities; its why I travel when I write about a place and its current events, to disrupt my own expectations and ideas as I act to bring change to systems of oppression.
A maker of mischief, I.
Today’s post in my daily journal Torch of Liberty marks my debut on the writer’s and reader’s community and newsletter platform Substack, an event which calls for the questioning of my ends and means; why do I write, and why am I writing to all you here, in the nakedness of my life, my voice, and my truth, in this moment of tidal change as America begins her Last Stand against fascism in the 2024 elections?
As I re-evaluate my mission of the Restoration of democracy and actions as a guarantor of our universal human rights both in America and globally, and its praxis as Resistance to fascism and revolutionary struggle against tyranny and systems of unequal power, I reflect on the path which brought me here and the Defining Moments of my history.
First among these traumatic events of destruction and recreation which revealed to me my true self and mission, Bloody Thursday 1969 in People’s Park, Berkeley when the police at the order of then-governor Reagan opened fire on student protestors, and I at nine years of age holding my mother’s hand in the front line as I was driven out of my body by the force wave of a police grenade, and in that brief awareness beyond time as I lay dead in her arms beheld our myriad possible futures; overwhelmingly those of centuries of tyranny and wars of imperial dominion ending with the extinction of human beings. I’ve been trying to warn others in hope of changing our future ever since, and I am failing.
Second my near execution by police who were bounty hunting abandoned street children in Sao Paulo Brazil where I was training as a fencer the summer before I began high school in 1974, when I refused to step aside between them and a boy with a twisted leg who could not run. I was rescued by the Matadors, something between vigilantes, revolutionaries, and criminals who brought a Reckoning to the wealthy and powerful beyond the law or who were the law, founded by the great and terrible Pedro Rodrigues Filho the year before, who welcomed me into their ferocious brotherhood with the words; “You are one of us; come with us. We can’t save everyone, but we can avenge.”
Third was the Siege of Beirut in the summer of 1982, when my culinary tour of the Mediterranean before my senior year at university in San Francisco was interrupted by the Israeli invasion of Lebanon. Israeli soldiers had set fire to two children and were laughing and making bets on how far they could run before collapsing into ruin, and I found myself fighting them as the children screamed in agony and horror burning to death. Others joined me, more joined us, and from that day I was part of the defense of the city.
There was a café on the far side of a sniper alley that served the best strawberry crepes in the world, and my friends and I made an extreme sport of dashing across it for breakfast. One morning an elegant gentleman sat at my table, and said in French; ”I am told you do this every day, steal breakfast from death.”
To this I replied; “Yes; moments stolen from death are all we truly own, and set us free. It’s a poor man who has no joys worth dying for.”
He smiled and said “I agree”; so began our conversations at breakfast, until the day came when Israel overran the barricades. The IDF were asking for surrender, blindfolding the children of those who came out and using them as human shields, and setting fire to the homes of those who refused. When they set fire to our house, and our discovery that our only weapon was the bottle of champagne we had just finished, he asked; Will you surrender?” and I said no.
“Neither will I” he replied, and stood. “As I offer you now, offer others at need; this is the Oath of the Resistance which I invented in Paris 1940 after spending much of the previous year spying on the Nazis in Berlin, reworded from my oath as a Legionnaire in 1918. It’s the finest thing I ever stole. Say with me; We swear our loyalty to each other, to resist and yield not, and abandon not our fellows.” Thus was I set on my life path by Jean Genet, in a burning house, in a lost cause, in a time of fear and horrors, with the Oath of the Resistance which I now offer all of you.
And he gave me a principle of action that day, by which I have lived now for over forty years, among the unknown spaces on our maps of becoming human marked Here Be Dragons, where there are no rules, and now recommend to you; “When there is no hope, one can do impossible things, glorious things.”
Among his last words to me, having asked him “What do I do now with my life, now that I’ve seen through the lies and illusions by which authority seeks to enslave us? How do I live, when the world itself is a mirage and untrue, when the world is a lie?”
To which he replied; “Live with grandeur.”
What is Torch of Liberty? A voice of democracy and the Resistance, as the banner of my periodical declares, whose intent is to incite, provoke, and disturb.
A journal of my witness of history and current events, and their meaning for strategy, intelligence, and policy for antifascists, revolutionaries, democracy activists, and allies of liberation struggle, wherein I interpret events as they occur using lenses of history, literature, psychology, and philosophy. It’s a method I developed from Robert G.L. Waite’s multidisciplinary study The Psychopathic God: Adolf Hitler, which I read as a high school senior and also motivated me, along with Jerzy Kosinski’s The Painted Bird, to choose the origins of evil and its actions as war, genocide, violence, and the social use of force as my field of study.
Seven years ago this month I founded Torch of Liberty and Lilac City Antifa together, a network of action and its community publication, to work through ideology and its praxis in the context of real world events and actions, to offer actionable intelligence, strategy, and ideological and policy guidance to all who make mischief for tyrants, and to reveal the meaning and consequences of current events. Herein I struggle to find answers to two primary existential questions.
Who do we want to become, we humans; masters and slaves, or a free society of equals?
What is to be done, as Lenin and Tolstoy asked with such different answers and results?
If we are to inhabit the perspectives of others and transform boundaries into interfaces, we must be willing to embrace otherness as diversity and inclusion but also as truths written in our flesh, the witness of history, and what Foucault called truth telling; writing is a sacred calling in pursuit of truth, which like love frees us from the flags of our skin and from authorized identities as an imposed condition of struggle.
Are we not the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and to others?
Always there remains the struggle between the masks we make for ourselves and those made for us by others. This is the first revolution in which we all must fight; the struggle for the ownership of ourselves.
As Virginia Woolf teaches us, “If we cannot tell the truth about ourselves, we cannot tell the truth about others.”
So for my ars poetica as a praxis of revolutionary struggle. But I do not write to you today as an apologetics for poetic vision as the reimagination and transformation of human being, meaning, and value, nor for chaos as the adaptive range and change potential of systems, nor to give warning as we pass through Rashomon Gate Events of history under multiple threats of civilizational collapse and the extinction of our species and on its reverse face the limitless possibilities of becoming human, nor of the joy of total freedom which balances the terror of our nothingness.
No, friends and those I hope may become friends, herein I write to you to ask for your help in questioning our truths, that together we may perform the Four Primary Duties of Citizens; Question Authority, Expose Authority, Mock Authority, and Challenge Authority, as seizures of power, allyship, and solidarity in liberation struggle and bringing change to systems of oppression and unequal power, as guarantors of each other’s humanity and universal human rights in refusal to submit to authority and those who would enslave us through commodification, falsification, and dehumanization, in these years of the Last Stand Against Fascism as it unfolds in America and throughout the world.
Hope, solidarity, the witness of history, and truth telling; such are my motives and purposes in writing to you as an open letter to humankind in this pivotal moment and to future generations.
And last but most important of all among my motives and purposes in writing, like Hope hidden in Pandora’s Box once the evils have escaped, herein I write to find healing for the flaws of our humanity and the brokenness of the world in sharing our journeys toward becoming human and in the reimagination and transformation of how we choose to be human together.
I hope to have lived, and written, not at the end of the story of humankind, but at its beginning.
And all of this tumultuous and traumatic chaotization and unraveling as human civilization falls from the mechanical failures of its internal contradictions and is reborn, either to an Age of Tyranny or a United Humankind as our choices about how to be human together unfold across the next several centuries.
We now face existential threats first of the subversion of democracy by theocratic tyranny and fascism in America and throughout the world, second of the abandonment of the idea of universal human rights, the collapse of civilization founded on the values of the Enlightenment, and the delegitimation of its bastion and incubator of a United Humankind the United Nations by Israel’s genocide of the Palestinians and other war crimes and crimes against humanity in the Gaza War and the lack of decisive action to stop it by the international community, third Russia’s invasion of Ukraine and other fronts of World War Three as she tries to refound her empire in Europe, the Middle East, and Africa, fourth China’s looming plan of imperial conquest and dominion of the Pacific Rim, and the end of the earth’s capacity to sustain life and our own species extinction as a consequence of our reliance on fossil fuels as a strategic resource which confers global dominion of the capitalist class and of our addiction to power and control of nature.
First among our primary existential threats is Nazi revivalism in America and Europe and the emerging new global order of fascism and totalitarian states of blood, faith, and soil. This includes Trump’s captured state of Vichy America and his role as global figurehead of the Fourth Reich white horrifically combines white supremacist terror, Christian Identity nationalism and theocratic-patriarchal sexual terror, and unchecked kleptocratic grift and the rule of plutocratic elites through privatization and deregulation, Orban’s Hungary which is the launchpad for Nazi revivalism in Europe, the capture of Italy by the original Fascist Party, and the political fronts which have become the opposition parties in France, Spain, and elsewhere, but also fascist states beyond the limits of Nazi ideology arising from similar forces of identity politics and the centralization of power to carceral states of force and control which include Modi’s India, Myanmar, and the Netanyahu regime of Israel.
Second among our direct and immediate threats is the Genocide of the Palestinians as the Netanyahu regime of Israel completes its transformation from a democracy to a fascist and totalitarian state of total militarization in the imperial conquest and dominion of her neighbors to found Greater Israel as a “Middle Eastern Sparta”, as American taxes buy the deaths of a people on whose bones Trump and Netanyahu plan to build a Riviera of casinos for elites.
And since Black Saturday October 7 2023 as the Gaza War erupted and became a regional theatre of World War Three as a theatrical performance in three dimensions; first the seventy years of anticolonial struggle of Palestine versus America and her colony of Israel which has gradually degenerated into a mirror image of the Nazi society it was designed to protect us all from, second the broader conflict between the Arab-American Alliance and the Dominion of Iran including Iraq, Lebanon, Yemen, and until we liberated it last December Syria, which is driven by the historical sectarian Sunni-Shia division, and third its dimensions as World War Three as Iran’s ally Russia attempts to re-found her Empire versus that of Turkey for control of the Mediterranean and the Middle East, in Africa directly opposing France, and in proxy wars with America, and all of this as civilizational collapse and rebirth in the titanic struggle between forces of liberation and imperial state terror and tyranny as a theatre of cruelty. All of this is fracture and disruption of our world order grounded in Humanism, and its our second most terrible threat to humankind after fascism and the Age of Tyrants to come because of the failure of the international community to stop it and the failure of America to bring our dog to heel with the Boycott, Divestiture, and Sanction of Israel, regime change in Israel, the total disarmament of Israel, and sending peacekeeping forces to help restore our universal human rights and to create a secular state of Israel where no faith of ancestral bloodline has status under the law. Israel is the shoal on which our civilization founders, and it must be reimagined and transformed if our human rights are to have value in the future.
Third among the lines of fracture of this large scale transformative process is the Third World War now ongoing in multiple theatres of conflict as Russia attempts to re-found her empire; first in the democracy and peace movements within Russia itself to bring regime change to its totalitarian plutocracy of crime syndicates, second the Russian capture of the state in America under the puppet regime of Trump who is also the primary figurehead of the Fourth Reich of patriarchal sexual terror, white supremacist terror, and theocratic Christian Identity tyranny, third in the Russian conquest of Ukraine and Russian atrocities and crimes against humanity, and in related conflicts, wars, and revolutions in Russian client states Belarus and Kazakhstan, and conflicts in Nagorno-Karabakh, Libya, and throughout Africa, as Putin tests the resolve of the western democracy and the solidarity of Europe.
Fourth, and only this far down the list because Xi Jinping hasn’t launched it yet and we are not yet fighting in the streets of San Francisco, Los Angeles, San Diego, Seattle, Honolulu, Sydney, and elsewhere, we also face the coming Chinese Conquest of the Pacific Rim and the Occupation of all cities with a Chinatown under the Overseas Chinese policy of the CCP, which declares all persons of Chinese blood to be their citizens and subject to their laws, though the invasion of Taiwan and the seizure of control of shipping in the South China Sea through the artificial archipelago of island fortresses built on the carcasses of coral reefs are the next steps in Xi Jinping’s grand strategy of dominion. We need only look to the vast laboratory of thought control and ethnic cleansing in Xinjiang, the ghost of a nation in Tibet, or to the repression of dissent and freedom in Hong Kong to see what that future would look like.
Fifth among the things that might dehumanize or kill us all is climate change, and like the Pacific Rim War it hasn’t truly become a visible threat for most of us yet, but it is inevitable. All that remains in question is how bad it has to get before we do something to stop it, and how quickly; because action now by a United Humankind reorganized for survival may keep its consequences within survivable boundaries. I believe we may have already passed the point of no return for our species, but as we become extinct posthuman species may emerge. The question now is whether something like ourselves will one day discover the ruins of our civilization, and begin to wonder who we were and why we destroyed ourselves.
As you know if you have followed my work here at Torch of Liberty, I believe we face an Age of Tyrants and around eight centuries of wars fought with weapons of unimaginable horror ending with our extinction. But I could be wrong, because of my own limits or the Butterfly Effect of myriads of possible futures, recursive causes, and Rashomon Gate Events. It’s up to each of us, in the end, to choose our own future and who we will become.
In this only our imagination limits us. Let us escape the legacies of our past, and with poetic vision reimagine and transform our possibilities of becoming human.
In the end all that matters is what we do with our fear, and how we use our power. Do something beautiful with yours.
Let us give to tyranny and terror, to fascisms of blood, faith, and soil, the only reply it merits; Never Again!
Who am I? By way of introduction, here follows my usual social media profile:
I am on the side of Prometheus; rebellion, chaos, anarchy, resistance, transgression, revolution, and the frightening of the horses.
Chaos autonomizes; Order appropriates, Law serves power, and there is no just Authority.
Always there remains the struggle between the masks we make for ourselves and those made for us by others. This is the first revolution in which we all must fight.
I am a writer and former counselor, high school debate coach and forensics teacher, and English teacher with a lifelong interest as a scholar in the nexus of literature, psychology, history, and philosophy, my chosen field of study being the origins of evil and violence in the Wagnerian Ring of fear, power, and force and its consequences as unequal power and systems of oppression and the social use of force as tyranny and terror.
What is the praxis of my values? My purpose as a democracy activist is to realize a free society of equals in which we are co-owners of the state and guarantors of each other’s rights, as a revolutionary to bring change to tyrannies of force and control and to systems of oppression, as an antifascist to bring a Reckoning to elite hierarchies of belonging and exclusionary otherness and to fascisms of blood, faith, and soil, as a member of the Resistance founded in Paris 1940 and sworn to its oath by the great Jean Genet in Beirut 1982 to do all of this without surrender and with absolute loyalty to my comrades in liberation struggle, and as the Oath goes “We swear our oath to each other, to Resist and cease not, and abandon not our fellows”, and as a human being to place my life in the balance with those of the powerless and the dispossessed, the silenced and the erased.
Why is simple to answer, though never easy to perform; that we may fight our way out of the ruins, every time, no matter the cost, and make yet another Last Stand beyond hope of victory or survival, and claw back something of our humanity from the darkness.
In this cluster of causes, democracy, revolution, antifascism, resistance, and solidarity with all those whom Frantz Fanon called The Wretched of the Earth, I travel and write, speak, teach, and organize liberation struggle.
I practice the Way of believing six impossible things before breakfast, as Lewis Carroll teaches us, but only those I myself have chosen or created.
When you begin to question the boundaries and interfaces between normality as authorized identity and transgression as seizure of power, between subjugation and liberty, the grotesque and the beautiful, idealizations of masculinity and femininity, of madness and vision, truths and lies, and to challenge the tyranny of other people’s ideas of virtue, you enter my world, the place of no rules, of unknowns and the limitless possibilities of becoming human, marked Here Be Dragons on our maps of human being, meaning, and value.
Welcome to freedom and its wonders and terrors; to reimagination, transformation, and discovery.
Thank you for sharing this journey with me, and may the new truths we create together bring all of us joy.
Live with grandeur, friends.
“Fire Is Catching”; where we live now
The Hunger Games: Mockingjay – Part 1; Fire Catches
“If we burn, you burn with us”
Michael Sheen performs ‘Do not go gentle into that good night’ by Dylan Thomas
(who I am)
September 23 2025 On Becoming a Fulcrum of Change, In the Shadow of Trump’s Declaration of Antifa As a Terrorist Organization
J’Accuse Traitor Trump and Musk the Troll King of war crimes, crimes against humanity, and of the murders of Ukrainian civilians in the Starlink Incident wherein the shield of Ukraine was taken down for bombardment by Russia in a coordinated stealth attack by the puppetmaster of the Trump regime, Vladimir Putin.
All of this come concurrently with some diplomatic shell games and double dealing, as Trump tries to squeeze every possible source of bribes before he is disavowed and renounced by voters in the midterm elections just a few days away, and Putin tries to finalize his conquest of Ukraine before the regime of his puppet Trump falls.
Musk of course remains the Apartheid and Dark Enlightenment ideologist who bankrolled Trump’s election and acted as his attack dog in sabotaging and dismantling the institutions of American democracy with his Doge program; he is not merely a plutocrat who believes mercy is a weakness that should be extinguished from the master race so that it can once again capture hegemony, but an enemy of the American ideals of liberty, equality, and justice for all who has sacrificed countless lives in engineering famine by ending US Aid to achieve his ideal society of masters and slaves, but now is also a war criminal like his partner in state terror and tyranny Trump.
This is why I opened my essay today with the famous words of the French Revolution by which aristos were identified for the guillotine. We must purge our destroyers from among us; thankfully we are still voting rather than shooting, and our midterms offer us a chance to continue this happy legacy. Trust me on this; voting is better than shooting.
As we are now voting in the mid terms which will grant or deny our permission for the aberrant and criminal Trump regime and the Party of Treason in the theft of women’s rights of bodily autonomy and of meaningful citizenship as patriarchal theocratic sexual terror led by a Rapist In Chief married to a foreign whore trafficked by his buddy Epstein and others, and of white supremacist terror and ethnic cleansing led by ICE which involves both foreign gulags of torture regimes and concentration camps on our own soil, I ask all of you to vote for Democrats and to persuade others to do the same.
We must free the state from capture by the Fourth Reich; if you want a clear example of what they plan for us all in America, look at what Russia is doing to Ukraine.
As written by Dan Sabbagh in The Guardian, in an article entitled In Ukraine, civilian casualties were already rising. Restrictions on Starlink will only worsen the death toll; “In Ukraine the situation was already jittery enough. Donald Trump has been inventing ceasefires and buying Russian diesel to shore up his flagging popularity, while a sinister new wave of faster, jet-powered drones are breaking through Kyiv’s stretched air defences. Casualties are rising as the weather turns.
Overnight, Russia bombed three power plants that supply Kyiv, aiming to cut off heating and electricity to the city. According to the president, Volodymyr Zelenskyy, for a second night in a row no warning came from Ukraine’s western allies of the incoming ballistic missiles – and so no air raid alert was issued.
Then, on Tuesday night, and without warning, Ukraine’s military found that Elon Musk’s Starlink mobile internet system, on which it heavily relies, had stopped working on its drones flying faster than 160km/h (100mph).
Or at least that was the official limit: in practice, drones flying over 80km/h could no longer communicate.
The immediate assumption in Kyiv is that the White House is once again trying to bully Ukraine into accepting an unattractive deal with Russia.
However, on Tuesday Trump did say that no intelligence-sharing had been paused, and similar comments were made by Mark Rutte, the secretary general of Nato on Wednesday. It is possible the lack of ballistic warning is coincidental.
Even Serhii Beskrestnov, Zelenskyy’s high-profile military technology adviser, has expressed public doubts about whether the US had paused the sharing of missile detection. “Friends, this is not the first time that the launch of an S-400 has not been detected,” he posted on Monday. “We should not jump to conclusions.”
However, there has now been an absence of incoming warnings for two days in a row. The second of these was in tandem with the unexpected throttling of Starlink, a system supplied by Musk with the approval of the US military.
So it is hardly reassuring against the backdrop of White House threats, which have emerged every time a flailing Trump has tried to end the war in Ukraine.
The last time Trump paused intelligence-sharing – which is, in effect, valuable information about Russian positions and movements – was in March 2025, shortly after Zelenskyy’s infamous dusting down in the Oval Office.
“You don’t have the cards,” Trump said, as he took another away. Ukraine rapidly lost a chunk of territory it had occupied in Russia’s Kursk region before sharing was restored.
A confirmed pause this time would mark a serious breach when Ukraine is more than holding off its larger neighbour on the frontline, even as the situation on the home front is worsening.
Russia has bombed two bridges in Kyiv, gas stations, city centre buildings and out-of-town warehouses, showing little restraint as it aims to harm Ukrainian civilians while it struggles to win the conventional war.
The effect of a more permanent halt to Starlink for Ukrainian drones or anything military that moves faster than 50mph is a little more complex. Starlink is how Ukraine directs many of its mid-strike (or mid-range) drones accurately towards their targets into occupied areas behind enemy lines, critical for helping the defenders maintain the rough balance on the front.
Yet, ironically, Starlink is not used for the long-range missions that target the Russian oil refineries about which Trump is so concerned, because it has long been disabled by the company inside Russia’s internationally recognised borders.
“There’s no meaningful effect on deep-strike operations,” one Ukrainian soldier said, while conceding there could be as much as a 30-fold drop in mid-strike operations because the alternatives are 30 times more expensive. Commanders are “replanning everything”, the soldier added, and aiming to find ways to carry on missions using different technologies and techniques.
Starlink is also, more importantly – as Beskrestnov emphasised on Wednesday – used by air-defence interceptors in the most effective system to down Russia’s deadly new jet-powered Shahed drones. These are at least twice as fast as traditional piston-engined Shaheds, and Ukraine’s rate of interception had dropped to 60% in September, before recovering to 75% according to the country’s air force.
The reality, then, is that the Starlink manoeuvre may not have much impact on oil prices, and only a limited effect on Ukraine’s frontline position, while putting the country’s civilians in greater danger.
As the Ukrainian human rights activist Oleksandra Matviichuk put it: “Without that protection, Russian drones will strike residential buildings, hospitals and schools like targets in a shooting gallery.”
Meanwhile, diplomatically, the situation is more finely poised. It was already the case that the Trump White House had proved to be a difficult and unreliable partner. What Zelenskyy, on a visit to London on Wednesday, needs from the likes of the UK prime minster, Andy Burnham, is pressure on the US to ensure the Starlink pause and whatever is happening with intelligence-sharing does not metastasise into a deeper crisis.”
As written by Tom Nichols in The Atlantic, in an article entitled America Is Now an Ally of Russia: Donald Trump has abandoned the Western order.; “
In the past week, the president of the United States has conclusively turned America into an ally of the Russian Federation.
Donald Trump has now abandoned pretense and is openly aiding the Kremlin in its war against a friend and partner of the U.S. The American commander in chief has abandoned the Western order, the most successful—and powerful—security arrangement in human history. To judge from the available evidence, he has not done so out of a cold calculation of the national interest. Instead, he has based his decisions on his own interests; his open admiration for Russia’s dictator; his resentment of Ukraine’s democratically elected president; and quite possibly other factors that so far have remained obscured from the American public.
In September, Trump signed a sanctions bill that Congress had passed, named after the late Senator Lindsey Graham, a pro-Ukraine hawk. The legislation sanctioned Russia as well as other countries that are supporting Russia’s invasion and brutalization of Ukraine. The bill was approved with bipartisan support, but some Republicans and most House Democrats voted against the law, arguing that it contained a trap door, a provision that would allow Trump to suspend the prescribed sanctions at will.
Those critics were correct to be worried. Trump pulled the lever on that trap door just two days before the law was supposed to go into effect. In an executive order signed on Friday, Trump said that “such a waiver at this time is in the national interests of the United States”—he declined to explain exactly how the waiver was in America’s interests—and that the law would remain unexecuted until such time as his administration decides otherwise. This waiver came a short while after Trump lifted restrictions on Russia’s sales of diesel fuel to the U.S. and other markets.
Trump’s recent actions in support of Russia are so obvious that they have generated a rare moment of bipartisan disgust: Both Democrats and Republicans now seem to share a horror at the betrayal of Ukraine, and at the president’s reckless abdication of America’s role as leader of the free world.
The president’s aides are scrambling to explain why this capitulation to Russia isn’t exactly what it looks like. Secretary of State Marco Rubio, when pressed by a reporter, said that the administration would “assess” the impact of the Graham Act after a 60-day period. This was nonsense: The executive order includes no such timeline, and no one seriously believes that the administration is running numbers to decide whether sanctions are a good idea.
Rubio was joined in his excuse making by a handful of desperate Republicans who tried to cast Trump’s decision as some sort of tough-love patriotism. When asked on Sunday whether he agreed with Trump on lifting sanctions, Senator James Lankford of Oklahoma said, “He is choosing the American people first, is what he’s doing.” But few even on the American right seem willing to buy it. Trump loyalist Senator Ted Cruz called Trump’s move “a mistake,” and Senator Darline Graham, who now holds her brother’s seat, broke with Trump as well.
Some conservative commentators, including Andy McCarthy, a former federal prosecutor who writes for National Review, expressed considerably more rage. McCarthy wrote on Saturday that Putin is on a “quest to reconstitute America’s Soviet enemy,” and that “President Donald Trump is giving him aid and comfort.” As a lawyer, McCarthy surely did not choose those words at random. Aid and comfort are part of the criteria in Article III of the Constitution of the United States that define treason. McCarthy called for “immediate hearings about this week’s shocking escalation of the Trump-Putin alliance.”
Trump’s decision has nothing to do with American national security. His de facto alliance with Russia is a sordid arrangement rooted in his own fears and hatreds.
First, Trump knows that Republicans are almost certainly facing a beating in the midterm elections, in part over the price of gas—a spike caused by the kind of war in Iran that he promised during his 2024 campaign to never start. He is desperate to do anything he can to lower the price of gas, and because he does not seem to understand how the international economy works, he may well believe that some janky diesel deal with Russia will alleviate high fuel prices in the United States. (It will not, although it will certainly help some Russian companies.)
As Malcolm Rifkind, a former defense minister of the United Kingdom, put it this weekend: “Donald Trump has shown himself as a person to be repulsive; as a President of the United States to be a disgrace to his own people as well as to his international responsibilities. We all know his actual reasons for this are a grubby attempt to win a few more votes in the midterms by trying to get oil prices down.” The result, Rifkind rightly added, is that Trump will now be “directly responsible” for the deaths of Ukrainians who will die while Putin uses the Russian alliance with America to continue the fighting.
But even if the American economy were in better shape, Trump’s history with Putin suggests that he was never going to allow the sanctions in the Graham Act to be enforced. Trump’s suspension of the law is a signal to Ukraine, to Russia, to Europe, and to America’s NATO allies that the Trump White House and Putin’s Kremlin are now on the same side.
Trump’s man-crush on the Russian dictator has been well documented and need not be recounted in all its unctuous detail. His attachment is so obvious that for years it has sparked various complicated theories about its origins, but Occam’s razor suggests a more direct explanation: Trump is a weak man who is intimidated by stronger and smarter men. His humiliating relationship with Putin is different only in degree from the way he interacts with other authoritarian leaders, including China’s Xi Jinping and North Korea’s Kim Jong Un (a dangerous totalitarian with whom Trump claimed to have fallen in love).
As if to prove the point, this afternoon Trump posted a whiny screed on his Truth Social site in which he pleaded with the public to understand how overmatched he is against Putin. Trump tried to explain that he is accommodating the Russian leader because he doesn’t “want to do anything that will drive, foolishly, Russia away from the bargaining table.” In a deeply pathetic admission, he warned that angering Putin could have consequences in Iran: “Perhaps more importantly, Russia is doing very little, if anything, to help the Islamic Republic of Iran, compared to what they could be doing, and I want to keep it that way, and will, unless stupid people get in the way.” He then said that Ukrainian President Volodymyr Zelensky has gotten so much money from the Biden administration and from Europe that “he doesn’t want to end this war, and probably never did.”
Consider what the American president just told the entire world: Please don’t interfere in my relationship with a murderous dictator, or he might help the country that America’s men and women in uniform are fighting at this very moment. The leader of the most powerful nation on the planet—yes, that’s still the United States right now—is trying to get everyone else, including the American Congress, to avoid antagonizing Putin, instead of warning Putin not to even think about aiding Iran. Nothing better illustrates just how weak a supplicant Trump has become in his relationship with the Kremlin boss.
Trump engages in this kind of personalized diplomacy in part because he believes himself to be—against all evidence—a master dealmaker. But the greater irony, considering how much he rails against globalism, is that he also behaves this way because he is in fact a globalist himself. He does not view the world as a collection of sovereign nations; he sees it instead as territories run by mob bosses. The weaker ones, especially America’s allies, can be abused and threatened at will. The stronger godfathers, including America’s dedicated enemies, are peers and thus treated with respect. The interests of the innocent millions in those countries are of no consequence. What matters is what’s good for Trump, his underbosses, and his family.
Trump also seems to be motivated by his open loathing of Zelensky, a hostility that can be traced back to Trump’s first term, when the unwillingness of Ukrainian authorities to be part of a scheme to investigate Joe Biden led to Trump’s first impeachment. But Trump’s antipathy toward Zelensky is more than score-settling: To him, it seems, Zelensky is a loser, a nobody who is causing needless trouble for his friend Vladimir. The American president cannot understand why Zelensky and his people do not simply accept their situation and lie down under Russia’s tank treads.
Earlier this month, Trump called for Zelensky’s removal. Now he seems determined to let Putin, rather than the people of Ukraine, fulfill that demand.
In the words of another famous Russian named Vladimir, What is to be done? The answers are not comforting.
Congress, when it reconvenes, can try to pass new legislation, but a bill amending the Graham Act would require a veto-proof majority to become law. Republicans have shown no interest in taking the power to tariff out of Trump’s hands, and they are equally unlikely to strip him of the power to lift the sanctions they just tried to impose. The courts are also unlikely to challenge the president when he invokes national security, which he does for almost everything he wants.
An additional problem is that both Trump’s secretary of defense and his vice president are likely to support a policy aimed at securing a Russian victory. Vance joined Trump in an attempt to bully Zelensky during their infamous meeting in the White House in early 2025, and he is unlikely to ask Trump to reconsider helping Putin. Pete Hegseth, for his part, appears willing to say and do whatever keeps him in the Pentagon. America’s senior military officers may be sympathetic to Ukraine—as are most American citizens—but the idea that the adolescent, self-styled “secretary of war” is going to suddenly deliver a mature and stoic defense of democracy against Russian imperialism is laughable.
For the foreseeable future, Ukraine’s fate depends on aid from Europe. Perhaps Europe will continue to step up, and a new Congress might try to demand more support from the White House. But everyone will have to hurry: Winter is coming.
Zelensky, sadly, knows that a Russian victory looks to be exactly what Trump wants. If “the United States will support Putin,” he said on Sunday, “it’s unbelievable. It’s a tragedy.” He added: “Of course, if these two countries will be together, of course we will not prevail. And we will not be able to stand.”
A world in which the White House is allied to the Kremlin was, until now, the stuff of paranoid fiction. Manchurian candidates and red presidents were fantasies, dark tales that Americans told themselves, like ghost stories around a campfire. But this alliance now exists. If Stalin and his Cold War successors could see what Trump and Putin have created, and how the mighty United States has been humbled and humiliated, they might think that their evil hopes were not wrong, but only that they dreamed them too early.”
February 24 2026 Fourth Anniversary of the Russian Invasion of Ukraine; Symptom, Consequence, and Trigger Event of the Fall of Human Civilization In Recursion
February 25 2026 State of Disunion: Russia’s Puppet Tyrant of Vichy America Conjures Illusions As He Sabotages Democracy and Meaningful Citizenship, Abandons Our Universal Human Rights In America, Ukraine, and Palestine, Dismantles Our Institutions of Public Service, Enacts Massive Transfer of Wealth From the Poor to the Rich Elites Through Tariffs, Pursues A Campaign of Ethnic Cleansing With His ICE White Supremacist Terror Force, Commits Piracy On the High Seas In An Undeclared War On Venezuela and Cuba, and Fails To Conceal Or Misdirect Attention From His Role As Kingpin of a Global Human Trafficking and Child Predation Syndicate
February 26 2026 How It All Began; World War Three, the Capture of America and the Subversion of Democracy by Traitor Trump and the Fourth Reich, the Russian Invasion of Ukraine, and the Fall of Civilization
April 20 2026 Anniversary of My Speech to the Volunteers At Warsaw, and of the Reorganization of the Abraham Lincoln Brigade of Ukraine For Liberation Struggle in Russia in the Wake of Our Escape From Mariupol
21 жовтня 2026 року. «Я звинувачую»: Трамп і Маск у змові як російські агенти, причетні до вбивства українців — інцидент із Starlink.
Я звинувачую зрадника Трампа та «короля тролів» Маска у воєнних злочинах, злочинах проти людяності та вбивствах мирних українців — у тому, що сталося з системою Starlink. Тоді «щит» України було відключено, що дозволило Росії завдати удару в межах скоординованої та прихованої атаки, організованої ляльководом режиму Трампа — Володимиром Путіним.
Усе це відбувається на тлі дипломатичних маніпуляцій і подвійної гри: Трамп намагається витиснути максимум хабарів, перш ніж виборці відвернуться від нього на проміжних виборах, що відбудуться вже за кілька днів; тим часом Путін прагне завершити загарбання України до того, як впаде режим його маріонетки — Трампа.
Маск, звісно, залишається ідеологом апартеїду та «темного просвітництва» (Dark Enlightenment). Він фінансував передвиборчу кампанію Трампа і діяв як його «цепний пес», саботуючи та руйнуючи інститути американської демократії через свою програму «Doge». Він — не просто плутократ, який вважає милосердя слабкістю, що має бути викорінена в «панівній расі» задля відновлення її гегемонії. Він — ворог американських ідеалів свободи, рівності та справедливості для всіх. Він приніс у жертву незліченні життя, спровокувавши голод шляхом припинення допомоги з боку США, аби побудувати своє ідеальне суспільство панів і рабів. Тепер він — ще й воєнний злочинець, як і його спільник у державному терорі та тиранії — Трамп.
Саме тому я розпочав сьогоднішній текст із відомих слів часів Французької революції — тих, що визначали долю аристократів, яких відправляли на гільйотину. Ми повинні очистити наші лави від тих, хто нас нищить. На щастя, ми досі вирішуємо все голосуванням, а не стріляниною, і проміжні вибори дають нам шанс продовжити цю добру традицію. Повірте мені: голосувати краще, ніж стріляти. Зараз ми беремо участь у проміжних виборах, результати яких визначать, чи дозволимо ми злочинному режиму Трампа — цьому відхиленню від норми — та «Партії зради» й надалі позбавляти жінок прав на тілесну автономію та повноцінне громадянство. Це патріархальний теократичний сексуальний терор, очолюваний «головним ґвалтівником», одруженим з іноземною повією, яку привіз його приятель Епштейн та інші. Це також терор білих супремасистів і етнічні чистки, що здійснюються Службою імміграційного та митного контролю (ICE) — через створення закордонних катівень і концентраційних таборів навіть на нашій власній землі. Тому я закликаю всіх вас голосувати за демократів і переконувати в цьому інших.
Ми повинні звільнити державу, захоплену «Четвертим рейхом». Якщо вам потрібен наочний приклад того, що вони готують для всіх нас в Америці, погляньте на те, що Росія чинить в Україні.
As I wrote in my celebration of Lewis Carroll on his birthday, I Sing of Madness, Vision, and Love; I practice the art of believing “six impossible things before breakfast”; but only in those truths which I myself create or claim, and which in turn claim me.
This is possibly a confession of faith, though if asked directly I normally quote either Keats; “I am certain of nothing but of the holiness of the Heart’s affections and the truth of Imagination—What the imagination seizes as Beauty must be truth—whether it existed before or not—for I have the same Idea of all our Passions as of Love they are all in their sublime, creative of essential Beauty”, or Rumi; “Let the beauty you love be what you do”, depending on who is asking, and in what language and nation.
Let there be total truth and absolute transparency between us, O my brothers, sisters, and others; for our word must be an inviolate force of nature if we are to mean anything, one which shapes, defines, motivates, and informs not only how we choose to be human together but also our own possibilities of becoming human. Lies dehumanize and falsify; therefore do I pursue a sacred calling to discover and live the truth. Having so defined the ground of struggle in my writing here as in all things, and with an awareness that this self-disclosure and public intimacy is terrifying to others in some cultures and part of my personal myth as it is for Kenzaburo Oe in Japan, what do I mean when I use the word faith?
My intention is not to deceive in this or any regard; its simply that this is a complex, ambiguous, relative, dangerous, and highly fraught issue, one which bears the legacies of both my personal history and that of my family, and of our millennia of civilization.
A full accounting and interrogation of my influences will not be brief and merits its own study; here I am primarily questioning its praxis as vision, described in the film Oz in reference to Thomas Edison as “the ability to look into the future and make it real.”
I am a scholar of Islam and a member of the Naqshbandi order of Sufism, a former Buddhist monk and Dream Navigator of the Kagyu Vajrayana Order in Kathmandu Nepal, and grew up from the age of nine with sixteen years of formal study in Zen Buddhism.
Often I use the word faith as solidarity of action with others; as loyalty, allyship, and recognition of our interdependence and the universal nature of our humanity which connects us. But I also use this word faith as a sacred calling to pursue the Truth, whatever the source or where it leads, an idea from ibn Arabi and the most radical definition of faith I know of, which makes Islam the most revolutionary of faiths, especially compared to Christianity and its centuries long burning of books in repression to dissent and subjugation to authority claiming to speak for the Infinite. Only six copies of Plato’s books survived the Dark Ages, courtesy of the Islamic scholars who preserved them.
So for myself, faith is a process of questioning and pursuit of Truth, one which is antithetical to its usual use as submission to authority. Any who stand between ourselves and the Infinite serve neither.
Without question and absolutely it is a declaration of allegiance to poetic vision as symbolic, allegorical, and metaphorical truth, as reimagination and transformation, as identity and the terms of struggle for its ownership; for after language itself the ideas by which we organize ourselves are our most fundamental ground of being.
Herein my ars poetica uses methods of literary criticism, history, psychology, and philosophy, an extension of the interdisciplinary methods pioneered in The Psychopathic God by Robert G.L. Waite which I read in high school during a time when I chose the origins of evil as my field of study, to interpret the meaning and direction of current events as they unfold in real time, and to change the balance of power in the world.
Are we not the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and to others? Always there remains the struggle between the masks we make for ourselves and those made for us by others; this is the first revolution in which we all must fight, the struggle for the ownership of ourselves.
Poetic vision and imaginal truth allows us to escape the limits of our form and the flags of our skin; to create ourselves anew as a primary human act and the reimagination and transformation of our possibilities of becoming human.
As I wrote in my post of January 3 2022, On Creativity and Poetic Vision as Revolution, Transformation, and Liberation; “I am certain of nothing but of the holiness of the Heart’s affections and the truth of Imagination—What the imagination seizes as Beauty must be truth—whether it existed before or not—for I have the same Idea of all our Passions as of Love they are all in their sublime, creative of essential Beauty.” Keats
My sister wrote of her recurring vision of the Night Mountain this morning, a vast and enormous city or structure of lights floating in the sky above the desert just before dawn, and it provoked memories of and reflections on my own many visions and encounters with the transcendent, especially those which became Defining Moments and shaped my becoming human; among them the Illumination of Our Beautiful Flaws as I crossed the Thar desert in Rajasthan by camel, the Games of Beauty and Vision as I sailed upon the Lake of Dreams in Srinagar, my Journeys through the Gates of Possibilities as a monk in Kathmandu, the Kiss of the Fallen Star which struck my hand in a meteor shower as I reached for the Impossible among the heavens, the Dream of the Toad transferred to me as a chthonic guardian spirit and guide of the soul by one of my father’s Beatnik friends, William S. Burroughs, in a line of succession from Nietzsche as its avatar, in the strange fairytales he told in the evenings of his visits as the coals of the fire burned low and darkness swallowed us in its endless chasms, and the moment of my Awakening and vision of Possible Futures of Humankind when as a child at my mother’s side during a protest in People’s Park in Berkeley the police fired on the university students in the most terrible incident of state terror in American history, Bloody Thursday May 15 1969, and I escaped my body and had a unitary moment of awareness outside of time.
Like the dreams to which they are akin, such visions can be read as symbols, metaphors, and allegories; they are also stories woven into our lives which connect us with the universe and with other people, and through which we create ourselves. Are we not the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and to others?
I am looking at the scar on my hand from where a Fallen Star touched me one night during a cosmic event named the Quadrantid meteor shower, like the hand of a rebel angel bearing the stolen Promethean Fire, decades ago, when I reached up to pull the stars from the heavens and something reached down to enfold my hand in a nimbus of light, and for a moment I was sublimed and exalted in the Kiss of the Fallen Star, riding the light among the spheres, the earth a vanishing orb, then lost among the solar system, a sea of stars, a whirling dance of galaxies, and realms of darkness and light beyond and within all of this, and return to the hill where I stood transfigured by the embrace of Infinite. Stunned not by our smallness next to a universal scale, but by the eternity and timeless immensity of Being in which we share.
This meteor strike was witnessed by Jim Shafer, Jennifer Wendt-Damico, Kimberly Wine, Claud Gipson, and several others who had assembled on top of the old artillery battery overlooking the valley below Cavedale Road in Sonoma California in the 1980’s, with its awesome petroglyph caves hidden behind a waterfall, where a door to the Unknown was opened possibly thousands of years ago, letting beings of strangeness through.
If ever I need to be reminded of our true nature, of the presence of the transcendent and the immanence in nature of truths written in our flesh, of the vast and limitless sea of being and consciousness of which we are part, I need only open my hand to see written there the signature of the Unknown Infinite and the sign of our hope, for from the moment I touched a star I have been without despair, fear, or doubt, a bearer of hope and the fire of liberation.
How if the Fallen Angels did not Fall, but came to us as victorious liberators to free us by revealing our true selves? What would you do, if you were a slave assigned the role of enforcer of laws and overseer of other slaves, who instead chose to seize the power unjustly stolen from him, escape his chains, dethrone Authority and take his power? This is the dilemma of all successful revolutions; how to find safety from those who would enslave us without becoming tyrants ourselves.
I have been no stranger to what is strange; it has defined my Otherness and the kinship I feel with those others, however different from myself, who are marginalized, excluded, vilified, and oppressed, those whom Frantz Fanon called the wretched of the earth, the dispossessed and the powerless, the silenced and the erased; the monsters and the freaks whom I claim as my family and my tribe.
Of all the gifts and wonders life has given me, this I cherish most of all; that with all the numberless and unimaginable horrors to which I have been witness, in Mariupol and Sarajevo and the crimes and atrocities whose names become an endless litany of woes which define the limits of the human as a fragile and ephemeral quality among chasms of darkness, I have emerged from the legacies of our history Unconquered as in Henley’s poem Invictus, with the ability to bond, empathize with, and inhabit the lives of others as the bearer of sacred wounds which open me to the pain of others. I cherish my pain, for like the Abyss which I have embraced and wrestled with it has made me human.
If I can do this, so can we all. This is my faith as solidarity, hope, and love.
This above all else defines what is human; our ability to transcend the limits of our flesh and of our differences, to share and learn from the lives of others, across vast gulfs of time and space, through the civilization we create as partners in a Great Conversation. Much of who we are is stored potential in the form of our most precious resource, the written word, which is created by our historical community and belongs to the commons; this is both its power as a shaping force and its danger as a limitation of our uniqueness and autonomy.
For no truths are final, and no text or interpretation of it can be adhered to without question. Nothing is beyond question, most especially ideas of the Infinite when faith is weaponized in service to the power of elites by liars claiming to speak and act in his name and with his authority and legitimacy.
Such are my thoughts on creativity and poetic vision as revolution, transformation, and liberation; but I did not invent the language with which I create them, nor the millennia of historical antiquity which informs my ideas; rather they are instruments with which I create myself. Who then owns the artifacts of my thinking? To this I must answer with a line from the great film Il Postino; “Poetry belongs to those who need it.”
In reverence for the gifts and guidance I have been given I have tried, however poorly and within my limitations, to understand the meaning and significance of such moments of insight, to enact them in my life as a fulcrum of change and to use poetic vision as leverage with which to transform the balance of power in the world.
Regardless of how we name and taxonomize the Source of our reality and the sea of our being in attempts to rationalize and control life, it remains wild, irrational, uncontrollable, and also very real. The wonder and terror of vision and immersion in what Coleridge called the Primary Imagination, Jung the Collective Unconscious, Ibn Arabi the Ālam al-Mithāl, and is termed the Bardo in the Tibetan classic which I translate as The Book of Liberation, in the contexts of four lineages of ideology in which I may claim membership, has inspired some of the greatest achievements of civilization and the limitless possibilities of becoming human, and some of the most fearsome terrors of our historical atrocities, madness, and degradation.
The liminal bears creative and destructive forces in equal measure, and not reductive to the interplay of darkness and light, but ambiguous, contingent, and relative. We who are its witnesses and bearers of poetic vision are the arbiters of this power among humankind and of its consequences for the material universe and the order and fate of the cosmos. Who bears the fire of the gods becomes an agent of transformation, insight, and the reshaping of human being, meaning, and value; this is true of all art and of creativity in general.
Revolutions are born of such insight, in sciences and arts of understanding as well as in politics as choices we make about how to be human together, and in our ongoing creation of ourselves. With this inner fire and vision we may forge new truths, and in this mission I offer guidance and warning as you sail into the unknown; transgress boundaries, violate norms, abandon limits, and seize your power to create yourself anew, for nothing is Forbidden and all Authority is illusion and lies; but always know what you are trying to achieve, for force always operates in both directions at once.
Act without fear, and in action be fearless; but with awareness of the consequences of your actions. Life and liberty, as well as good and evil, may depend on the smallest of changes in our lives and our world, both for ourselves and for others.
Best wishes, and may you find joy, freedom, healing, and love in your reimagination of yourself and our possibilities of becoming human.
As I wrote in my post of January 8 2022, Let Us Bring A Reckoning; Politics is the art of fear as the basis of exchange and the origin of authority and unequal power as systemic evil in the Wagnerian Ring of fear, power, and force, as balanced with the desire to belong, but it is also about poetic vision as reimagination and transformation; to dream an impossible thing and make it real, as Washington did in crossing the Delaware to create America and as Alice teaches us when recounting the Six Impossible Things in her battle with the Jabberwocky.
On the way to fight a dragon, and seeing it for the first terrible time, Alice remarks to the Mad Hatter in Tim Burton’s beautiful film; “That’s impossible.”
To which the Hatter says, “Only if you believe it is.”
“Sometimes, I believe in six impossible things before breakfast.”
“That is an excellent practice, but just now, you really might want to focus on the Jabberwocky.”
Just so.
As I wrote in my post of October 14 2021, On Art as Poetic Vision, Transgression, Seizure of Power, Reimagination, and Transformation: a Manifesto; Why do I write?
I offer here a manifesto of art as poetic vision and transformation in the contexts of the performance of identities and in the guerilla theatre of political action and revolutionary struggle.
Art is transgressive when it challenges and violates our ideas of normality and the tyranny of other people’s ideas of virtue, it is a seizure of power and refusal to submit to authorized identities which confers freedom and autonomy through becoming self-created and self-owned, Unconquered and beyond subjugation by force and control, and it is poetic vision as Surrealist reimagination and transformation when it depicts and guides our passage through the labyrinth of time, history, memory, and the falsification of our captured and distorted images in the wilderness of mirrors, lies, and illusions, to enact our rapture and exaltation, our transcendence into realms of dream and of vision wherein rules do not apply and when it seizes us with truths immanent in nature and written in our flesh.
All true art defiles and exalts.
Art is intended to question and transform the rules and substance of human being, meaning, and value; to discover within the boundaries and interfaces, the silent and empty places of change and the limitless adaptive potential of systems, of unknowns, disconnects, misaligned juxtaposition and strange angles of view, new possibilities of becoming human.
I first understood the power of the unknown as a force of liberation as a boy whose bedroom wall was a collage of Bosch figures and images I called my Dream Gates; William S. Burroughs would show up for dinner without warning and tell weird fairytales into the night; he also drew curious figures into the collage of heaven and hell, and here was a definition of art and of its purpose; transformation of the possibilities of becoming human through reimagination and ecstatic poetic vision.
This is why I claim as the purpose of my writing to incite, provoke, and disturb; change and growth originate in discomfort and in the four primary duties of a citizen; to question, mock, expose, and challenge authority.
As we learn from John Cage in music, Harold Pinter in theatre, and Piet Mondrian in art, it is the blank spaces which define and order meaning; and in history it is the silenced and erased voices to which we must listen most carefully, for here the emptiness speaks to us of secret power and of the key functions and relationships which authority must conceal to maintain its hegemony over us.
This free space of play, of the unknown as unclaimed space and the adaptive potential of a system, whose boundaries like the known shores on our maps of becoming human frame the range of choices and act as authorized identities and an intrinsic limit on freedom as future possibilities, remains outside and beyond all limits and systems of knowledge, like Godels Theorem; no matter how much we learn and shift the boundaries of the known universe, the Infinite remains as vast as before, conserving ignorance.
If so the task of becoming human involves chaos, disruption, reimagination, and transformation, as I believe; the violation of normalities and transgression of boundaries of the Forbidden to free us of the tyranny of other people’s ideas of virtue and of authorized identities, to create limitless possibilities of becoming human as seizures of power.
Order appropriates; Chaos autonomizes.
As I wrote in my post of October 5 2021, Seizure of Power, Self-Creation and Self-Ownership, Authenticity and Autonomy, Self Representation as Construction of Identity, and Ourselves as Living Memiors: the Case of Facebook; Something crucial we ignore about social media; though its pitched as connectedness, its primary function is to construct identity through ordering and prioritizing our experience in time. Our social media publications are a form of memoir, and this is a ground of struggle between the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and to others, and those which others tell about us.
As with the public negotiations of national identity and conflicted histories in the competing narratives of the 1619 Project and the Mayflower origin story, the first question we must ask of our stories is simple and direct; whose story is this?
This is the great test of disambiguation between falsification and authenticity, and between autonomy and subjugation; not whether a statement is a lie or a truth, though this is also important, but whose truth is it?
As I wrote in my post of June 22 2021, Our History Swallows Us Like An Infinite Moebius Loop and We Become Prisoners of Its Gordian Knot: the Case of Kurdistan; History becomes a wilderness of mirrors; of lies and illusions, distorted and captured images endlessly reflected which violate our uniqueness, falsify us, limit and entrap us in authorized identities and narratives which serve the interests of elite power and not our own.
Our histories and memories are the anchorages of our identity and the wellspring of our becoming, networks of connectedness which sustain our harmony and wholeness; but such nets can ensnare us as well, and become atavisms we drag behind us like an invisible reptilian tail.
Our history swallows us like an infinite Moebius Loop, and we become prisoners of its Gordian Knot; the case of Critical Race Theory repression illumines the vicious cycle of fear, power, and force as racism and fascist tyranny overlap and intermingle hideously, consuming its most vulnerable population as sacrifices on the altar of wealth and power.
As I wrote in my post of December 5 2020, Whose Story Is This?; We are the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and one another. So it becomes important to ask of our stories and representations, whose story is this?
I call this the Narrative Theory of Identity, and my intention is that it serves as a lever for changing the balance of power in the world. Our idea of self derives from the persona, the ancient Greek theatrical mask through which characters speak, and the possibilities of becoming human are a function of the struggle between authorized identities and the self- ownership of autonomous individuals.
We have one problem in common as we grow up and create ourselves; each of us must reinvent how to be human. Our informing, motivating, and shaping forces, modeled and communicated to us by others, are necessary to our processes of growth and individuation, but also integral to the dialectics of self and others.
The struggle between the masks that others make for us and those we make for ourselves is the first revolution in which we all must fight.
As written by Helena de Bresis, author of author of Artful Truths: The Philosophy of Memoir, in Aeon; “I wrote a memoir recently, and sometimes I ask myself why on earth I did. It was difficult and time-consuming, it involved some rather unpleasant self-examination, and it raised suspicions of self-involvement, exhibitionism and insufferable earnestness that I’d so far mainly avoided in life. If I publish it, I risk being accused by friends of betrayal, by readers of lying, and by critics of any number of literary flaws. Since selling a memoir is hard, all of that would represent things going well. When I complain to my sister about this, she suggests that ‘maybe’ I should have – ‘I don’t know’ – considered these points two years ago, before embarking on this thing that she would ‘never, like, ever do’.
When asked why they bother, memoirists offer a range of reasons. Saint Teresa did it for the glory of God; Jean-Jacques Rousseau to express his inner self; Vladimir Nabokov to recreate his vanished childhood; Frederick Douglass to advance the cause of abolition. But maybe the deepest reason for writing a memoir, intertwined with all the rest, is the desire to find meaning in one’s past experience. Whatever else they’re up to, memoirists are in the business of locating some form or order in their personal history: setting it down as an intelligible shape, not a hot mess. Finding this form is both a necessary part of memoir and one of its key rewards. That was what I was after, anyway. Life moves so fast. Stuff had gone down. I wanted to slow the passage of events, grasp what the past had meant, before picking up the pace once again.
You can search for form in life through philosophy, science, religion and any kind of art. The memoirist’s distinctive move is to do it via autobiographical narrative: the construction of an organised sequence of personally experienced events, along with an implied evaluative response to them. Life stories have three things going for them when it comes to making experience intelligible. They’re selective, highlighting particular agents, settings and episodes out of the mass of material that life provides. They’re also unifying, drawing connections between their disparate parts and situating them in context. And they’re isomorphic: they share deep structural and thematic features with other stories, which we use as a shortcut when interpreting them. Psychologists report that most autobiographical narratives follow the classical story arc: steady state, complication, rising action, crisis, resolution, then coda. And they involve quests, comings-of-age, fatal errors, comeuppances and returns recognisable from myths, parables and fairy tales. Most, though maybe not all, humans tell such life stories. Memoirists recount them at length, in writing, with literary ambitions. We’re trying to do it, but make it art.
What are memoirists doing exactly, when we claim to ‘find’ this form and meaning in our past experience? Are we genuinely discovering it back there or just making it up? For the past century or so, the wind has been behind the latter interpretation. Many take the existentialist line that seeing your life in narrative terms is a form of mauvaise foi, or bad faith. We urgently want there to be order and meaning in the world, independently of us. But there isn’t, and our attempts to impose coherence and significance where none exist are self-deceiving and absurd. Roquentin, the protagonist of Jean-Paul Sartre’s novel Nausea (1938), describes the ‘disgust’ and ‘nausea’ produced by our meaningless universe, alongside its ineffective narrative remedy:
This is what fools people: a man is always a teller of tales, he lives surrounded by his stories and the stories of others, he sees everything that happens to him through them; and he tries to live his own life as if he were telling a story.
What exactly is wrong with construing your past as a story? In his memoir The Words (1963), Sartre suggests that storytelling distorts our understanding of life, by confusing it with literature. We can tell autobiographical narratives if we like but, if so, we should be clear about what we’re doing: producing fiction. This take suggests that memoir, which calls itself nonfiction, is a fundamentally suspect enterprise.
A similar critique of narrative emerged in the philosophy of history in the 1970s. In his book Metahistory (1973), Hayden White argued that historical writing is a constructive process, in which the historian selects a subset of past events, imaginatively fills in the gaps, and orders the lot into a unified story. These historical stories, like the life stories of individuals, take conventional literary forms – tragedy, romance, comedy and satire – and employ poetic devices, including metaphor, synecdoche and irony. All of this is a creative act on the part of the historian, an imposition on the historical record. As a result, different historians can and do provide different narrative interpretations of the same events, none of which can be said to uniquely fit the facts. White concludes that historical writing, despite its scientific pretensions, reduces to fiction.
The philosopher Noël Carroll offered two main lines of response to White that transfer nicely to memoir. The first points to a set of faulty inferences in the argument. White assumes that each of the following features of an interpretation transforms it into fiction: inventiveness, selectivity, multiplicity, conventionality and literary quality. But a quick run-through shows that each can be present without an immediate diagnosis of fictionalising. Photos are invented rather than found, but that doesn’t make them inaccurate representations of the past. My telling you only some things about my spring break doesn’t mean that what I do tell you is made up. The availability of multiple good stories about the Loretta Lynn fan convention doesn’t demonstrate that one or all of them are fiction: each can just highlight a distinct aspect of the same complex course of events. And your description of what you’ve been up to recently might be Homeric, but some weekends genuinely are epic, and nonfigurative, nonliterary language might not be enough to capture the truth about them.
Carroll’s second reply to White questions the assertion that the world isn’t story-shaped. Humans act for reasons, and those actions have consequences, including the imprint of certain patterns on the world. We can describe all this in terms of atoms moving in the void, sure. But there’s an equally legitimate form of explanation that appeals to the values and goals driving the action, and therefore to the purpose and significance that human life genuinely contains. A story that offers such an explanation is picking up on real aspects of the world, not confabulating. Similarly, since humans think and act symbolically, narratives that incorporate metaphor and myth can serve to reflect, rather than distort, reality.
That said, there’s some truth in the claim that narrative is created, not found. Successful nonfictional storytellers both discover and construct. They do the difficult work of pruning and unifying experience into a shape they and others can understand. As the writer Lorrie Moore puts it: ‘Life is a cornfield, but literature is that shot of whiskey that’s been distilled down.’ And when nonfictional storytellers succeed, the shape they create tracks genuine features in the life described.
To defend nonfictional narrative isn’t, of course, to defend all particular life stories. At one early point in writing my memoir, I announced: ‘OMG, I think my life tracks the history of Western philosophy!’ ‘That’s wonderful!’ my long-suffering sister replied, but the angle of her eyebrow effectively consigned that one to the trash. There are also some general narrative conventions we’re better off without. No literary memoirist would be caught dead these days writing a traditional autobiography: a strictly chronological tracing of events, from infancy on, in a tone of untroubled authority. The contemporary memoir zooms in on a specific period or theme, and moves back and forth in time. Modern memoirists tend to be less certain than autobiographers, more alert to the seductions of narrative closure. As a result, their books are more complex, searching, and truer to life.
But we can welcome these salutary effects of 20th-century narrative scepticism while keeping the baby in the bath. Old-fashioned storytelling has real virtues when making sense of the world. (I once lunched with a literary magazine editor after he’d gone through the latest set of submissions. ‘Oh god,’ he exclaimed, like a frustrated police chief, ‘just tell me what happened in order!’) Those virtues are so great that even narrative sceptics make use of them. Joan Didion ends her essay ‘The White Album’ (1968-78) with an admission of defeat: ‘Writing has not yet helped me to see what [experience] means.’ But sometimes the pattern just is chaos, and Didion’s use of personal narrative in this essay deftly captures that truth about 1960s California.
Cynics about narrative often give off an air of expecting more from stories than memoirists themselves do. No memoir can reveal an underlying grand narrative in the universe as a whole, or give its writer anything more than a partial and provisional grip on their personal past. But it can sometimes provide that grip, which is no small thing. When I look at my own memoir, I can clearly see its fictive qualities. The stage is set, the action rises, the protagonist falls apart, then lurches out of the abyss. There’s a coda, written in a tone of battered hope. Sartre would give it one star on Goodreads. That would be mean (I gave his five!), but I’m not too troubled by it. The book reads to me like my life, a life that makes better sense to me now that I’ve written it down.”
As I wrote in my post of August 24 2020, The Transformative Power of Art: a Manifesto; The transformative power of art, its ability to reframe our ideas about self and other, to shift boundaries, reassign values, reclaim history and identity from silence, erasure, marginalization, and the authorization of inequalities of power and divisions of exclusionary otherness; these are among the vital functions which make art a primary human and social activity.
Art as poetic vision precedes and parallels politics as a means of changing our civilization and the possibilities of human being, meaning, and value; it represents a power held by autonomous individuals and communities against the tyranny of state force and control. Politics is a social art which is primary to our interdependent human nature and processes of becoming human. Through our words, images, and performance we can question, mock, expose, and challenge authority and incite, provoke, and disturb others in bringing transformational change to the systems and structures within which we are embedded.
Art is life, for it involves us personally and directly in processes of adaptive growth and in renegotiation of our social contracts and relationships with others, both personal and political, and informs and motivates the performance of our identities.
If we are caught in a rigged game, we must change the rules and terms of struggle. “Rules are made to be broken” to paraphrase General MacArthur; order destabilized, authority delegitimized, traditional systems and structures interrogated, limits transgressed, force and control resisted and abandoned, and new truths forged and possibilities of becoming human discovered.
We must question, expose, mock, subvert, transgress, and challenge authority whenever it comes to claim us. There is no just authority.
Let us seize control of our own narrative and representation, of our memory, history, and identity.
Let us be unconquered, masterless, and free.
Let us be bringers of chaos, joy, transformation, and revolution.
Six Impossible Things: Slaying the Jabberwocky
Il Postino film
Faith as poetic vision, reimagination, and transformation; a reading list
A Greeting of the Spirit: Selected Poetry of John Keats with Commentaries,
primary texts of The Labyrinth of the Gates of Dreams
The Tibetan Book of the Dead: The Great Liberation through Hearing in the Bardo, Padmasambhava, Karma Lingpa, Chögyam Trungpa and Francesca Fremantle translators
In this time of darkness, with America a captured state of the Fourth Reich and the cartoon tyrants of the Trump regime sending their ICE white supremacist terror force to subjugate us and repress dissent as well as commit a campaign of ethnic cleansing and theft of our universal human rights, with the White House literally demolished by a wrecking ball to be replaced by an imperial palace of gold with a ballroom for the amusement of elites to recall the imagined lost glories of the Confederacy, I reflect during our Free Speech Week on the subversion of our social media as instruments of oppression and the theft of citizenship including our rights of free speech and a free press, but also on the social and historical forces which made it possible.
As I wrote in my post of May 18 2021, Zero Fail: Behind America’s Mask of Lies and Illusions; Behind America’s mask of lies and illusions, a state of predation, of tyranny, force, and control, of corruption and perversions, of racism and treasonous authoritarian fascism, an amoral nihilism whose purpose is the centralization of wealth, power, and privilege to elites, festers with rottenness and cruelties.
A new book exposes and interrogates our system and structures of government through the example of the Secret Service, the tip of an iceberg of dishonorable and incompetent buffoonery which represents the whole of our failed public institutions.
Written by the champion of transparency and truth telling Carol Leonnig, whose previous book A Very Stable Genius stole the belled hat of mirth from Our Clown of Terror Donald Trump and revealed his true form before the world as a monstrous beast of rapine and Gideonite patriarchy, white supremacist terror, and kleptocracy greedily snatching from the air the cash thrown his way by his treasonous champing and hooting fans, tyrant of degradations and perversions.
Zero Fail is a primal scream of terror echoing through chasms of bottomless depravity which is our hollow government, a shell empty of values, ideals, or meaning. But this alone does not make it unique nor merit our attention; what does is when you read it as the case study of symptoms of a general condition of neoliberalism which birthed the travesties of Trump’s Fourth Reich.
As I have often written, our normality has betrayed us and is obsolete; normal doesn’t live here anymore. The abandonment of our values and ideals in support of the state of Israel is another such example, canaries in the coal mine of a failed moral vision.
Our society has only begun to heal itself in the Restoration of America, but we must not simply restore our nation to what it was before the fascist subversion of democracy, for like the collapse of civilization in the First World War, the exposure of the lies of the British Empire in the Easter Rebellion of 1916 and the Indian Revolution, and the triumph of the Russian Revolution over the Czar, the Fall of America and the Stolen Election of 2016 were mechanical failures from the internal contradictions of a decrepit and mad system.
Let us reimagine and transform America and humankind, not merely to restore ourselves but to begin again. We must dream better dreams.
As I wrote in my post of July 21 2022, Our Stories, Ourselves: On the Right of Free Speech in a Social Media Forum; Of late our Forum of Athens here on Face Book has tried to seize control of our dialog and the narratives of identity which we construct here as memoir and as shared history, an alarming and tyrannical turn of events which manifests in the banning of any posts which are not unique, any which contain links to media we do not ourselves own as citations to references in the text we have written, and some which seem politically motivated censorship and repression of dissent.
This has occurred broadly throughout our communities and threatens to take down our cherished groups; the equivalent of purges, witch hunts, show trials, horribly reminiscent of the assassination of Khashoggi and the police raids on Hong Kong publishers to silence journalism as a sacred calling in pursuit of truth.
Who owns our ideas and our conversations? If I stand on the master’s truck to address his laborers, does he have the right to censor unauthorized speech?
Face Book offers a free publishing platform which is superb at making connections between people and helping us find an audience with like interests; but this is not how it makes its money. We are the products of this system; this is a great power which can be leveraged to seize control of what we may say and to whom.
Here in this virtual Forum we struggle for control of our authorial voices, independence, and authenticity against commodification, theft of intellectual property, falsification, and dehumanization.
Why is this important?
Censorship, book burnings, and the enforcement of authorized identities, versions of truth, and control of the mimetic function of history is always important, for identity is a primary ground of struggle. In the silencing and erasure of our voices and witness of history, Face Book attempts to shape our becoming human as theft of the soul.
And this we must resist.
As I wrote in my post of June 26 2022, Caught in the Gears of the Machine We Serve: FaceBook Censors My Posts on the Pretext of Being Spam; The mystery of the missing posts is solved; FB blocked 42 of them as spam.
Two of these censored posts were intended as allyship for Pride Month and interrogated identities of sex and gender, one was about the Supreme Court’s Abortion Ban, and the one that took several days to write, difficult days and nights of working through trauma and grief by writing, and made me late in subsequent posts, was about the anniversary of a friends death who happened to be Palestinian, and of great value to me because we must bring meaning to each other’s lives and deaths by sharing our stories. Our stories and witness of history are a ground of struggle against silence and erasure, falsification and dehumanization
No fascist agenda in censorship of dissent, Face Book?
I call out the truths authority would keep out of the public domain, the issues they would shape the discourse of, and the hidden purposes of elite hegemonic power which are served by social media in the commodification of our forum of discourse and connectedness.
We serve a vast machine of wealth and power, like Charlie Chaplin in The Factory, through which we ourselves become the primary product of the system, our votes and our purchases, but also our ideas of self and others.
In the words of Lenin; “What is to be done?”
As I wrote in my post of October 5 2021, Seizure of Power, Self-Creation and Self-Ownership, Authenticity and Autonomy, Self Representation as Construction of Identity, and Ourselves as Living Memoirs: the Case of Facebook; Something crucial we ignore about social media; though its pitched as connectedness, its primary function is to construct identity through ordering and prioritizing our experience in time. Our social media publications are a form of memoir, and this is a ground of struggle between the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and to others, and those which others tell about us.
As with the public negotiations of national identity and conflicted histories in the competing narratives of the 1619 Project and the Mayflower origin story, the first question we must ask of our stories is simple and direct; whose story is this?
This is the great test of disambiguation between falsification and authenticity, and between autonomy and subjugation; not whether a statement is a lie or a truth, though this is also important, but whose truth is it?
As I wrote in my post of June 22 2021, Our History Swallows Us Like An Infinite Moebius Loop and We Become Prisoners of Its Gordian Knot: the Case of Kurdistan; History becomes a wilderness of mirrors; of lies and illusions, distorted and captured images endlessly reflected which violate our uniqueness, falsify us, limit and entrap us in authorized identities and narratives which serve the interests of elite power and not our own.
Our histories and memories are the anchorages of our identity and the wellspring of our becoming, networks of connectedness which sustain our harmony and wholeness; but such nets can ensnare us as well, and become atavisms we drag behind us like an invisible reptilian tail.
Our history swallows us like an infinite Moebius Loop, and we become prisoners of its Gordian Knot; the case of Critical Race Theory repression illumines the vicious cycle of fear, power, and force as racism and fascist tyranny overlap and intermingle hideously, consuming its most vulnerable population as sacrifices on the altar of wealth and power.
As I wrote in preface to my reading lists, Whose Story Is This? Prologue to My Revised Modern Canon of Literature; We are the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and one another. So it becomes important to ask of our stories and representations, whose story is this?
I call this the Narrative Theory of Identity, and my intention is that it serves as a lever for changing the balance of power in the world. Our idea of self derives from the persona, the ancient Greek theatrical mask through which characters speak, and the possibilities of becoming human are a function of the struggle between authorized identities and the self- ownership of autonomous individuals.
We have one problem in common as we grow up and create ourselves; each of us must reinvent how to be human. Our informing, motivating, and shaping forces, modeled and communicated to us by others, are necessary to our processes of growth and individuation, but also integral to the dialectics of self and others.
The struggle between the masks that others make for us and those we make for ourselves is the first revolution in which we all must fight.
As I wrote in my post of June 19 2022, Liberation, Memory, History, and Human Being: a Narrative Theory of Identity; Why are we taught to revere Independence Day on the Fourth of July, but not Emancipation Day on June 19?
Much of our history has been stolen from us. Its time to take it back.
Why is this of vital importance? How is our liberty determined by our history and the quality of our humanity by our memory?
We are the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and one another. Our stories live within us, and we also live within them. Who owns these stories also owns ourselves.
Whose stories shall we teach to future generations? Will it be songs of resistance and survival, of the unconquered freedom and glory of our humanity and the triumph of our seizures of power over who we are and may become? Or will it be elegies of our dehumanization and enslavement, or submission to tyrannical authorities and fascisms of blood, faith, and soil?
America is a free society of equals, wherein no one is better than any other by reason of birth or condition, in which we are co-owners of our government. This new American humanity was intended to be a society of autonomous individuals, in which we are free from the ideas of other people and from the force and control of the state.
Free to dream new possibilities of becoming human, to create ourselves as we choose with a free will and conscience in which no government stands between us and the limits of our imagination, and in which relations between persons are unmediated by the state so long as none are harmed and no other boundaries are authorized by law; a society which renounces the social use of force in the performance of our identities and in which we send no armies to enforce virtue.
We must seize our stories as informing and motivating sources through which we shape ourselves, authorize identities, and create Others for whom we are negative spaces and through whom we define ourselves.
Always there remains the creative dynamism and revolutionary struggle between the masks that others make for us and those we make for ourselves. This is the first revolution in which we all must fight; the struggle to create ourselves and for ownership of ourselves.
Which future will we choose, America? Resistance or submission?
As I wrote in my post of February 2 2022, James Joyce, on his birthday; We are what Gaston Bachelard called shells of speech, coquilles au parole, bearers of stories as memory, history, and identity, shaped by the passage of time and our interdependence with each other as prochronisms or the histories expressed in our forms of how we solved problems of adaptation and change.
Are we not the stories we tell about ourselves, to ourselves and to one another?
Can we not then change and transform ourselves with our stories through reimagination and poetic vision, as new and beautiful things freed from the legacies of our histories and the limits of other people’s ideas of virtue, beauty, and truth?
Let us seize the stories of which we are made, and become glorious.
As written by Eloghosa Osunde in The Paris Review, in her column Melting Clocks; “If you really think about it, we were all raised inside a giant dictionary. Society as we know it is simply a collection of shared definitions. Who is normal? What is beauty? Who is a criminal? What is a woman? What is a man? What is good love? What is sex? What is fair? Who is holy? What is evil? The more you agree with the definitions you’ve been given, the more you belong. The more you belong, the farther away you are from punishment. And you want to be safe in this scary place, don’t you? So you do what you’re supposed to do, and you avoid what leads to suffering.
You don’t want to be lonely either, do you, so you believe the rule: there’s nothing but nothing for you outside the defined lines. You’re told this from when you’re little, that your questions will put you in trouble, that you are and will always be too small to challenge a meaning. You’re just one person and this is how it works: society decides, you obey. But is that true? Seeing as many of us are alive on the outskirts of definitions, seeing as that’s the address that saved some of our lives, the place where we watch our safeties spring out of the ground, it’s clear that whatever was defined can be redefined. Whatever was written by a person for a people, can be edited by a person or a people. We’re proof. What is society, anyway? It’s an anthology of someones. We make it up. We have always made it up.
Art making is my strongest argument for redefinition, because nothing shows you the lie of impossibility and the multiplicity of worlds better than a body of work standing where once there was nothing. You don’t know how to turn Something into Something Else? Listen to what a remix does to a song: how in African Lady, an ADM remix, TMXO lays Masego’s music over a Lagbaja sample, rubbing two worlds against each other until they spark a three-minute-fifty-seconds long fire. Listen to the Red Hot + Riot album made in honor of Fela’s music and enter the rooms that appear when Meshell Ndegeocello, Manu Dibango, Sade Adu, Kelis, Common, Tony Allen, and D’Angelo are invited to the same house party. Or watch Janelle Monáe’s Dirty Computer and notice the world you hold too tight become subsumed in an alternate reality, another now. Watch the Greek film Dogtooth and remember how you were taught to see; see how every manipulation has its genesis in language, how language reshapes the cornea and whatever stands before it. Read The Memory Police by Yōko Ogawa and register what feels familiar about the premise; where have you seen that before? It’s strange, isn’t it, to know that what we remember is also a collaboration. Find all five remixes to Rema’s “Dumebi” [Vandalized, Major Lazer, Henry Fong, Becky G, Matoma]. All these unalike branches, growing out of the same tree. You think language is set in stone? Listen to a Nigerian talk a person to the fringes of their own English using pidgin—a genius composition. Strict binaries and genre are real until you watch DJ Moma play a New York club or DJ Aye play a Lagos night. Technically a thing like that should be impossible—continents ejecting you onto the same dance floor, that voice meeting this synth, the low wail of a bass guitar free-falling through the deep grunt of an ancient drum: jazz meets Afrobeats meets house meets alternative meets grime meets highlife meets soukous—but there you are, all of a sudden, thinking, Wait, who said these things can’t belong together?
Two months ago, when a fraction of my chosen family and I gathered to talk about the things we’re often discouraged from saying in public, one of us named that space—my living room couch—The Womb. I didn’t ask why because I didn’t need to; I know Whose it was. It fit. We all belonged inside it in a way that everything outside my door claims is impossible. It makes sense to me to miss being carried in safewater, it makes sense to me to feel yourself being (re)made, (re)gaining realness—later and now and before, all at once. Womb is a word that made me wince for a long time. That time includes now, and the reasons are still just mine. But a word means one thing until it gets a chance to mean another. The promise of being born again appealed to me for a reason, after all. That February in twenty-fourteen, the church didn’t even have to try hard. Said once as a promise, and I was already on my knees saying Yes Please, Yes. So, in the dark of The Womb, there were stories shared over palm wine and smoke that are still behind my ribs. Everyone was truth telling and the room shimmered with an earned sweetness. In response to one of those stories, we shuffled truth about our shadows, about the darker parts of ourselves we’d folded away for at least two and a half decades because it was that urgent to be A Good Person. We admitted the reasons we all fight so hard for the word Good, the reason we answer when it is called and try to claim it like a name, how frightened we are of Bad. I’m trying something new: asking myself if the choice I want to make is matched with a consequence I can live with, instead of if it’s good or bad. We talked more about how much we tuck in, how even in grief, there is a correct way to feel the weight, there are feelings we’re still not allowed to admit having. But not-allowed means hiding, even from yourself; and hiding is exactly why Yaa Gyasi’s Transcendent Kingdom insisted on disassembling me recently. A humbling feeling, being turned inside out like that. Also a kind of kindness. “You know when a story sees the things you’ve been hiding from yourself?” Yeah, that. This time, nothing was off the table, not even when it started shaking; not even when one leg fell off. So in response to “Wait, are we allowed to say these things out loud?” I said, “Well, here we are.” I can’t vouch for anywhere else in the world, but where I live, the only commandment is that there are no commandments. Be true, is the only rule. Put the lie on that rack, take off the uniform they insist you wear when you’re outside—and just be true. This is not always a beautiful or weightless thing. When you ask for truth, sometimes heavy things get said. Heavy things got said. So two weeks after The Womb had closed and we’d all been born again, in response to: “Do you ever get lonely?” (living differently, living outside, fashioning a life), I played Obongjayar’s “Carry Come Carry Go” to the person who asked this in my car. Even now, recalling it, I can see the road get stretched insanely by the hook. The answer is that feverish bridge; the answer is the way he moves on the track; it isn’t just what is said, it’s in how it’s shivered onto the beat, almost wept. The answer to what helps and holds me, what restores me to myself is also inside sound: “Good” by Sutra, “Get Free” by Mereba, “Bordeaux” by SuperJazzClub, “Ngeke Balunge” by Mafikizolo, “Giant Steps” by John Coltrane, “Unspoken Word” by the Soil. More, more.
There are multiple exits out of what is often referred to as Real Life on a daily basis, if you’re really paying attention. You probably fall in and out of your life regularly: between deep belly laughs at the dining table, or in clubs, bass beating against the small of your back. You do it when you’re watching a film that sucks you in or reading a book that pulls you deep into the corridor on the inside of your body, because imagination is a place. Distraction is a place. But you come back to, crawl right into the present so quickly, so casually that it’s hard to know what you’ve just done. Some of us have been there longer than others. I would know, having dissociated for years at a stretch, consistently moving at at least zero point zero two seconds ahead of myself, always catching up. I come to when I catch it, because I need me. Plus, you’re meant to snap out of stories and realms that are too fleshed out, too fantasy seeming, because people who believe stories and alternate realities too much and for too long see things that are not there, see things others can’t see, are called insane. Well, I used to fear that word until I was that. Until people I love were that and my love still met them there. Now I can’t care. There are a thousand reals vibrating in formation at any given moment and I’m open to many. We choose what we plug in to. The rest is the rest.
Words have synonyms and antonyms, for depth of meaning, yes—the meaning of a word thickens next to its partner or companion, its opposite or opponent, because just like you, language needs company. But my favorite thing about language is that it responds to how it’s used. It can be anything, really: from a cave or an obstacle to the bridge between lives, the road between worlds. Redefinition is relocation. It’s why the easiest way to get Somewhere Else is to name it like something real. I was raised to worry about right or wrong. I cared until I was labeled wrong and did not die. So I tell myself: don’t worry about being good; just be as intentional about destruction as you are about creation. Do not create anyone, do not destroy anyone. Understand this and no need to run: nothing on the inside of you can swallow you from there if you keep an eye on it. Keep an eye on it. Anyone can change. Forgive your fumbling. People who don’t change don’t change because they trust the dark label like they would a name. Only your name is your name. When people tell you a word can only mean one thing, they are telling you—subtly, too—that change is impossible. It’s not true. Destroy that idea. Create another truth. A word can mean something new because language is still and always being made. It’s why you can take a word like Vagabond—weaponized by the law of your land in real time— name your work after it and still be here. It’s a kind of rhythm making, this; the synthesis of your internal soundtrack. Another word that might fit here is: chaos. And another: freeing. You are free.
Forgive yourself for acting like you’ve never met yourself. Forgive yourself for sweating in the pursuit of importance, of acceptance. Forgive yourself for growing spikes when ashamed. Forgive your stubbornness. Forgive yourself for being more willing to die than fight, then forgive the defeats you stacked up inside. Forgive you for how tired you are. Forgive you for not knowing better. Then for knowing better and not yet being able to do better. For your hiding and running, for the suffocating disguises. For the secrets you still keep from you. For the times you unbecame yourself for someone else—a partner, a parent—because you were trying to become real, desirable, a shame to lose. Forgive you for the size of your love (you needn’t repent). Forgive you for the hands (they weren’t even yours). Forgive you for believing in anything that called you forbidden, for kneeling before whatever tagged you a sin. Forgive you for deceiving your head, for thinking the lie made you matter, more solid, more indestructible. Forgive you for breaking your heart, for lashing out, for falling apart, for losing your mind. You are here now. Let this matter more. A different now is close enough to exhale on you.
What does fiction do for me? It allows me to see what has been made, just as it is. It reminds me that if there are seven billion of us, there are seven billion ways to experience the world, seven billion valid iterations. The systems do what the systems do, and the kindest thing I can think to do for anyone I love is to follow them to the end of their desire, is to go with them to the beginning of their imagination—that place where I wish turns into I want. I listen to my loved ones when they say: I wish this was a world in which I could decide not to have kids. I wish I could decide not to get married. I wish this world was kinder to queer people. I wish we’d all take friendships more seriously. I wish this world was fair to neurodivergent people. I wish. I wish. There’s so much I still wish for, too, but also so much I have now only because someone stayed with me past a question mark. What would you be like if you had room? I try to ask that often. When they start describing it—I’d live with my friends; I’d treat my partner more kindly because I’ll at least be allowed to love them; I’d just not get married; I’d just be an aunty or uncle instead of trying to be a parent; I’d share resources with people around me; I’d put way less emphasis on money and more on community building—I watch what dawns on all of us. Maybe it’s not possible for us to have everything right here right now, the world being what it is, but it’s not true that we can’t get closer to what we want. It’s not true that none of it is accessible. Your hope is the perfect size, so no point waiting, sometimes. Because what is society anyway? It’s an anthology of someones. We make it up. We make it up.
It’s hard to remember this, because some feelings are so particular, so precise that you think no one will ever know what it feels like under your skin; but there’s a song for every feeling and a story for every situation for a reason. It’s how we get through. Maybe your life tells you that you’re right about being unseeable at the moment. Maybe that’s what you found to be true with people. Good thing stories can go everywhere then. Wasn’t it a book that reminded me recently that I have the spine it takes to stand up to my life? This life is massive, and of course. Massive and on course. It was a song that reminded me, too, some nights ago what a privilege it is that what I call family without flinching is a fiction I made; that there is a group of people who bear the truest witness of my life; that I get to live out the impossible. It’s only because of stories and music and art and love that I’m able to remind me how free I am to act in favor of myself and how free I am to not. I’m free to reach for more and I’m free to not. When I put it that way, I know what I choose.
One of the first definitions I remember learning is from primary school. “Culture,” the teacher said, “is a way of life.” We repeated it after her; a simple sentence. As long as we’re alive, there’ll be other ways of life being made as we breathe. Some of them can be ours. It’ll just require us to take what we see and want and wish for seriously. If I say that I am free to dream and I’ve dreamed a world with decentralized power, a much slower pace, more kindness, a timeline in which people can fall apart and hibernate, where rest isn’t a luxury, where gender is an abundant harvest instead of two darkly rigid lanes, where sanity is not the measure of worth, where no one is an outcast and we’re all responsible for each other, where friendships can survive mistakes and tension, where thick love is commonplace, where I can hold my love close no matter the skin they’re in, then I’m free to test run that way of life on myself and my relationships. I’m free to do it now, because now’s when I’m alive. That won’t always be true, but I’m here now and that hereness is sometimes a vehicle, sometimes a tool.
We were all raised in a giant dictionary, yes, and we’re more able to move out if we can find somewhere else to go: a where, a how, and a who to be with there. We find somewhere elses by making up and living out freeing fictions—even in small clusters. When we ground our faiths in the right not-yet-reals, when we look at the nonlinearity of time, we see how right here the future has been since yesterday, how we’re always practicing it in fractions now. Aliveness has always been a staring contest between us and time. We know that. No one blinks with you when you do. We know that. It’s costly, this, always—a life has to be—but what I know for sure is this: there are always other words and other definitions, always other worlds and other locations. To know this is to see this, too: we can grow the spines we need to stand up for our lives.”
As written by Helena de Bresis, author of author of Artful Truths: The Philosophy of Memoir, in Aeon; “I wrote a memoir recently, and sometimes I ask myself why on earth I did. It was difficult and time-consuming, it involved some rather unpleasant self-examination, and it raised suspicions of self-involvement, exhibitionism and insufferable earnestness that I’d so far mainly avoided in life. If I publish it, I risk being accused by friends of betrayal, by readers of lying, and by critics of any number of literary flaws. Since selling a memoir is hard, all of that would represent things going well. When I complain to my sister about this, she suggests that ‘maybe’ I should have – ‘I don’t know’ – considered these points two years ago, before embarking on this thing that she would ‘never, like, ever do’.
When asked why they bother, memoirists offer a range of reasons. Saint Teresa did it for the glory of God; Jean-Jacques Rousseau to express his inner self; Vladimir Nabokov to recreate his vanished childhood; Frederick Douglass to advance the cause of abolition. But maybe the deepest reason for writing a memoir, intertwined with all the rest, is the desire to find meaning in one’s past experience. Whatever else they’re up to, memoirists are in the business of locating some form or order in their personal history: setting it down as an intelligible shape, not a hot mess. Finding this form is both a necessary part of memoir and one of its key rewards. That was what I was after, anyway. Life moves so fast. Stuff had gone down. I wanted to slow the passage of events, grasp what the past had meant, before picking up the pace once again.
You can search for form in life through philosophy, science, religion and any kind of art. The memoirist’s distinctive move is to do it via autobiographical narrative: the construction of an organised sequence of personally experienced events, along with an implied evaluative response to them. Life stories have three things going for them when it comes to making experience intelligible. They’re selective, highlighting particular agents, settings and episodes out of the mass of material that life provides. They’re also unifying, drawing connections between their disparate parts and situating them in context. And they’re isomorphic: they share deep structural and thematic features with other stories, which we use as a shortcut when interpreting them. Psychologists report that most autobiographical narratives follow the classical story arc: steady state, complication, rising action, crisis, resolution, then coda. And they involve quests, comings-of-age, fatal errors, comeuppances and returns recognisable from myths, parables and fairy tales. Most, though maybe not all, humans tell such life stories. Memoirists recount them at length, in writing, with literary ambitions. We’re trying to do it, but make it art.
What are memoirists doing exactly, when we claim to ‘find’ this form and meaning in our past experience? Are we genuinely discovering it back there or just making it up? For the past century or so, the wind has been behind the latter interpretation. Many take the existentialist line that seeing your life in narrative terms is a form of mauvaise foi, or bad faith. We urgently want there to be order and meaning in the world, independently of us. But there isn’t, and our attempts to impose coherence and significance where none exist are self-deceiving and absurd. Roquentin, the protagonist of Jean-Paul Sartre’s novel Nausea (1938), describes the ‘disgust’ and ‘nausea’ produced by our meaningless universe, alongside its ineffective narrative remedy:
This is what fools people: a man is always a teller of tales, he lives surrounded by his stories and the stories of others, he sees everything that happens to him through them; and he tries to live his own life as if he were telling a story.
What exactly is wrong with construing your past as a story? In his memoir The Words (1963), Sartre suggests that storytelling distorts our understanding of life, by confusing it with literature. We can tell autobiographical narratives if we like but, if so, we should be clear about what we’re doing: producing fiction. This take suggests that memoir, which calls itself nonfiction, is a fundamentally suspect enterprise.
A similar critique of narrative emerged in the philosophy of history in the 1970s. In his book Metahistory (1973), Hayden White argued that historical writing is a constructive process, in which the historian selects a subset of past events, imaginatively fills in the gaps, and orders the lot into a unified story. These historical stories, like the life stories of individuals, take conventional literary forms – tragedy, romance, comedy and satire – and employ poetic devices, including metaphor, synecdoche and irony. All of this is a creative act on the part of the historian, an imposition on the historical record. As a result, different historians can and do provide different narrative interpretations of the same events, none of which can be said to uniquely fit the facts. White concludes that historical writing, despite its scientific pretensions, reduces to fiction.
The philosopher Noël Carroll offered two main lines of response to White that transfer nicely to memoir. The first points to a set of faulty inferences in the argument. White assumes that each of the following features of an interpretation transforms it into fiction: inventiveness, selectivity, multiplicity, conventionality and literary quality. But a quick run-through shows that each can be present without an immediate diagnosis of fictionalising. Photos are invented rather than found, but that doesn’t make them inaccurate representations of the past. My telling you only some things about my spring break doesn’t mean that what I do tell you is made up. The availability of multiple good stories about the Loretta Lynn fan convention doesn’t demonstrate that one or all of them are fiction: each can just highlight a distinct aspect of the same complex course of events. And your description of what you’ve been up to recently might be Homeric, but some weekends genuinely are epic, and nonfigurative, nonliterary language might not be enough to capture the truth about them.
Carroll’s second reply to White questions the assertion that the world isn’t story-shaped. Humans act for reasons, and those actions have consequences, including the imprint of certain patterns on the world. We can describe all this in terms of atoms moving in the void, sure. But there’s an equally legitimate form of explanation that appeals to the values and goals driving the action, and therefore to the purpose and significance that human life genuinely contains. A story that offers such an explanation is picking up on real aspects of the world, not confabulating. Similarly, since humans think and act symbolically, narratives that incorporate metaphor and myth can serve to reflect, rather than distort, reality.
That said, there’s some truth in the claim that narrative is created, not found. Successful nonfictional storytellers both discover and construct. They do the difficult work of pruning and unifying experience into a shape they and others can understand. As the writer Lorrie Moore puts it: ‘Life is a cornfield, but literature is that shot of whiskey that’s been distilled down.’ And when nonfictional storytellers succeed, the shape they create tracks genuine features in the life described.
To defend nonfictional narrative isn’t, of course, to defend all particular life stories. At one early point in writing my memoir, I announced: ‘OMG, I think my life tracks the history of Western philosophy!’ ‘That’s wonderful!’ my long-suffering sister replied, but the angle of her eyebrow effectively consigned that one to the trash. There are also some general narrative conventions we’re better off without. No literary memoirist would be caught dead these days writing a traditional autobiography: a strictly chronological tracing of events, from infancy on, in a tone of untroubled authority. The contemporary memoir zooms in on a specific period or theme, and moves back and forth in time. Modern memoirists tend to be less certain than autobiographers, more alert to the seductions of narrative closure. As a result, their books are more complex, searching, and truer to life.
But we can welcome these salutary effects of 20th-century narrative scepticism while keeping the baby in the bath. Old-fashioned storytelling has real virtues when making sense of the world. (I once lunched with a literary magazine editor after he’d gone through the latest set of submissions. ‘Oh god,’ he exclaimed, like a frustrated police chief, ‘just tell me what happened in order!’) Those virtues are so great that even narrative sceptics make use of them. Joan Didion ends her essay ‘The White Album’ (1968-78) with an admission of defeat: ‘Writing has not yet helped me to see what [experience] means.’ But sometimes the pattern just is chaos, and Didion’s use of personal narrative in this essay deftly captures that truth about 1960s California.
Cynics about narrative often give off an air of expecting more from stories than memoirists themselves do. No memoir can reveal an underlying grand narrative in the universe as a whole, or give its writer anything more than a partial and provisional grip on their personal past. But it can sometimes provide that grip, which is no small thing. When I look at my own memoir, I can clearly see its fictive qualities. The stage is set, the action rises, the protagonist falls apart, then lurches out of the abyss. There’s a coda, written in a tone of battered hope. Sartre would give it one star on Goodreads. That would be mean (I gave his five!), but I’m not too troubled by it. The book reads to me like my life, a life that makes better sense to me now that I’ve written it down.”
In the chiaroscuro of darkness and light, free speech is delimited with hate speech, and the region of ambiguous meanings and values between them is both a boundary of the Forbidden and an interface of transformation.
When our defining moments are controlled by tyrants, plutocrats of amoral capitalism, and other apex predators of systems of oppression and the enforcement of elite hegemonies of wealth, power, and privilege, rather than seized and owned by ourselves along with our own voices, witness, and remembrance, it becomes an existential threat of falsification, commodification, and dehumanization, and a primary ground of revolutionary struggle.
During the abomination of the Trump regime we have witnessed this struggle played out on a national and global scale, with democracy, the idea of human rights, and the choice between being citizens or subjects hanging in the balance.
As I wrote in my post of December 16 2022, Hate Speech is Not Free Speech: the Case of Elon Musk’s Twitter; Mesmerized as by the blinkless predator stare of a cobra or its echo in the Kubrick gaze of Jenna Ortega’s character of Wednesday, we have witnessed the spectacle of violation and degradation of a beloved social media platform by an amoral plutocrat who purchased it to leverage Our Clown of Terror, Traitor Trump, into the White House once more, for the purpose of the subversion of democracy and the Fall of America to a regime of tyranny, and has relentlessly and with feral viciousness promoted white supremacist and antisemitic terrorists and fascist propagandists and marginalized and silenced dissent, impartial investigative journalism, and voices from the center of traditional democracy and its values of liberty, equality, truth, and justice.
Hate speech is not free speech, and merits no quarter. To fascism we must give the only reply it merits; Never Again!
In all of the absurd madness of conspiracy theories, alternate realities, rewritten histories, lies and illusions, propaganda and thought control, and the commodification of humankind by big data and pervasive surveillance, and with the examples of monsters of depravity and paranoid fantasy such as Traitor Trump, Alex Jones, Rush Limbaugh, Rupert Murdoch, and Elon Musk, of apologists of theocratic patriarchal sexual terror and white supremacist terror like Tucker Carlson and Charlie Kirk, of fascist propaganda mills like Fox News and now sadly Twitter weaponized in service to power and the repression of dissent, let us study closely a great truth which now stands revealed on the stage of history; the Fifth Estate has now replaced the institutions of politics as the shaping force whereby we choose how to be human together.
Its been a long process, the fall of democracy; I’m tempted to say it began with Hearst and his 1898 false story of the bombing of an American ship in Cuba as the pretext for the Spanish-American War and our conquest of Cuba, Puerto Rico, Guam, and the Philippines as we built our empire on the carcass of Imperial Spain’s; but the historical forces involved are ambiguous and complex. And the mighty have always sought to keep the slaves at their work creating the wealth they enjoy through lies as well as force; lies are cheaper than armies.
As the marvelous and prophetic film Wag the Dog tells us, he who tells the story shapes the response. And we must be very careful who we allow to write our history, and who makes the rules by which it is written, for journalism is a sacred calling to pursue the truth, and electoral democracy requires truths free from the influence of power.
As Lenin asked in the essay that began the Russian Revolution; “What is to be done?”
If we do not seize and nationalize Twitter and any media platform of hate crime or fascist propaganda as a public good owned by us all, we must enact fair rules of play which ensure no one’s speech harms another, either as individuals or as a class of persons.
To create an idea about a kind of people is an act of violence.
As I wrote in my post of August 8 2019, Free Speech Versus Safety From Fascist Terror: Hate, Violence, and the Dark Side of Social Media;” As written in the Essential California newsletter of Tuesday morning: “In his much-cited 1996 Declaration of the Independence of Cyberspace, John Perry Barlow — an internet pioneer and founder of the Electronic Frontier Foundation — wrote that “We are creating a world that all may enter without privilege or prejudice accorded by race, economic power, military force, or station of birth. We are creating a world where anyone, anywhere may express his or her beliefs, no matter how singular, without fear of being coerced into silence or conformity.”
But the utopian ideals of the early internet are increasingly at odds with the view of it as a place for free speech at all costs, as the darker corners of the web have proved a fertile breeding ground for violent extremism.”
Barlow’s Declaration is a gloriously anarchic and libertarian manifesto; pretty words, indeed, which I endorse without reservation but for this; the right of free speech ends where others are harmed, dehumanized, identified as targets for violence, or restricted in their own freedoms.
The very first and most important example of what is meant by our founding principle of America as “only that government which is necessary to obtain those rights which we cannot obtain for ourselves” is our right to freedom from hate speech which authorizes murder, as no one’s rights may infringe upon another’s. Further, the right to life takes precedence over the right to freedom of information and communication, as we may have one without the other, but not the reverse. Before all else, we must be alive to possess other rights.
Whenever I consider our freedoms of speech and of the press, I imagine myself in the great film V for Vendetta, and secondarily in the classic film Brazil, whose dictum “We’re all in this together” has been the guiding principle of so many of my adventures. Harry Tuttle, played by Robert de Niro, V, played by Hugo Weaving, and the hero of Inglourious Basterds, the magnificent Lt. Aldo Raine played by Brad Pitt, are together my heroes and role models of political action. I have asked myself in many contexts over a lifetime of complex choices, what would our heroes do in this situation?
What would Aldo Raine do if confronted by a global Fourth Reich which has seized control of the American Presidency and has built concentration camps on our border?
What would Harry Tuttle do when a totalitarian regime has enacted pervasive state terror and surveillance, secret prisons, and attacks on truth and justice, equality and freedom?
What would V do when tyranny and plutocracy have stolen our humanity from us, and lost our values in a sea of illusions and lies?
As I wrote in my post of July 19 2021, Signs of Tyranny: Surveillance, Propaganda, and Repression; To free ourselves of the ideas of other people; such is the essence of democracy. Conversely, the use of social force in marginalizing and silencing dissent is the definition of tyranny.
Of the silencing of dissent in service to the authority of the state and of the tyranny of force and control I have written often, for it touches upon the origins of evil and the centrality of fear, power, and force as an engine of violence, inhumanity, dehumanization, and the theft of the soul.
Herein I find another purpose in defining the nature of truth, and of journalism as a sacred calling to pursue the truth. And this provides us with a yardstick against which to measure the legitimacy of the state; the test of a government is its transparency, its tolerance of dissent as a feature of democratic process, the degree to which it upholds freedom of speech and of access to information, and its reverence for objective and testable truth as a keystone of freedom.
As I wrote in my post of June 22 2021, Our History Swallows Us Like An Infinite Moebius Loop and We Become Prisoners of Its Gordian Knot; History becomes a wilderness of mirrors; of lies and illusions, distorted and captured images endlessly reflected which violate our uniqueness, falsify us, limit and entrap us in authorized identities and narratives which serve the interests of elite power and not our own. Our histories and memories are the anchorages of our identity and the wellspring of our becoming, networks of connectedness which sustain our harmony and wholeness; but such nets can ensnare us as well, and become atavisms we drag behind us like an invisible reptilian tail.
As I wrote in my post of August 15 2020, Windows Into Our Souls: Why Surveillance is a Subversion of Democracy; Those who would enslave us have at their command an arsenal of surveillance and control which threaten to make tyranny and authoritarianism pervasive and endemic, and these rapidly evolving technologies must be overcome both as individual tools and methods and as structures of the police state. Cameras, phones, drones, and face recognition as means of identification and tracking in the repression of dissent must be resisted, for these define the front in the great struggle for freedom versus the carceral state.
As I wrote in my post of May 27 2020, On Speaking Truth to Power as a Sacred Calling; Authorized identities and boundaries of the Forbidden are about power, and we must call out the instruments of unequal power as we see them. Foucault called this truthtelling, and it is a crucial part of seizure of power and ownership of identity; always there remains the struggle between the masks others make for us and those we make for ourselves.
Against state terror and control let us deploy parrhesia and the performance of our best selves. Go ahead; frighten the horses.”
Often have I referred to this key performative role in democracy as the Jester of King Lear, whose enactments of mockery and satire, the exposure and deflation of the mighty as revolutionary seizures of power which reclaim that which we the people have lent them when it is used unjustly, are necessary to maintain the balance of interests in a society in which government is co-owned equally by its citizens and has as its overriding purpose the securement of the freedom and autonomy of individuals and of their universal human rights.
Without citizens who refuse to be silenced and controlled by authority, democracy becomes meaningless.
So with my arts of rhetoric and poetry as truthtelling, with my praxis of democracy as a debate coach and English teacher of these essential skills of citizenship, and with my political journal here at Torch of Liberty : https://torchofliberty.home.blog ; to incite, provoke, and disturb.
For democracy requires a participatory electorate willing to speak truth to power.
To all those who defy and challenge unjust authority; I will stand with you, and I ask that all of us do the same.
As I wrote in my post of December 16 2020, Principles of Democracy: Freedom From Surveillance, or Repeal the Patriot Act; Hope dawns for liberty in America as the first bipartisan legislation of the Biden Presidency is an effort to reclaim our freedom from surveillance, a key principle of democracy. Freedom means freedom from coercion by force and control; and while force refers to repression of dissent by the police and the carceral state, my subject here is its shadow, now pervasive and endemic, thought control.
We now live in a nation of universal surveillance and the sacrifice of privacy to security, and in the words of Benjamin Franklin; “Those who would give up essential Liberty, to purchase a little temporary Safety, deserve neither Liberty nor Safety.”
We have arrived at this sad pass by a long and circuitous route, but the trigger event was the tragedy of 911 which signaled the Imperial phase of American history and the state tyranny and terror authorized under the Patriot Act. As is far too often the case, we as victims have learned the wrong lessons from our abusers; force and fear are not the sole basis of human relationships in a nihilistic and amoral universe, nor the highest ideals to which humankind can aspire.
This is part of the ideology of state terror called the counterinsurgency model of policing, which replaces the legal presumption of innocence with the presumption that all citizens are potential terrorist threats and enemies of the state.
The most visible part of this is force, which begins with the selection of police on the basis of willingness to kill, and then trains and equips them with military weapons as a force of occupation and repression, takes monstrous form in Homeland Security and its campaign of ethnic cleansing and system of concentration camps for migrants and the illegal secret army which coordinated with white supremacist terrorist organizations in attempts to provoke violence and use the Black Lives Matter movement and anti-fascists like myself as a pretext for the federal occupation of Democratic cities in aid of Trump’s first three coup attempts this year, and extends throughout the justice system from the rapacious and unchecked power of the Prosecuting Attorney’s office to the fascist political appointees among our judges and Attorneys General, and to the prisons of our carceral state which are designed to re-enslave the Black population and provide free labor to plutocratic elites and to enforce social hierarchies of belonging and otherness for the purpose of maintaining a hegemony of power, wealth, and privilege for the elite. It is an inherently antidemocratic system, subversive at every level from the policeman whose thin blue line enforces injustice to the power brokers of fascist tyranny.
But without the social control of surveillance and propaganda force has no target and no concealment. Information is gathered at all times and about everyone, through cameras, drones, phone tracking, face recognition, a myriad and evolving web of surveillance, and analyzed through big data to shape our beliefs and actions as typified by Cambridge Analytica’s subversion of elections.
There is no form of power more subversive than that of secret power.
Just ask any survivor of abuse by predatory authority, because that is exactly the relationship of citizens to the state under our present system.
We have been like captive children howling in terror and rage in the darkness of a basement prison, we Americans, throughout this terrible time of our subjugation to the Fourth Reich which began with the Patriot Act, alone and awaiting horrors. I hear America howling in the streets of over fifty cities where from the spring of this year we have fought the forces of state tyranny and terror until the federal government announced the defeat of its occupation campaign, withdrew the secret army of Homeland Security, and the fascist triumvirs Trump, Barr, and Wolf officially ceded control to the people and proclaimed New York, Portland, and Seattle Autonomous Zones.
We have seized our cities in the streets and our nation in the elections, and with the repeal of the Patriot Act and FISA Amendments Act we can begin to reclaim our democracy and our liberty. We have won free of our prison; let us now transform the systems, structures, and institutions which made our enslavement and subjugation to fascist tyranny possible.
There can be but one reply to fascism; Never Again.
Here is Lionel Trilling’s brilliant review of Orwell’s 1984, the classic exposition of anarchist philosophy as a critique of unequal power and the authoritarian nature of government, from the June 18, 1949 Issue of the New Yorker; “George Orwell’s “1984” predicts a state of things far worse than any we have ever known.
George Orwell’s new novel “Nineteen Eighty-Four” (Harcourt, Brace), confirms its author in the special, honorable place he holds in our intellectual life. Orwell’s native gifts are perhaps not of a transcendent kind; they have their roots in a quality of mind that ought to be as frequent as it is modest. This quality may be described as a sort of moral centrality, a directness of relation to moral—and political—fact, and it is so far from being frequent in our time that Orwell’s possession of it seems nearly unique. Orwell is an intellectual to his fingertips, but he is far removed from both the Continental and the American type of intellectual. The turn of his mind is what used to be thought of as peculiarly “English.” He is indifferent to the allurements of elaborate theory and of extreme sensibility. The medium of his thought is common sense, and his commitment to intellect is fortified by an old-fashioned faith that the truth can be got at, that we can, if we actually want to, see the object as it really is. This faith in the power of mind rests in part on Orwell’s willingness, rare among contemporary intellectuals, to admit his connection with his own cultural past. He no longer identifies himself with the British upper middle class in which he was reared, yet it is interesting to see how often his sense of fact derives from some ideal of that class, how he finds his way through a problem by means of an unabashed certainty of the worth of some old, simple, belittled virtue. Fairness, decency, and responsibility do not make up a shining or comprehensive morality, but in a disordered world they serve Orwell as an invaluable base of intellectual operations.
Radical in his politics and in his artistic tastes, Orwell is wholly free of the cant of radicalism. His criticism of the old order is cogent, but he is chiefly notable for his flexible and modulated examination of the political and aesthetic ideas that oppose those of the old order. Two years of service in the Spanish Loyalist Army convinced him that he must reject the line of the Communist Party and, presumably, gave him a large portion of his knowledge of the nature of human freedom. He did not become—as Leftist opponents of Communism are so often and so comfortably said to become—“embittered” or “cynical;” his passion for freedom simply took account of yet another of freedom’s enemies, and his intellectual verve was the more stimulated by what he had learned of the ambiguous nature of the newly identified foe, which so perplexingly uses the language and theory of light for ends that are not enlightened. His distinctive work as a radical intellectual became the criticism of liberal and radical thought wherever it deteriorated to shibboleth and dogma. No one knows better than he how willing is the intellectual Left to enter the prison of its own mass mind, nor does anyone believe more directly than he in the practical consequences of thought, or understand more clearly the enormous power, for good or bad, that ideology exerts in an unstable world.
“Nineteen Eighty-Four” is a profound, terrifying, and wholly fascinating book. It is a fantasy of the political future, and, like any such fantasy, serves its author as a magnifying device for an examination of the present. Despite the impression it may give at first, it is not an attack on the Labour Government. The shabby London of the Super-State of the future, the bad food, the dull clothing, the fusty housing, the infinite ennui—all these certainly reflect the English life of today, but they are not meant to represent the outcome of the utopian pretensions of Labourism or of any socialism. Indeed, it is exactly one of the cruel essential points of the book that utopianism is no longer a living issue. For Orwell, the day has gone by when we could afford the luxury of making our flesh creep with the spiritual horrors of a successful hedonistic society; grim years have intervened since Aldous Huxley, in “Brave New World,” rigged out the welfare state of Ivan Karamazov’s Grand Inquisitor in the knickknacks of modern science and amusement, and said what Dostoevski and all the other critics of the utopian ideal had said before—that men might actually gain a life of security, adjustment, and fun, but only at the cost of their spiritual freedom, which is to say, of their humanity. Orwell agrees that the State of the future will establish its power by destroying souls. But he believes that men will be coerced, not cosseted, into soullessness. They will be dehumanized not by sex, massage, and private helicopters but by a marginal life of deprivation, dullness, and fear of pain.
This, in fact, is the very center of Orwell’s vision of the future. In 1984, nationalism as we know it has at last been overcome, and the world is organized into three great political entities. All profess the same philosophy, yet despite their agreement, or because of it, the three Super-States are always at war with each other, two always allied against one, but all seeing to it that the balance of power is kept, by means of sudden, treacherous shifts of alliance. This arrangement is established as if by the understanding of all, for although it is the ultimate aim of each to dominate the world, the immediate aim is the perpetuation of war without victory and without defeat. It has at last been truly understood that war is the health of the State; as an official slogan has it, “War Is Peace.” Perpetual war is the best assurance of perpetual absolute rule. It is also the most efficient method of consuming the production of the factories on which the economy of the State is based. The only alternative method is to distribute the goods among the population. But this has its clear danger. The life of pleasure is inimical to the health of the State. It stimulates the senses and thus encourages the illusion of individuality; it creates personal desires, thus potential personal thought and action.
But the life of pleasure has another, and even more significant, disadvantage in the political future that Orwell projects from his observation of certain developments of political practice in the last two decades. The rulers he envisages are men who, in seizing rule, have grasped the innermost principles of power. All other oligarchs have included some general good in their impulse to rule and have played at being philosopher-kings or priest-kings or scientist-kings, with an announced program of beneficence. The rulers of Orwell’s State know that power in its pure form has for its true end nothing but itself, and they know that the nature of power is defined by the pain it can inflict on others. They know, too, that just as wealth exists only in relation to the poverty of others, so power in its pure aspect exists only in relation to the weakness of others, and that any power of the ruled, even the power to experience happiness, is by that much a diminution of the power of the rulers.
The exposition of the mystique of power is the heart and essence of Orwell’s book. It is implicit throughout the narrative, explicit in excerpts from the remarkable “Theory and Practice of Oligarchical Collectivism,” a subversive work by one Emmanuel Goldstein, formerly the most gifted leader of the Party, now the legendary foe of the State. It is brought to a climax in the last section of the novel, in the terrible scenes in which Winston Smith, the sad hero of the story, having lost his hold on the reality decreed by the State, having come to believe that sexuality is a pleasure, that personal loyalty is a good, and that two plus two always and not merely under certain circumstances equals four, is brought back to health by torture and discourse in a hideous parody on psychotherapy and the Platonic dialogues.
Orwell’s theory of power is developed brilliantly, at considerable length. And the social system that it postulates is described with magnificent circumstantiality: the three orders of the population—Inner Party, Outer Party, and proletarians; the complete surveillance of the citizenry by the Thought Police, the only really efficient arm of the government; the total negation of the personal life; the directed emotions of hatred and patriotism; the deified Leader, omnipresent but invisible, wonderfully named Big Brother; the children who spy on their parents; and the total destruction of culture. Orwell is particularly successful in his exposition of the official mode of thought, Doublethink, which gives one “the power of holding two contradictory beliefs in one’s mind simultaneously, and accepting both of them.” This intellectual safeguard of the State is reinforced by a language, Newspeak, the goal of which is to purge itself of all words in which a free thought might be formulated. The systematic obliteration of the past further protects the citizen from Crimethink, and nothing could be more touching, or more suggestive of what history means to the mind, than the efforts of poor Winston Smith to think about the condition of man without knowledge of what others have thought before him.
By now, it must be clear that “Nineteen Eighty-four” is, in large part, an attack on Soviet Communism. Yet to read it as this and as nothing else would be to misunderstand the book’s aim. The settled and reasoned opposition to Communism that Orwell expresses is not to be minimized, but he is not undertaking to give us the delusive comfort of moral superiority to an antagonist. He does not separate Russia from the general tendency of the world today. He is saying, indeed, something no less comprehensive than this: that Russia, with its idealistic social revolution now developed into a police state, is but the image of the impending future and that the ultimate threat to human freedom may well come from a similar and even more massive development of the social idealism of our democratic culture. To many liberals, this idea will be incomprehensible, or, if it is understood at all, it will be condemned by them as both foolish and dangerous. We have dutifully learned to think that tyranny manifests itself chiefly, even solely, in the defense of private property and that the profit motive is the source of all evil. And certainly Orwell does not deny that property is powerful or that it may be ruthless in self-defense. But he sees that, as the tendency of recent history goes, property is no longer in anything like the strong position it once was, and that will and intellect are playing a greater and greater part in human history. To many, this can look only like a clear gain. We naturally identify ourselves with will and intellect; they are the very stuff of humanity, and we prefer not to think of their exercise in any except an ideal way. But Orwell tells us that the final oligarchical revolution of the future, which, once established, could never be escaped or countered, will be made not by men who have property to defend but by men of will and intellect, by “the new aristocracy . . . of bureaucrats, scientists, trade-union organizers, publicity experts, sociologists, teachers, journalists, and professional politicians.”
These people [says the authoritative Goldstein, in his account of the revolution], whose origins lay in the salaried middle class and the upper grades of the working class, had been shaped and brought together by the barren world of monopoly industry and centralized government. As compared with their opposite numbers in past ages, they were less avaricious, less tempted by luxury, hungrier for pure power, and, above all, more conscious of what they were doing and more intent on crushing opposition. This last difference was cardinal.
The whole effort of the culture of the last hundred years has been directed toward teaching us to understand the economic motive as the irrational road to death, and to seek salvation in the rational and the planned. Orwell marks a turn in thought; he asks us to consider whether the triumph of certain forces of the mind, in their naked pride and excess, may not produce a state of things far worse than any we have ever known. He is not the first to raise the question, but he is the first to raise it on truly liberal or radical grounds, with no intention of abating the demand for a just society, and with an overwhelming intensity and passion. This priority makes his book a momentous one.”
As written by Mary Papenfuss in Huffpost, in an article entitled United Nations Rips ‘Dangerous Precedent’ Of Elon Musk’s Chilling Crackdown On Journalists: Musk “sets a dangerous precedent at a time when journalists all over the world are facing censorship, physical threats, and even worse,” said a spokesperson; “United Nations officials are “very disturbed” by Twitter CEO Elon Musk’s “dangerous” assault on free speech in his crackdown on a group of U.S. journalists covering him and his businesses, a spokesperson for the international organization said Friday.
Musk’s “arbitrary” action sets a “dangerous precedent” by suspending targeted prominent tech journalists reporting on him at news organizations including CNN, The Washington Post, The New York Times and Mashable, among others, Stéphane Dujarric told reporters.
Dujarric said the media must not be censored on a platform that professes to be a haven for free speech — run by a billionaire who has claimed to be a “free speech absolutist.”
“The move sets a dangerous precedent at a time when journalists all over the world are facing censorship, physical threats, and even worse,” said Dujarric.
Musk is incensed that his private jet flights have been tracked regularly on Twitter by user Jack Sweeney, a sophomore at the University of Central Florida. Musk earlier this week booted both the @ElonJet tracking account and Sweeney’s personal account — and then threatened to sue Sweeney.
The Telsa CEO warned Thursday that anyone who “doxxes” on Twitter — reveals another’s real-time location information — will be suspended.
Musk considers his flight details — which are already publicly available to anyone — verboten “real-time” doxxing, he has tweeted. Yet countless people’s “real-time” location is constantly revealed on Twitter, from videos of protesters at demonstrations to celebrity appearances to politicians’ press conferences.
Apparently, not all the suspended journalists reported about or linked to the flight tracking information that Musk objects to. But they may have irritated Musk in other ways, such as reporting on the crash records of Teslas on Auto-Pilot.
CNN reporter Donie O’Sullivan said Musk’s flight tracking gripe was an “entirely false” justification for the crackdown and that he was irritated by negative press. “I poked the billionaire,” O’Sullivan said Friday on “CNN This Morning.”
European Union leaders are warning that Musk’s crackdown on journalists has already run afoul of the continent’s digital regulations ensuring free speech.
Věra Jourová, the European Commission vice president for values and transparency, called Musk’s actions “worrying,” The Guardian reported.
He emphasized that the EU’s Digital Services Act required platforms to respect media freedom. When any user or content is penalized, it must be done in a “proportionate manner, with due regard to fundamental rights,” state the regulations.
“This is reinforced under our Media Freedom Act. Elon Musk should be aware of that. There are red lines. And sanctions, soon,” she said.
Dujarric said the U.N. is continuing to monitor Twitter as it weighs whether or not to continue to use the platform. He said its popularity makes it a handy “tool” for sharing factual information. But officials are concerned about the recent disturbing rise of hate speech and disinformation on Twitter, he said.”
As written by Tom Nichols in The Atlantic’s newsletter; “A lot of serious things are happening in the world: economic uncertainty, war, a pandemic. What’s happening on Twitter isn’t even close to those issues in importance or impact. But the continued reign of Elon Musk as Twitter’s chief jerk could, in fact, affect your life, in ways you might not realize. But first, let’s review the events of the past 24 hours or so. If you haven’t been on Twitter, you’ve been missing something like the tech version of Desperate Housewives, but it’s important to understand the claims Musk is making and why major news outlets are pushing back on them.
This entire drama is probably rooted somewhere in Musk’s privileged youth or his bloated psyche, but the immediate spur to this most recent mini-drama was that Musk does not like people knowing the location of his private jet. Jack Sweeney is a college student who used public data to track the location of Musk’s jet and many others, including some owned by Russian oligarchs. He then posted this information on Twitter through a variety of different accounts—all now suspended—including one dedicated to Musk, @ElonJet. Musk disliked this so much that almost a year ago, he offered Sweeney $5,000 to stop doing it.
Sweeney declined. Musk took ownership of Twitter in late October and, in a flurry of Calvinball rule changes, declared this week that revealing the whereabouts of his jet was the same as doxxing (that is, publishing personal data about private citizens), decreed this a violation of Twitter’s terms of service, and banned the account.
Musk claims that a stalker used the location of his jet to attack a car that his son was in. He has not presented any evidence that this event happened or, it seems, filed any police reports. And in a karmic plot twist, the founder of the investigative journalism site Bellingcat tweeted that his team ascertained that the event did not take place near an airport. But Musk used this story to go after yet more accounts. None were sharing the real-time location of his jet, but some were reporting on the ban of @ElonJet and the Musk Twitter tantrum that went with it.
Within hours, the account bans had piled up. Musk took out the independent journalist Aaron Rupar, a regular thorn in his paw. He banned Donie O’Sullivan of CNN. He scragged the accounts of Drew Harwell at The Washington Post, Micah Lee of The Intercept, and Ryan Mac of The New York Times. As the night wore on, he vanished Keith Olbermann—sure, he’s annoying, but still—and Mike Binder of Mashable. And just for good measure, when Steve Herman of that notoriously left-wing organization known as Voice of America merely affirmed the news that Musk was banning his critics, the Chief Twit zotzed that account too.
The usual Twitter tempête de merde ensued. Twitter’s liberals swore that this was the last straw and that they were all decamping to alternatives, usually the Mastodon social network. This really got Musk’s oddly shaped dander up, because, as it turns out, Sweeney was over on Mastodon doing his usual flight tracking—and so Musk seemingly went through another round of sweaty, angry panic, in which Twitter declared references to Mastodon to be “unsafe,” eventually blocking links to Mastodon itself in the name of safety and virtue and all that is holy and good—which is also convenient, because Mastodon is one of Twitter’s few competitors.
Musk’s petty outbursts make you wonder how dangerous it would be if a narcissistic, self-interested, vindictive adolescent ever gained a major political office such as, say, the White House. But I digress.
Now, unless you’re Very Online—and I am, for both personal and professional reasons—none of this matters very much at the moment. But Musk’s weird rampage does have an impact on the way the world around you exchanges information. Twitter has many levels; for some people, it’s a place to talk about oddball hobbies and exchange pet pictures. (Have you met my cat?) But it’s also an extremely valuable conduit for news, information, culture, and argument. Twitter doesn’t control the news, but it helps to shape public debate about many issues. Indeed, Musk’s entire public rationale for taking over Twitter was to preserve an important venue for free speech.
Musk’s defense of free speech is nonsense. One of the world’s richest men—who is not shy about his politics or his contempt for the free press—has reinstated Donald Trump, white supremacists, and any number of dangerous malefactors to Twitter, but he has made it clear that Donie O’Sullivan is beyond the pale. He has purchased an important and influential piece of the public square not to enhance public debate, but to punish people who annoy him. As if to underscore this point, Musk joined a Twitter Spaces live audio chat with journalists who asked him to explain what he was doing. He abruptly left the meeting—and then Twitter Spaces itself was shut down. (This was, he tweeted, to fix a “Legacy bug.” He announced on Friday evening that Spaces had been restored.)
I actually don’t subscribe to some of the more nefarious theories about Musk’s motivations (nor will I share them). I think he lost his cool because for more than a month, he’s been in way over his head with an impulsive purchase, his fortunes are plunging, and he got booed by a crowd of thousands of people at a Dave Chappelle performance—which, for a guy like Musk, is probably an unforgivable injury from what should be an adoring public.
But we can at least shelve all of Musk’s blather about free speech. Twitter is an important part of how we disseminate and process news, and it’s now in the hands of an irritable and unpredictable child. This is one more step in the infantilization of American life, in which we must accommodate and work around the behavior of grown men and women who not so long ago would have been pushed out of public life either by our collective political disgust or by responsible shareholders who would insist that their corporate leaders get back to work instead of making a spectacle of themselves.n The Atlantic’s newsletter; “A lot of serious things are happening in the world: economic uncertainty, war, a pandemic. What’s happening on Twitter isn’t even close to those issues in importance or impact. But the continued reign of Elon Musk as Twitter’s chief jerk could, in fact, affect your life, in ways you might not realize. But first, let’s review the events of the past 24 hours or so. If you haven’t been on Twitter, you’ve been missing something like the tech version of Desperate Housewives, but it’s important to understand the claims Musk is making and why major news outlets are pushing back on them.
This entire drama is probably rooted somewhere in Musk’s privileged youth or his bloated psyche, but the immediate spur to this most recent mini-drama was that Musk does not like people knowing the location of his private jet. Jack Sweeney is a college student who used public data to track the location of Musk’s jet and many others, including some owned by Russian oligarchs. He then posted this information on Twitter through a variety of different accounts—all now suspended—including one dedicated to Musk, @ElonJet. Musk disliked this so much that almost a year ago, he offered Sweeney $5,000 to stop doing it.
Sweeney declined. Musk took ownership of Twitter in late October and, in a flurry of Calvinball rule changes, declared this week that revealing the whereabouts of his jet was the same as doxxing (that is, publishing personal data about private citizens), decreed this a violation of Twitter’s terms of service, and banned the account.
Musk claims that a stalker used the location of his jet to attack a car that his son was in. He has not presented any evidence that this event happened or, it seems, filed any police reports. And in a karmic plot twist, the founder of the investigative journalism site Bellingcat tweeted that his team ascertained that the event did not take place near an airport. But Musk used this story to go after yet more accounts. None were sharing the real-time location of his jet, but some were reporting on the ban of @ElonJet and the Musk Twitter tantrum that went with it.
Within hours, the account bans had piled up. Musk took out the independent journalist Aaron Rupar, a regular thorn in his paw. He banned Donie O’Sullivan of CNN. He scragged the accounts of Drew Harwell at The Washington Post, Micah Lee of The Intercept, and Ryan Mac of The New York Times. As the night wore on, he vanished Keith Olbermann—sure, he’s annoying, but still—and Mike Binder of Mashable. And just for good measure, when Steve Herman of that notoriously left-wing organization known as Voice of America merely affirmed the news that Musk was banning his critics, the Chief Twit zotzed that account too.
The usual Twitter tempête de merde ensued. Twitter’s liberals swore that this was the last straw and that they were all decamping to alternatives, usually the Mastodon social network. This really got Musk’s oddly shaped dander up, because, as it turns out, Sweeney was over on Mastodon doing his usual flight tracking—and so Musk seemingly went through another round of sweaty, angry panic, in which Twitter declared references to Mastodon to be “unsafe,” eventually blocking links to Mastodon itself in the name of safety and virtue and all that is holy and good—which is also convenient, because Mastodon is one of Twitter’s few competitors.
Musk’s petty outbursts make you wonder how dangerous it would be if a narcissistic, self-interested, vindictive adolescent ever gained a major political office such as, say, the White House. But I digress.
Now, unless you’re Very Online—and I am, for both personal and professional reasons—none of this matters very much at the moment. But Musk’s weird rampage does have an impact on the way the world around you exchanges information. Twitter has many levels; for some people, it’s a place to talk about oddball hobbies and exchange pet pictures. (Have you met my cat?) But it’s also an extremely valuable conduit for news, information, culture, and argument. Twitter doesn’t control the news, but it helps to shape public debate about many issues. Indeed, Musk’s entire public rationale for taking over Twitter was to preserve an important venue for free speech.
Musk’s defense of free speech is nonsense. One of the world’s richest men—who is not shy about his politics or his contempt for the free press—has reinstated Donald Trump, white supremacists, and any number of dangerous malefactors to Twitter, but he has made it clear that Donie O’Sullivan is beyond the pale. He has purchased an important and influential piece of the public square not to enhance public debate, but to punish people who annoy him. As if to underscore this point, Musk joined a Twitter Spaces live audio chat with journalists who asked him to explain what he was doing. He abruptly left the meeting—and then Twitter Spaces itself was shut down. (This was, he tweeted, to fix a “Legacy bug.” He announced on Friday evening that Spaces had been restored.)
I actually don’t subscribe to some of the more nefarious theories about Musk’s motivations (nor will I share them). I think he lost his cool because for more than a month, he’s been in way over his head with an impulsive purchase, his fortunes are plunging, and he got booed by a crowd of thousands of people at a Dave Chappelle performance—which, for a guy like Musk, is probably an unforgivable injury from what should be an adoring public.
But we can at least shelve all of Musk’s blather about free speech. Twitter is an important part of how we disseminate and process news, and it’s now in the hands of an irritable and unpredictable child. This is one more step in the infantilization of American life, in which we must accommodate and work around the behavior of grown men and women who not so long ago would have been pushed out of public life either by our collective political disgust or by responsible shareholders who would insist that their corporate leaders get back to work instead of making a spectacle of themselves.”
As I wrote in my post of March 15 2021, Free Speech, Hate Speech, and the Use of Social Force: the Case of Dr. Seuss; Much like his wonderful anarchist hero The Cat in the Hat, Dr. Seuss has been judged as rather naughty of late, taken to running amok and being ungovernable, transgressing the boundaries of the Forbidden, an agent of Chaos and mocker of authority. Reversals of order and authority, the violation of norms, and the destabilization of ossified forms and structures as a liberation from the shadows of our past and the tyranny of other people’s ideas of virtue, whose books modeled the limitless possibilities of becoming human as free-roaming Autonomous Zones like the delightful child criminals Thing One and Thing Two; Dr Seuss offers us much by way of the reimagination of ourselves, and for this I cherish him.
His works can be read as celebrations of childhood as an ideal state of being; uncontrolled, wild, beings of nature, and free of conscience, inhibition, submission to authority or what Freud deliciously called polymorphosly perverse, but free of the Freudian injunction to control and sublimate our desires, works as with nature in which anything goes.
The works of Dr Seuss are a sustained advocacy of the idea of the natural human as conceptualized by Jean-Jacques Rousseau in his brilliant manifesto of 1762 The Social Contract; or, Principles of Political Right. Here are some of my favorite quotes; “Every man having been born free and master of himself, no one else may under any pretext whatever subject him without his consent.” “MAN is born free; and everywhere he is in chains. One thinks himself the master of others, and still remains a greater slave than they.” “To renounce liberty is to renounce being a man, to surrender the rights of humanity and even its duties.”
Dr Seuss also used his platform to legitimize regressive ideologies in which he was deeply embedded; but he did not end where he began, and through his writing he transformed himself and our culture. In this respect his works are a parade of taboos and his art one of Swiftian satire which mocked and deflated authorized identities by extending them to the Absurd.
As I once said to Jean Genet of a sniper who had joined us in resistance after having tried to kill me for several days, no one is beyond redemption.
I’d like to keep the anarchy and transgression and struggle free from the legacies of our historical injustices and inequalities, among them racism and patriarchy which Janus-like act as dual faces of a coin of power, as did Dr Suess.
Mistake nothing in this; there can be no excuse for racism nor for any advocacy or representations of racism or fascism. We must have zero tolerance for hate, and give no quarter to its perpetrators.
Cancel culture is a fascist term and its use is a warning sign. It is used both as in-group recognition signaling among fascists and white supremacists, and as a tactic of deflection. None who are innocent of intent to harm use this expression, and it is one of many identifiers we can use to tell friend from foe. The apologetics of hate and white supremacist terror recast resistance and deplatforming as cancel culture to shift blame. When someone invokes cancel culture to avoid responsibility for their actions or to delegitimize you, know that you are speaking with an enemy who is committed to your destruction.
As to the themes of Dr. Seuss, it is useful to compare him to Robert Coover, the author who appropriated his character of the Cat in the Hat in a 1968 satire of Nixon entitled A Political Fable, a story whose lessons apply equally to the presidency of Donald Trump.
As reviewed in The Guardian by Hari Kunzru; “Coover’s greatest battle with complexity is The Public Burning, a massive novel about the McCarthy era and the execution of Julius and Ethel Rosenberg, which appeared, after much struggle, in 1977. Coover, whose work belies the idea that postmodernism is necessarily disengaged and apolitical, had been active in campaigning against the Vietnam war, and made a short film about a 1967 campus protest against Dow Chemical, On a Confrontation in Iowa City. The authoritarian drift of US politics led him first to write a satirical novella imagining a presidential campaign by Dr Seuss’s Cat in the Hat (A Political Fable, 1968) and then to take a panoptical look at the anti-communist panic of the 50s. Conceived before Watergate and then completely rewritten in the wake of the scandal, The Public Burning is narrated by Richard Nixon, who struts and frets his way across a political stage dominated by a foul-mouthed, xenophobic Uncle Sam, who is locked in mortal combat with the Phantom, a shadowy and seemingly omnipresent enemy”
And from Kirkus Review; “The Cat in the Hat for President”: that was the title of this satire when first published in 1968 (in the literary magazine New American Review)–and that’s the single, inspired, ferocious joke (dated not one whit) that keeps most of these 88 miniature pages roaring along. Coover’s narrator is old party pro “Soothsayer” Brown, who goes to the Convention hoping to hand-pick the V-P candidate for this no-win election year (the Opponent will be virtually undefeatable). . . and then watches as the Convention turns into a circus: first a catchy slogan starts appearing everywhere (“Let’s make the White House a Cat House”); next, an irresistible campaign song fills the air (“So go to bat for the Cat in the Hat!/He’s the Cat who knows where it’s at!/With Tricks and Voom and Things like that!”); then funny hats, gorgeous cheerleaders, cute gags–and finally the arrival of the Cat himself, who pulls Seuss-like stunts, wreaks cartoon havoc, wows the crowd, and wins the nomination on the first ballot. Brown is the party’s last hold-out, but even he grudgingly goes along. After all, he can’t deny “the Cat’s essential ambiguity. . . thus his electoral power.” And he’s only half-revolted by the philosophy of the man behind the Cat–a creep named Clark who believes that “extremity is a great catalyst,” that the Cat’s outrageous campaign will free America of its illusions. But the Cat’s antics–gross practical jokes, driving the Opponent bonkers with those hat-tricks, fomenting racial riots in Mississippi (“the Cat’s ambivalent blackness, heretofore a political asset, now turned on him”)–eventually get out of hand; there’s talk of a military coup; “all the Good Folk of the Valley” now hate the Cat; and he’s skinned alive by an angry mob” “the sheer awful exuberance of the central absurdity here–which somehow, paradoxically, tempers Coover’s naked loathing with Seuss’ more good-natured mania–works to perfection: a devastating, across-the-board swipe at presidential imagery and campaign hype, perhaps even righter for Election ’80 than it was for the more issue-centered nightmares of ’68.”
As I wrote in my post of August 16 2020, Democracy, the Right of Free Speech Versus the Crime of Hate Speech, and the Principle of Open Debate; To free ourselves of the ideas of other people; such is the essence of democracy. Conversely, the use of social force in marginalizing and silencing dissent is the definition of tyranny.
Much talk of late has employed the term cancel culture to deflect and obscure the true issues involved with the disambiguation of free speech from hate speech and the role of open debate in a democracy; cancel culture is a figment used without sincerity to obfuscate loathsome acts of incitement to violence and dehumanization, for platform denial and forms of peer ostracism are part of the free market of ideas and have no relation to silencing and erasure used by authoritarian tyrannies of force and control to subjugate a population and repress dissent, as exemplified by the Chinese Communist Party’s recent arrest of newspaperman Jimmy Lai in their campaign against democracy and truth in Hong Kong. But the values issues which the phenomenon raises are interesting, as they signpost the heart of what democracy means and our responsibility to others as well as our freedom from the ideas of others.
Democracy is reducible to a simple idea; the abandonment of social force in shaping others to our own image, in the authorization of identity, in our freedom of conscience and from the establishment and policing of boundaries of the Forbidden.
In a democracy, the principle of the autonomy of individuals takes precedence over the state, which exists only to secure those rights which we cannot secure for ourselves.
Any society or culture requires shared values and principles, agreements about things such as freedoms of and freedoms from, whether in systems of law and justice or as standards of courtesy. Democracy is unique in that it requires rights of free access to information and the sharing of it, and freedoms from surveillance, censorship, and lies disguised as truths, but also requires for its functioning the tradition of open debate founded with our civilization in the Forum of Athens.
Hate speech, which seeks to harm a class of persons, is the only exception to the right of free speech as parrhesia, the sacred calling to expose injustice, and the independence of journalism as a sacred calling to seek the truth, for hate speech dehumanizes others as a criminal theft of humanity, citizenship, and identity which violates our ideals of equality and liberty; hate speech is an act of tyranny and terror which is subversive to democracy as a free society of equals.
As truth becomes uncertain and malleable through the instruments of media and reduces everything to identitarian partisanship, as reality becomes a social consensus model authorized for us by others, as we wander in a wilderness of mirrors, distorted images as if in a funhouse which falsify and abstract us from ourselves in infinite reflections, of misdirects, lies, and illusions, we become colonized by these falsehoods and shaped to the uses of their puppetmasters and those who would enslave us. Thus do we become puppets of the thieves of souls.
And somewhere in the funhouse, a Clown of Terror laughs.
To make an idea about a kind of people is a hate crime and an act of violence.
To Question, Expose, and Mock Authority are among the Primary Duties of a Citizen.
Let us be citizens, and never subjects.
Who do we want to become, we humans; masters and slaves, or a free society of equals who are guarantors of each other’s universal human rights?
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What is this thing of rapture and despair, wonderful and terrible like immersion in the Infinite, more precious and fundamental to our humanity than any other, more dread than hope as a gift and curse which offers redemption and healing when all else fails, full of numinous powers of reimagination and transformation in the face of our nothingness, of the flaws of our humanity and the brokenness of the world?
I write in reflection on the 71st birthday of my partner Dolly (Theresa) McKay today, with our parents now gone for many years, though we still have our siblings, and primarily reliant on one another for connection to this world and the ongoing creation of meaning and value for ourselves as a sustaining function and a motivating and informing source in the performance of ourselves.
Last year she asked me to write our story, which I share here with all of you as context for my questioning of the meaning and purpose of love. And as our relationship has been co-extensive with the span of my life and she the major shaping force of who I have become, it is impossible to write in full self disclosure without reference to her.
We have known each other our whole lives; our fathers grew up across the street from each other and attended the same schools as friends since childhood, and she, being four years older than myself, was my babysitter from when I was literally a baby. She tells the story of when my mother put me in her arms on my first day home after I was born with the words; “Want to hold him?”, and Dolly gathering me in asked; “Can I keep him?” I remember this moment, she an enormous orb of light, like a bodhisattva, who I reached for and who reached out to me in return, to gather me in, where all was luminous among infinite seas of being. This was the magic spell which bound us together; I believe I imprinted on her as mate bonding or recognition from this moment, in the way of wolves. Or as we constructed this event and the mystery of our relationship together from childhood, we recognized each other from our past lives together in a bond which survives death and rebirth, and like all love transcends the limits of our form.
Our first kiss was during a hayride in the snow in a wagon driven by her father with a tractor, in the winter of 1968 now fifty eight years ago; I was a very precocious eight and she twelve. We can see the hill where we first kissed, Mount Baldy as it looms above her old family farm, from our own hill where we built our cottage and private park twenty four years ago, named Dollhouse Park because Dolly wanted a park. And she wanted a park that reminded her of her cherished neighborhood park in Bath England, the Royal Victoria with its sumptuous Botanical Gardens, from her two decades playing piano at The Royal Crescent Hotel & Spa on rotation with a number of similar venues in Europe; the Dollhouse isn’t grand, but it suits us as a place of refuge from the world between adventures.
In the years that followed our first kiss, during visits between our families on Christmas and summer vacations as my father moved us to California when I was two to teach high school and both my parents families were in Spokane Washington as well as their childhood friends like the McKays, we discovered that we shared the same dreams, literally, and together puzzled out a chronology for our backstory full of impossibly romantic imagined lives. This was my first historical research project, identifying where and when things from dreams were real and in use, and my first writing project, a dual biography of past lives; and whether real or imagined remains irrelevant, because it was real to us and instruments through which we created ourselves as we wished and chose to be.
By the time I was fourteen and she eighteen, I just before my first year of high school and she just graduated from hers, ours had become a grand romance; also a secret one, though the difference in our ages is nothing now. Such was our glorious Forbidden Romance, unfolding from and energized by a secret history of incarnations together across vast gulfs of time constructed from shared dreams. We saw each other, Dolly and I; and when this is true nothing else matters.
I count our anniversary from that summer of 1974, running amok together during the World’s Fair in Spokane just before my fateful trip to Brazil, and here we are still, she in her lair downstairs in the library doing the bureaucratic judo with some fifty different governments and negotiating their legal systems as a Regulatory Affairs Director with a job title of Strategist at Takeda, a three hundred year old Japanese pharmaceutical company, me in mine off the back deck with a view across the terrace gardens and the secret valley to which they descend practicing my ars poetica as revolutionary struggle; in a home we built together to engineered plans drawn by her father, oriented by Dolly as she moved a chair around the hill for days watching the sunset and the lights of the city to choose the best view.
Fifty two years of love and partnership together, now. Glorious and strange, shaping each other here beyond the boundaries of our maps of becoming human, living in the blank and unknown places marked Here Be Dragons.
Who were we then? Dolly had begun her career as a professional musician playing the 1974 World’s Fair, having discovered that while piano recitals and playing in the symphony earned union scale and a bit more for the occasional concert or television appearance, cocktail lounges paid well and hotels and cruise ships offered a free room with maid service and meals in the restaurant as well as lots of money. She had just lived her last year of high school in a private suite at the Davenport Hotel in Spokane with its stunning stained glass ceiling in the Peacock Lounge where she played piano, then went to Victoria British Columbia and lived at the Empress Victoria Hotel for two years, with a sailboat in the harbor for exploring. She spent the next two decades playing grand hotels and cruise ships in Europe; the Princess and Norwegian Lines and her favorite places to live being Bath England, Bavaria playing the Brenners Park-Hotel & Spa in Baden-Baden, and Paris playing the Ritz and Harry’s New York Bar, as well as Vegas casinos, but before all of this high living and hobnobbing with royalty and glitterati she was the girl who at the age of twelve saw the film Lawrence of Arabia at the cinema and then went home and played the entire score from memory.
Of course the rapture of her beautiful music fired my imagination and captivated my soul. We shared interests in music, but also a general enthusiasm for learning; her best memory of high school was designing rockets for a moon lander others were building, mine being carried through the hallways on the shoulders of my fellow students during my first political action at the start of my Freshman year, a victorious school walkout and strike when the local church ordered the school counselor to lose all the signup sheets for my father’s Forensics class and debate team for asking inconvenient questions about Apartheid, which the walkout forced the school to re-do. While she played piano, I wrote poetry; she once expressed our intellectual differences this way; “Music is my native language; you think in words, I think in songs.”
Above all we both bore marks of strangeness and of otherness as survivors of death or near-death experiences, myself from a moment of awareness outside of time and a vision of multiple possible human futures during the most terrible incident of state terror since the Civil War, Bloody Thursday May 15 1969, at People’s Park Berkeley, when the police opened fire on a student protest over the University of California’s investments in Israeli war industries and complicity in the Occupation of Palestine, while I held my mother’s hand and a police grenade hurled me from my body and I stood outside of time and beheld myriads of possible human futures, she from being stabbed during a home invasion by an obsessed fan, a retarded fellow high school student who had developed a jealous fixation, and left for dead, thereafter with awareness no longer limited to her form. Her thoughts can leap across the gap between the forms of others and her own as both thoughts and feelings or telepathy and empathy which she uses to read what people want and need to hear while playing music and to immerse them in such feelings and ideas like the song of a siren, where mine do the same across time and possible futures or alternate realities. I’ve spoken with others who have returned from death, and there is nothing unusual in this opening of consciousness as an effect; death is nothing more or less terrible and wonderful than freedom from the limits of our form. As I said to my mother on returning from death as a child in her arms and visions of having lived thousands of lives across millennia in a few moments of being Most Sincerely Dead and of our myriad possible futures; “Don’t be afraid. Death is nothing; nothing but Awakening from an illusion.”
We returned from death with unique angles of view in an irrational and threatening universe whose meaning we struggled to make sensible and had fallen down the special rabbit hole of magic, vision, imagination, fantasy, Surrealism, myths and fairytales, all things occult, bizarre, and strange, the Addams Family with Gomez and Morticia our models as who we wanted to grow up to be, muy romantico and festooned with weapons, both forms of armor against a hostile universe we swore to face together back to back, and together developed interests in history and writing ourselves into it. This was a secret world we shared together, and secrets are a bond like no other. We imagined an enormous backstory of our romance as serial reincarnations together across centuries, from shared dreams; this was when I began to write, from the stories we used to shape each other, though it was my father’s Beatnik friend William S. Burroughs who taught me to write with his bizarre storytelling of an evening. And the vast scope and intricate mechanisms of history began to open for me as I researched details of our dreams and charted our course across, as Dracula phrases it in the film; “oceans of time”.
As to myself in the summer of 1974, my eighth grade had been spent devouring the works of Plato and Nietzsche, with Napoleon as my hero, in my second year of studying French at the high school and some months of learning Portuguese for my upcoming trip to Brazil to train for the Pan American Games as the Northern California foil and saber champion in my age division, and as I had since the age of nine studying fencing and chess with my father and obsessively practicing martial arts, Chinese and some Japanese language and calligraphy, the game of Go, and in formal Zen study with my teacher, whom I called the Dragon. Chinatown had become a community of refuge for me from the theocratic Reformed Church town I grew up in where my father taught high school, but I had also grown up among my beatnik-hippie parents circle of intellectuals, my father a director of underground theatre and my mother a political activist, and home was also Telegraph Avenue and Haight-Ashbury, bright mirrors to the darkness in which I dwelled.
No recounting of my youth can be complete without mention of William S. Burroughs, family friend and a kind of unofficial uncle, and the bizarre stories he would tell of an evening; journeys to other realities, duels with chthonic beings, the art of curses, summoning and ritual magic. In short, precisely the same kind of imaginal world in which I lived, and through which I sought meaning in an Absurd and hostile universe. I still have the Tarot cards he gave me and taught me to shape reality with; I had asked him if the cards could tell the future, and he said; ”Tarot can do so much more than that; the true art is to create new futures, new selves, journey across alternate realities and timelines, break and recreate the rules of the universe.” Direct lines of transmission and successorship can be drawn from medieval ceremonial magic to Aleister Crowley to H.P. Lovecraft to Burroughs, and in a secondary line of transmission from Friedrich Nietzsche to Georges Bataille to Burroughs in another; and both from Burroughs to myself.
During the summer before my Sophomore year of high school I traveled to Spokane to find her, but she was gone, moved to Victoria though I learned this later from a letter. We did not meet again until the summer before my senior year, when I was seventeen, in Otter Crest Oregon, and again in Seattle the following summer after my graduation, and then in June 1989 for my father’s funeral in Spokane, that last for myself occurring during my period of making mischief with Bluey’s crew of gypsies on both sides of the Iron Curtain, and between the Battle of Cuito Cuanavale in Angola ending in March 1988 where we broke the Apartheid regime and when we brought down the Berlin Wall in November 1989.
For the acts of our story which occurred after I began high school and she the grand adventures of her career as a diva and torch singer, I refer to my post of August 21 2025, A Cave of Stories: the Archeology of My Writing Space As An Imaginarium, in which I interrogated the idea of home as a memory palace and space of reflection, serenity, refuge, and creativity in a world which can be quite terrible and offers few of any of these fine things, and also the functions of home as an instrument for creating ourselves and the kind of relationship we imagine as our best; Herein I interrogate and problematize how we construct identity through our material environment as instruments of our stories, histories, memories; in the case of the archeology of my writing space. Dolly has also asked me to tell the story of her and I, and I do so now in the context of this mimetic shell we have constructed for ourselves, our cottage Dollhouse Park.
Close by is a photo of her building a sandman; this was the summer before my senior year of high school, when I drove up to visit her when she was playing her regular summer gig at Otter Crest Oregon, at the time the hottest resort on the emerald coast, and we built a sandman together and let the tide carry him out to sea, so that the tides would always bring us back together; I believe this magic has returned me from death many times since.
We would find one another once again before our different currents carried us into strange seas for a long time, in Seattle the summer after my graduation from high school in 1978, myself 18 and university bound, she 22 and a career musician in Europe with a home in Bath England and while playing gigs living at her favorite resort in the Black Forest of Germany, the opulent Brenners Park-Hotel with the Villa Stefanie spa – my favorite in Baden-Baden is the quiet Hotel Belle Epoque, on Princess and Norwegian cruise ships, and in Paris within a short walk from the Opera and her gigs playing Harry’s New York Bar and the incomparable Ritz Paris. She can speak conversational French and some German as a result of years working the room gladhanding the glitterati during breaks at her gigs. Through her twenties and thirties Dolly was a kind of minor star in Europe, in a very rarefied and exclusive circuit of cocktail lounges, restaurants, clubs, and ballrooms, and once turned down a recording contract with Deutsche Grammophon because she wished to retain artistic control of her own music.
When living out of suitcases on the road began to lose its charm, she returned home to Spokane as she turned forty.
Our home, Dollhouse Park, began when Dolly’s father sold the land she was living on in a mobile home out from under her to build a housing development, a somewhat extreme solution to the problem of adult children living at home. This of course was not the classic Failure to Launch, as she had lived on the road playing music for over twenty years before returning to go to university for the very first time, first to Gonzaga University in Engineering and Law where her father had founded the Engineering Advisory Group when he owned a multinational and had eighty engineers working for him, thereafter she went to Eastern Washington University in Cheney to study Chemical Geology which she taught while working on her Master’s, to work in mining, for which her field camp was at the MacKay School of Mining in Nevada where a distant relative once discovered the Comstock Silver Lode. And when the gold mines began closing she went into Regulatory Affairs at Spokane’s Hollister Stier Pharmaceuticals, a field which combines chemistry, engineering, and law; during which time she also studied Business Intelligence at Harvard Business School.
Between her family home and the old Jesuit monastery of Mount St. Michaels where her father Gene used to jog over and help in the bakery as a boy was a hill with a spectacular view of the city at night, across a wetlands and up a winding dirt road where a horse farm once stood. To this spot she brought a chair and watched the sun set for several days from different vantage points and angles of view, and then bought the hilltop, had a daylight basement dynamited out of the backside and concrete poured for the foundation, framed in steel I beams, and her mobile dragged over them and oriented just as she had chosen.
Having begun building a nest, she then had a detective track me down where I was teaching high school AP English in California, and called me. We had not spoken in over twelve years, since my father’s funeral in 1989; I had gone through yet another teacher credential program and returned to teaching to fulfill the terms of a vision I had in which she came to my classroom to claim me.
Much happened in the meanwhile; the Fall of the Berlin Wall, the Second Intifada, the Siege of Sarajevo, the resistance of the Karen and Shan against the ethnic cleansing campaign of Myanmar, the defense of Kashmir and my studies of Sufism as a member of the Naqshbandi order, becoming a monk and Dream Navigator of the Kagyu Vajrayana order of Tibetan Buddhism and the Revolution in Nepal, the end of Apartheid, my trek across America by horseback as a counselor for teenage felons, the Zapatista movement, a pirate campaign to liberate enslaved sailors in the Indonesian Islands and South China Sea, learning the Raja Harimau or tiger style of silat among the Minangkabu people after being castaway in a storm on one of the Mentawai Islands and building an outrigger to sail to Sumatra, and so much more of which I am a witness of history.
The previous time I had spoken with Dolly was also by phone, after the funeral where we met again over ten years after our last adventures the summer after my graduation from high school. I was living in a two level Victorian brick house in Glen Ellen near Sonoma at the foot of Jack London State Park and next to the burned out derelict of the Chauvet Hotel, once the hideout of Machine Gun Kelly and a casino of Bugsy Siegel’s, and a port for the steamboats that ran up Sonoma Creek from the San Francisco Bay when it was a navigable waterway. My view was an open wild meadow along the creek where a gypsy would park his wagon over the winter, a real wooden wagon pulled by a donkey who brayed mournfully at night, and just upstream from the Old Mill.
Dolly called me just as a rascally opossum arrived on my kitchen counter to share my breakfast as he often did, quite uninvited, and impatient for the offering of leftovers I would put out on the deck, through eaves where my bats lived. He was sniffing my breakfast fry up as we said our hellos, and I turned from our conversation to yell at him “Get Out of Here!”
As she has told me, she thought I was yelling at her, and hung up.
The line went dead, and there was no caller id or callback on the old landline phones. I had no idea where in the world she was, only that she had reached out to me and believed herself rebuffed. But she was out there, somewhere, waiting for me to find her.
There were many other causes and reasons for what I chose to do next; first the death of my father, who took me to his theatrical rehearsals where I sat with him and Edward Albee listening to their conversations between director and author, taught me to fence and play chess, took me to martial arts lessons for ten years and brought me in to his theatricals of ceremonial magic staged with his Beatnik friend William S. Burroughs, was my high school Drama and Forensics teacher and debate and fencing coach, whose death was a life disruptive event, which left me wondering who I was without these things connected with my father that shaped me, and who I was doing all this Forensics and martial arts teaching for.
Second, we had just brought down the Berlin Wall, and I thought; Why not bring down all the Walls, everywhere, my own most especially?
The third and final cause in this cascade of dominoes and the trigger event was the tragedy of the Dropped Call and missed connection; somewhere in this very large world, in which I had nothing and no one, beyond my mother and sister, as anchorages from which to create meaning, love was waiting for me to find.
And for love we must dare anything.
So I found myself driving to work one day, with my lunch packed beside me, and in a moment of lightning bolt illumination, to use the Buddhist term, realized that I was literally living in Nietzsche’s Hell, that I was about to have the same day as I had beyond remembering, swallowed by the sameness and the Nothing. And I thought; Why am I doing this? I don’t need to do this, and took a wrong turn, to the airport where I bought a continuous ticket for round the world travel. When the ticket agent asked where I wanted to go, I said the other side of the world.
I only discovered my destination was Kuala Lumpur Malaysia when I got off the plane, and was whisked away to the glittering business district where everyone was doing things I could have easily done at home in San Francisco if I wished. So I found a map of the bus routes, where all the roads ended in the Cameron Highlands, and decided to begin my journey there, doing what no one else was doing and where none dared go. I got off the bus at the end of the road, and walked into an unmapped jungle.
Thus began my Great Trek, wherein I crossed much of South Asia on foot and later by sail, and after many adventures returned on the tenth anniversary of my journey, because of a vision which set forth the conditions I must meet to find Dolly; I had to be teaching high school again, which required classes and recertification, and she would come to my classroom to claim me. This she did nearly three years later in 2002.
Quite wily about her plan she was; she called and ended the conversation with; “I’m coming to San Francisco to visit a Jesuit priest who was my friend at Gonzaga. Would you like to meet for coffee?” Over coffee she told me; “Really I came to see you.”
Once I moved in we began rebuilding everything, and all of it is custom work now, but the Dollhouse, so named for her, began as a mobile home for a couple who had never lived together before though we had known each other our whole lives, with a lot of dreams and very little money with which to realize them. That last bit has changed in the past few years, long after Dollhouse Park was completed, and we did most of the work ourselves with whatever we could gather, though with crucial family help.
Her father drew the plans for the house; I drew the design for the landscape based on Gertrude Jekyll’s designs for National Trust estates in England, and we hired out only the electrical box and the plumbing, with help from a number of her family’s employees and de facto family retainers, available because her brothers own Bullseye Amusements which they founded as a pinball arcade on their uncle Bob’s carnival as teenagers and now own over two thousand machines in casinos and bars in the Spokane area, and control the local gaming industry.
Our cottage is now a main house of three thousand square feet on two levels, with a Cat Tower connecting the daylight basement with the main upper floor by two flights of stairs, totaling 4,152 square feet counting the Tiki Bar Deck, plus a 1280 square foot three bay garage with a shop and storage. This means that the Dollhouse is tiny, 5,576 sf if you count the gazebo and garage but not our greenhouse or two garden sheds, with just barely enough storage room for two people and our things, but I think the grounds are the finest private park in the city.
And nothing can surpass for us the stories of ours it holds, the hopes and dreams and visions of our lifelong romance and the histories of our struggles to make them real.
So it is that a boy who wanted to be Gomez writes in celebration of a girl who wanted to be Morticia, over fifty years after a Defining Moment of realization that we dream each other’s dreams.
And this birthday of Dolly’s coincides with our ancient celebration of death and transformation as Halloween, wherein we let our demons out to play, a time of masquerades, the performance of secret identities, violations of normality and transgressions of the boundaries of the Forbidden, reversals of order, the embrace of our monstrosity, of the reimagination and transformation of ourselves, and the pursuit of new truths through ecstatic trance and poetic vision, which for us now begins with the Festival of Loki as Breaking the Silence, and includes the lunar month of the Festival of Lucifer the Rebel, Kali Puja, and our new national holiday of amok time and the celebration of love, transgression, and vision as divine madness, the Festival of the Mad Hatter, a figure of Dionysus.
The Mad Hatter acts as a psychopomp or guide of the soul in Alice in Wonderland, and Alice is a Holy Fool like Parsifal, but he and Alice are also figures of a single whole person and the story one of hierosgamos or heavenly marriage; like Beauty and the Beast or Catherine and Heathcliff in Wuthering Heights.
The genius and allure of the Addams Family is not only that they combine an iconic romantic couple as an aspirational ideal of relationships with a family which accepts the uniqueness of its members and valorizes transgression in both themes, but that they are also a pantheon, and one entirely free from the consequences of patriarchy.
Much like the figures of Morticia, who occupies the imaginal space of Lillith, Kali, Persephone, and the Morrigan as a goddess of time, death, sex, and rebirth, and Gomez, like Pluto an Underworld King of fate, luck, wealth, chaos, and mischief who subsumes elements of Milton’s Rebel Angel and Loki the Trickster. Or in our own unique ways, Dolly and myself as people who claimed these roles as children and dreamed ourselves into such shapes as best we might.
We have defined this month as a liminal time which begins with a festival of desire or eros and ends with one of death or thanos; a space of balance in which all things become possible.
Who then shall we become? Asks our self of surfaces, images, and masks which each moment negotiates our boundaries with others.
To which our secret self, the self of darkness and of passion, the self that lives beyond the mirror and knows no limits, unbound by time and space and infinite in possibilities, replies; Who do you want to become?
We can parse the meaning of the word love in terms of its origins, as does Professor Babette Babich; “The classical list, as C.S. Lewis and others detail it, is: storgē, love of the home or the family; philia or friendship, which we hear in philosophy as love of wisdom; eros which is what we’re most interested in — taking us back to the #metoo movement, including questions of men and women in love. And then there is agapē, a pure, specifically selfless love, in contrast to eros, which is anything but selfless. Agapē is anticlimactic, and even St. Augustine, praying for grace, prayed to be perfect but, as he famously wrote, not yet.
The hierarchy of kinds of love mirrors — to tell a fanciful, proto-evolutionary story — the story of our lives. We’re born into storgē, family love, the love of home and hearth. That can be conflicted to be sure, as Robert Frost reminds us: ‘Home is the place where, when you have to go there, / They have to take you in.’”
What does love do? Love sublimes us into a unitary being, erases our limits as individuals defined by our form and liberates us from the event horizon of our flesh.
Love also reveals to us our true selves; a lover has the power to see the truth of others, and to reveal to others their true selves, and models thereby an ideal of human relationships. We choose partners who can help us become the person we want to be, and who embody qualities we wish to assimilate to ourselves; a healthy relationship returns to us and helps us discover our true and best selves. To love is to transform others by the power of our vision to see who they truly are and set them free.
A lover is both a Pythian seer of truths who like Michelangelo can free us as images captive within the matrix of our bodies and our material and social context, who in naming us like Adam naming the beasts defines our truth, and an inverted figure of Medusa, goddess and monster, a victim cursed for the crimes of her abuser like Hester Prynne in The Scarlet Letter, and whose power to turn men to stone appropriates the dehumanizing and objectifying power of the Male Gaze and transforms it into the power to see others true selves and release them to be free, and to mutually assimilate the qualities of the other and transform them both.
Love is a divine madness which defiles and exalts, reveals truths and confers authenticity, and the redemptive power of love can make glorious and beautiful the flaws of our humanity and bring healing to the brokenness of the world and the pathology of our disconnectedness.
In this I speak to you of truths which are immanent in nature and written in our flesh; we must claim our truths and celebrate what Walt Whitman called the songs of ourselves as victorious seizures of power, freedom, and joy.
Love and desire are innate capacities of reimagination and transformative rebirth, which like Dorothy’s magic ruby slippers cannot be taken from us and bear the power to send us home to our heart’s desire, to restore to us the self which is truly ours.
My flesh is a map of private holocausts, written with silent screams, nameless loves, causes lost and won, ephemeral signs of our secret histories and the lies and illusions which capture and distort our images in a wilderness of mirrors and the pathologies of our falsification and disconnectedness.
We have but one escape from the limits of our flesh and the flags of our skin; and this is love. In love we transcend ourselves and become exalted; through the redemptive power of love we may heal the flaws of our humanity and the brokenness of the world.
The quality of our humanity is not fixed, but always in motion, like the turbulent systems da Vinci studied in his fountain and which later with new mathematics came to be described as chaos theory. Identity is a process which is fluid, and our emotions are instruments with which it creates itself.
We create ourselves over time, through our history of defining moments; human being is a prochronism, a history expressed in our form of how we solved problems of adaptation. What we call our self or our soul is no different in kind from the exoskeleton of an insect or the shell of a sea creature.
And we create ourselves through our interdependence with others, our relationships, friends, families, communities, and the systems of signs thereof.
Human being has in this scheme three orders of relationships; persona, history, and interdependence, and all of it is in motion, dynamic and inherently unstable.
Impermanence is the defining quality of nature and the material universe; so also is the controlling metaphor and condition of human nature, being, and identity our ephemeral, transitory, and protean forms. Nature is a mirror which reflects itself, and like the Hobgoblin’ fragmented mirror in Hans Christian Andersen’s The Snow Queen, reveals endless possibilities of becoming human; the inward and outward halves of the cosmos also create and define each other in mutual coevolution, like Escher’s Drawing Hands.
As Goethe wrote in Faust; “Let us extend our lives through our bodies in all directions possible”.
For me the origin of human evil is in unequal relationships and the Wagnerian Ring of fear, power, and force, pathologies of violence and dominion which require the renunciation of love as their price; not in the violation of taboos, the transgression of the Forbidden, or the defiance of Authority, three things I count as sacred acts in pursuit of the truth of ourselves, but in the systemic and structural injustices and inequalities of hegemonic elites, their lies and illusions which falsify us and steal our souls, and the state tyranny and terror of brutal force and control which we must resist and refuse to submit to, that we may become autonomous and free as self- created and self-owned beings; for power and force are meaningless when met with disobedience, and in the moment of our refusal to submit to authority we become Unconquered and free.
Writing of love in Letters to Milena, Franz Kafka gives us this witness; “I wish the world were ending tomorrow. Then I could take the next train, arrive at your door in Vienna, and say, Come with me, Milena. We are going to love each other without scruples or fear or restraint. Because the world is ending tomorrow.
Perhaps we don’t love unreasonably because we think we have time, or have to reckon with time. But what if we don’t have time? Or what if time, as we know it, is irrelevant? Ah, if only the world were ending tomorrow. We could help each other very much.”
Here is the true origin of Nietzsche’s idea of Eternal Return as a test and praxis of Authenticity, and it recalls to me something I once said to Jean Genet. He had sat down at my table after my friends and I made our morning race against death, crossing a sniper alley to reach a cafe in Beirut that had the best strawberry crepes in the world.
“I’m told you do this every day, steal breakfast from death.”
To which I replied, “Moments stolen from death are all we truly own. It’s a poor man who loves nothing beyond reason, and has no pleasures worth dying for.”
He smiled and said,” I agree”; this was the beginning of our conversations at breakfast in the days of the terrible siege, which would reset the path of my life.
My wish for all of us is that we may find such friends who can reveal to us our true selves and offer figural spaces into which to grow; such is my functional definition of love.
Through love and desire we pursue a sacred calling to discover our truths, truths which are immanent in nature and written in our flesh. Herein also we escape the limits of our flesh as we become sublimed and exalted in unification with others, who free our captive images from the wilderness of mirrors which falsify us. Love is an instrument with which we may liberate and empower each other and restore to one another our autonomy and authenticity.
Love and desire are forces of liberation, uncontrollable as the tides and inherently anarchic. They are our most powerful weapons against authority and tyranny; for they can neither be taken from us nor limited.
Love like you have laughed in the face of your executioner, for this is exactly what love is.
Theresa McKay’s 1970’s promo picture for her music show; she is seventeen in this photo, which she used on her marquee at the Davenport and the Empress Victoria.
Dolly and I at Expo 74 in Spokane; I about to begin high school in California, she graduating it in Spokane Washington and about to move from her suite at the Davenport Hotel into the Empress Hotel in Victoria British Columbia for the next two years. After that she began her Grand Tour of Europe for the next twenty years, singing and playing piano and keyboards.
Our 50th Anniversary, counting from Expo 74, in business and tiki bar party outfits
Reclining of an evening in the theatre room, with cat 2024
Herein I offer a magic mirror in which our possible futures may be envisioned, a retrospective of the crimes of Traitor Trump from my posts of this year and of the public trauma which we share; no mere figure of madness and idiocy is he, but the figurehead of the Fourth Reich and Nazi revivalism globally which threatens infiltration and subversion of democracy and the capture of the state in America, Hungary, Italy, France, Spain, Belgium, the Netherlands, Sweden, Germany, Austria, nearly the whole of Europe now shadowed by the legacies of our history.
In the years of America’s Last Stand Against Fascism and the Second Trump Regime, a Rashomon Gate Event which has horrifically determined the future of humankind wherein we must either redefine our institutions and ideals of democracy or abandon them and be cast into an Age of Tyranny, we all of us together must present a united front in solidarity against fascist tyranny, Our Clown of Terror, Traitor Trump, and the Party of Treason.
We must now wage Resistance and War to the Knife, beyond hope of victory or survival, or witness and endure in abjection, despair, learned helplessness, and the complicity of silence the fall of democracy in America and globally, possibly also the fall of civilization in the Age of Tyrants to follow, brutal police states of thought control, propaganda, and repression of dissent in which we have no rights whatever, and centuries of wars of imperial conquest and dominion fought with unimaginable weapons of horror ending with the extinction of humankind.
This future has come upon us already, in the ICE white supremacist terror force and human trafficking syndicate and National Guard armies of Occupation loosed in our cities, and the repression of dissent falsely called terror by the Nazis who have captured the state and now seize and shake us in their jaws. I will not go quietly.
The time has come to tell the truth about life and the world we have made to live in; it is full of blood and death and horror, a vast and amoral machine of power into which we are fed as the raw material of the wealth, power, and privilege of hegemonic elites and those who would enslave us through falsification, commodification, and dehumanization, and the best we can do is refuse to submit and go down fighting against the darkness, the legacies of our histories and systems of unequal power and oppression bearing unanswerable and totalizing force.
Unless we stand together, and seize our power.
This is how we heal the brokenness of the world and the flaws of our humanity.
My sister commented on a photo of a rose I posted here on Face Book; “Beautiful. That’s the content I’m here for. Literally.”
To this I replied; “This particular flower has been so hard to get a clear shot of. I too find I need Beauty to live, increasingly so as I get older and bear with me the weight of history.”
And thinking of the Trump regime in the context of the loss of Beauty, Truth, and Goodness, of the loss of our humanity, I annotated a picture of my apples as follows; The apples love a cold snap before harvest, but only the toughest of roses remain in bloom this far into the night frosts. In years past the whole hill was still full of roses through October, but like so many things only a faded ghost of the season remains. I fear the Beauty is withdrawing from the world, before the dark tide of the Nothing. And I do not wish to live in a world without Beauty; this is why I fight, and why I will dance the Death of Tyranny on No Kings Day.
Let us take our fear and our rage, our anguish and our despair, our horror and our grief before the madness of fascist tyranny and terror now performing the Fall of America, and make something beautiful with it. We cannot defeat our darkness nor its monstrous reflections in our politics and society, but we can embrace it and seize its power for our own in refusal to submit or to abandon our fellow human beings, no matter how different those who would enslave us claim them to be.
Like Jacob wrestling the angel, we Resist not to be victorious over systems of oppression which are vast and unfathomably ancient and powerful, embedded through our whole history and society like a cancer; white supremacist terror, theocratic patriarchal sexual terror, and the amoral plutocrats and grifters who are the apex predators of unequal power and elite hegemonies of wealth, power, and privilege. No, friends; we Resist to remain Unconquered, and to claw back something of our humanity from the darkness.
Let us perform on the stage of history and the world the Four Primary Duties of a Citizen; Question Authority, Expose Authority, Mock Authority, and Challenge Authority, and in this context of mass action and protest by Challenge I mean Disbelieve and Disobey. For the great secret of power is that without legitimacy it is hollow and brittle, and cannot survive Disbelief and Disobedience.
And in this kind of revolution, whose purpose is the Restoration of democracy and of the Humanist values on which it is constructed to institutions of government which have been captured and subverted by fascist tyranny, to refuse to submit to Authority is to become Unconquered and free, Living Autonomous Zones, and this is a victory and a power which cannot be taken from us.
So I ask you, on this No Kings Day, to dance with me the Death of Tyranny and be free, with everything Trump’s Fourth Reich regime inflicts on us to subjugate us gathered in and hurled back at them. “If we burn, you burn with us”; thus saith the Mockingjay.
And as the passage underlined by Nelson Mandela in the copy of Shakespeare’s Julius Caesar known as the Robbin Island Bible to authorize direct action against the regime and the system of Apartheid so very like the one Trump now sends his ICE white supremacist terror force to realize, Sic Semper Tyrannis, friends.
Dance in rage, dance in joy, dance it out.
As I wrote in my post of June 5 2021, Remember Our Clown of Terror, Traitor Trump, and His Legacy of Dishonor, Treason, and Fascist Tyranny; Our Clown of Terror; his jests did distract us from his subversion of democracy until almost too late. Idiot madman of monstrous perversions that he was, we must give the devil his due; Trump was the greatest foreign agent to ever attack America, and he nearly brought our democracy down into fascist tyranny and white supremacist terror.
Remember the Clown, and his absurd empire of lies and depravities, his subversions of democracy and violations of liberty, equality, truth, and justice, his kleptocracy of looting the public wealth, his Wall of Hate, his syndicate of Epstein sexual terror and human trafficking, his orchestration of white supremacist terror and treason, his use of racists in disrupting the Black Lives Matter protests in a campaign of violence, arson, vandalism and looting to discredit the mass action for equality and racial justice and provide a pretext for the federal occupation of Democratic cities and the founding of a fascist tyranny, and the pathetic puppet show of Traitor Trump and his master Putin.
Remember him and his era of fascism as the collapse of values which nearly became the Fall of America, for the enemies of democracy never rest, and neither must we.
Thanks for showing us all what’s under your masks, Republicans; Treason, Racism, Untruth, Misogyny, Predator.
And remember, you can always discover someone’s secret Republican name whereby they recognize each other; its their act of treason plus their sex crime.
We near a Labyrinth of nested puzzle boxes, each a possible future and universe. The choices we make in our election this November will open gates and let angels through, or devils, and deliver us to heavens or hells. We may never know which we have chosen, but this one true thing I can tell you with absolute certainty; America and humankind will never be the same, for in this Defining Moment we will be forever changed. Who do we want to become, we humans? Masters and slaves divided against each other in an Age of Tyrants and wars our species cannot long survive, or a free society of equals who are guarantors of each others universal human rights in solidarity? May we each of us choose wisely.
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January 30 2025 Anniversary of The Return of Our Clown of Terror, Traitor Trump, Most Successful Russian Agent to Ever Attack America, Figurehead of the Fourth Reich in the Global Subversion of Democracy, and Now Once Again Our Rapist In Chief, Who Began His 2024 Presidential Campaign on this the Anniversary of His Idol Hitler’s Seizure of Power as Chancellor of Germany
February 6 2025 We Rise and Resist: We Seize the Streets In Mass Actions and Protests Throughout America Against Trump’s Theatre of Cruelty and Closure of US Aid, Against Musk the Troll King’s Information Warfare, and Against Capture and Dismantling of the State By the Fourth Reich
February 7 2025 Troll King Elon Musk and the Great American Bank Robbery: the Theft of Our Private Records As Hostage Taking, Information Warfare, and Subversion of Democracy
February 8 2025 Trump Dreams of A New Crusader Kingdom In Gaza As A Co Conspirator In Netanyahu’s Zionist Ethnic Cleansing and Genocide of the Palestinians
February 17 2025 Among the Best and the Worst of Us: Our Presidents as Symbols and Figures of the American Soul, and Our Glorious Mass Actions and Protests In All Fifty Of Our State Capitals On This Day Against the Trump Regime’s Campaign To Destroy Our Democracy
February 23 2025 How It All Began; World War Three, the Capture of America and the Subversion of Democracy by Traitor Trump and the Fourth Reich, the Russian Invasion of Ukraine, and the Fall of Civilization
February 26 2025 A Mirror of Our Darkness and a Gate to Bizarro World, Where All Meanings and Values Are Reversed As Theatre of Cruelty: the Case of CPAC
February 28 2025 On this Day of National General Boycott of Trump Co Conspirators In Fascist Tyranny and Terror and the Subversion of Democracy, Let Us Bring A Reckoning To Those Who Would Enslave Us In Honor Of Mangione the Avenger
March 4 2025 Anniversary of Our Supreme Court Putting Trump, An Insurrectionist, Russian Agent, and Nazi Revivalist Who Conspired In the Murders of Police Officers and Attempted Hanging and Guillotining of Members of Congress, On Our Election Ballots
March 19 2025 Tyrants Attack In Campaign Of Genocide: Netanyahu Bombs Civilian Aid Corridor In Gaza To Divide It Into Bantustans As Trump Bombs Yemen To Break Our Counter Blockade of the Israeli Blockade of Humanitarian Aid
April 10 2025 Attempts to Impose Order By Force and Control Create Their Own Resistance and Inevitably Fail Due to Internal Contradictions: Case of the Unpredictable Tariff Threats and the Collapse of the Stock Market and Global Economy
April 17 2025 Trump Regime Tests Its Power to Violate the Constitution and Abduct and Imprison Without Cause Or Trial Any Random Person and All Of Us: Case of Kilmar Ábrego García
May 19 2025 Beauty and Ugliness, Horror and Wonder, and the Limits of the Human: Case of the Kristi Noem Television Commerical For Homeland Security’s White Supremacist Terror
June 9 2025 We Celebrate the Anniversary of the Indictment of Traitor Trump, Russian Spy and Most Effective Enemy Agent Ever to Attack America, For Espionage in the Theft of State Secrets
June 12 2025 Why We Fight: Authorized Versus Chosen And Ambiguous National Identities As a Ground of Struggle, Symbolized By the Mexican Flag In the Battle of Los Angeles
June 18 2025 Red Triangle Day: Anniversary of Trump’s Open Declaration of Nazi Allegiance in Using a Symbol of the Holocaust to Launch His 2020 Re-Election Campaign
July 16 2025 The Epstein Files: A Mirror of Our Monstrosity Under Patriarchy As An Imposed Condition of Struggle, and A Fable of Silencing As Immunity In Service To Power
August 18 2025 Anniversary of Trump’s Use of Gas Chambers Against Migrants, As He Abases Himself and America to Putin and Is Confronted By A United Europe
September 3 2025 Anniversary of the Assassination of Antifascist Comrade Michael Reinoehl: Violence, Responsibility, the Social Use of Force, and Our Duty of Care For Others
September 5 2025 The Question of Patriotism, Loyalty, Honor, Respect For Service, and the Idea of America As A Band of Brothers: Case of The Arlington Incident
October 1 2025 Trump Stages His Own Ritual Humiliation: His Reprise of Hitler’s 1934 Imposition of the Fuhrer Oath On the Armed Forces Finds No Applause From Its Officers
January 30 2024 Anniversary of The Return of Our Clown of Terror, Traitor Trump, Most Successful Russian Agent to Ever Attack America in the Capture of the State With the Stolen Election of 2016 and Figurehead of the Fourth Reich in the Global Subversion of Democracy, As He Began His Presidential Campaign A Year Ago Today on the Anniversary of Hitler’s Seizure of Power as Chancellor
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May 30 2024 Triumph of the Rule of Law, the Fairness of Our Justice System, and the Equality of All Citizens: Traitor Trump Guilty On All 35 Federal Charges of Fraud In the Stolen Election of 2016
June 9 2024 We Celebrate the Anniversary of the Indictment of Traitor Trump, Russian Spy and Most Effective Enemy Agent Ever to Attack America, For Espionage in the Theft of State Secrets
June 18 2024 Red Triangle Day: Anniversary of Trump’s Open Declaration of Nazi Allegiance in Using a Symbol of the Holocaust to Launch His 2020 Re-Election Campaign
September 3 2024 Anniversary of the Assassination of Antifascist Comrade Michael Reinoehl: Violence, Responsibility, the Social Use of Force, and Our Duty of Care For Others
September 5 2024 The Question of Patriotism, Loyalty, Honor, Respect For Service, and the Idea of America As A Band of Brothers: Case of The Arlington Incident
September 21 2024 Election Rigging and Vote Suppression in the Case of Georgia: The Party of Treason, White Supremacist Terror, and Theocratic Patriarchal Sexual Terror Pursues Not Victory In A Free and Fair Election But Subversion of Democracy and Capture of the State